Most of my dealers I will keep for as long as they're free and in business. However, it's always good to have fall backs, especially of your an opiate user.
^ nail on the head.
People like me for some reason, never understood why as I'm kinda an asshole. I've never crossed a dealer and always paid for shit I got on the front when I said I would (okay, once I got robbed and he understood, took 5 days to come up with the cash).
I have three main people, and about 20 fall backs if you include people my friends know. There is always the ER too...never got THAT bad off yet though. I'll lay in bed dope sick for a week before I even entertain the idea of scamming the ER out of some opiates.
But yea....as long as they're in business and aren't acting shady all of the sudden I'm good to go. Even messed with a few that I knew were in trouble with the law over dealing just because they were the only ones that had anything at the time. Always got lucky on that front, don't like messing with those shady types.
Now my friends...I've seen them worry the fuck out of dealers to the point that they get cut off. That's the main reason why I don't "refer" anyone to my hook-ups anymore. Well that, and the fact that some asshole that's your friend will come around and buy all the shit before you get a chance to fix up on re-up day.
I hate people like that...buy the whole months stash then either won't sell you shit or want to charge like double the price because they know you're dope sick, fucking assholes. >.> These same people wonder why I don't "hook them up" anymore when they call me up going "man I'm hurting, I'm sick, man find me something!". Most of those people have their own scripts too, I'm like man..you get 175 pills a month and you're calling me up for help when you won't even hook me up when I'm sick? Fuck off.
One of the main reason I hate opiates (aside from what they did to me) is the fact that they will turn a great friend into a thief, a mooch, a fiend....you name it. Ever had a "friend" just drop in for a visit and sit around for HOURS waiting on you to kick something out? I can't stand those types, its so damn obvious what they're up to. I mean, I understand you're broke and dope sick but so am I most of the time. Don't call me up 5 times a day and txt bomb my phone, all you're doing is reminding me of my own dope sickness and pissing me off. ><