I'm still working on it. Switched to opiates since 3y after 20+ years of mixed usages (psy, disassociative, but mostly stims/emphatogens). One reason to NOT quit is that opiates "saved" my life, meaning that all the physical issues I suffer from my past, can be tampered from a low/moderate opiates usage.
But it took a lot of those 3 years to set some "golden rules" and actually follow them. Luckily a Keeper and/or a time-safe helped me to sort it out and I've found a good balance for now, but it's really hard to keep it. Most difficult substances ever to control opiates. And the fact they have less to none side-effects (if not abused), other the daily addiction, is difficult to find a true reason to quit.
But i'm still determinate to "quit", or at least, give up my daily usage and try to keep my health under control with other substances non-opioids non-drugs, an healthy lifestily with good food and sport, and just allow myself 1-2 times in a month a nodding to release the stress or the current modern society
But it took a lot of those 3 years to set some "golden rules" and actually follow them. Luckily a Keeper and/or a time-safe helped me to sort it out and I've found a good balance for now, but it's really hard to keep it. Most difficult substances ever to control opiates. And the fact they have less to none side-effects (if not abused), other the daily addiction, is difficult to find a true reason to quit.
But i'm still determinate to "quit", or at least, give up my daily usage and try to keep my health under control with other substances non-opioids non-drugs, an healthy lifestily with good food and sport, and just allow myself 1-2 times in a month a nodding to release the stress or the current modern society
