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I ended up eating about 80-90mg of the other 125mg and smoking the rest.

I can tell you, it is far far more potent when smoked and kicks in fully in under a minute.
The high is very nice.

Definite similarities to MDMA. Body high is comparable to a mid dose of MDMA, though noticeably different. Closer to the methylone body high but not as strong. I find the methylone body high to be significantly more intense than the MDMA body high and just as pleasant, if not more so.

Has significant empathogenic qualities, feelings of love for everything around me and gratitude towards the humans and animals that have made my life better in one way or another. Feelings of empathy for those who I know are facing difficult times. Thankful to be alive and very happy. Those effects are pretty strong, but not as strong as MDMA or methylone(I find MDMA and methylone to be about equal as empathogens and entactogens, though noticeably different.)

There is one worrisome thing. After the smoked dose, I checked my blood pressure. It was 187/114. I kept checking it every 10 minutes for the next hour with it ranging from a high of 189/116 to a low of 174/102. Maybe 10 minutes after that it had dropped to 168/104. It tended to drop very slowly over that time period with the lowest measurement being the last. That was 15 minutes ago. I am on a blood pressure med but did not take it until I took the 4-FA.

I just now took two different blood pressure pills from my dad, one a nitrate and the other a mixed alpha/beta blocker. They have not had time to kick in as it has been just 3 or 4 minutes. My current blood pressure is: 166/102 Pulse 73.

I've done this twice before with good results, you can read about it below now.

Once I became severely hypertensive from taking 6 energy pills(Spirodex, dose 1-2 pills, don't exceed 2 pills in a 24 hour period), max BP 217/125, I nearly asked to go to ER. I was very surprised and terrified at that reaction as 2 pills have never raised it above low 150s/90-100 and usually less (140s/80s) with my BP pill usually keeping it in the 115-140s/67-90 range. The other time from an MDPV overdose with a much bigger rise in BP than previous times I overdid it(damn compulsive redosing!)



I once took 6 energy pills when the dose was supposed to be 1-2. It contained no ephedra or synephrine, but did contain some chemical I think came from Geranium. I used to know its name but can't remember it ATM. It also had caffeine and a bunch of other shit in it. I nearly went to the hospital over that, my BP going as high as 217/125. I took the same two pills from my dad that I just took, chewing and swallowing them on an empty stomach. Within 15 minutes my BP was down to about 200/115 and another 15 minutes down to 175/105. 30-45min later it was in the 150s/90s. By morning it was 108/66, which is a bit low for me but in the normal range. I remember exactly what the high and low numbers were.

I did the same thing with an MDPV overdose that had my blood pressure up to 189/105(the 105 is just a guess, don't remember that part). I was having a very severe panic attack which may have contributed to the high blood pressure. Within an hour of taking the pills it was in the 150s/upper 90s and another hour down to 130s/80s. It reached a low in the 100s/low 60s and pulse around 52. The panic attack remained severe for 2-3 hours, lessening very gradually but still quite bead even after my BP was under control
I had overdone MDPV several times prior to this, but BPs remained below 170/105.


I am going to write a trip report for my DXM+Ephedra+Caffeine overdose, which probably had me near death and caused bizarre hallucinations and delusions. I'll post it in trip reports on bluelight and erowid tonight(edit: Tomorrow or the next day. I lost the file when it was almost half finished.) It was 6-7 years ago but I remember many parts of it almost like it was yesterday.

It is possible to survive very high blood pressure without having stroke, heart attack, or other serious injury. The one time my BP went higher than the spirodex overdose was from a DXM+Ephedra+Caffeine overdose early in my drug use career, where my systolic pressure was above 320(I am told they could not make higher measurements) and a diastolic of about 200. Not quite sure that was true, the highest survived blood pressure I have found was from a cocaine overdose, 320/190 if I remember right.

Now after all that typing, my BP is now 162/99, pulse 80. Seems like it may be starting to work now.

Edit: Now 136/82, worked like a charm! Just have to check again later to make sure it doesn't go too low.
 
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Fridays are the best. I picked up some Guinness, some Sierra Nevada Torpedo IPA, a bomber of Stone Old Guardian Belgo, a growler of Long Trail's Brewmaster Series (Coffee Stout FTMFW), and a sixpack of Rolling Rock tallboys for when times get hard. All for under forty USD. Fucking awesome. Just cracked #1.

Now if only my phone was working, I'd roll out to grab a fat sack.
 
I'm nice and opiated ... while cooking dinner for the family ... consisting of the girlfriend and my little brother ... making Thanksgiving sandwiches of all things ... when I smoke some bud tonight I will be very happy =) Cooking is so much fun while on any kind of opiate but for some reason I hate cooking while stoned. I guess I am just impatient and want the food to be ready right away? But I'm not really hungry on opiates so I can focus on the artistic aspect of cooking... who knows! But I could totally go for some lychee liqueur and some clonazepam and nod like a mofo... that would be fun also :)

Sorry about the rambling...
 
Fridays are the best. I picked up some Guinness, some Sierra Nevada Torpedo IPA, a bomber of Stone Old Guardian Belgo, a growler of Long Trail's Brewmaster Series (Coffee Stout FTMFW), and a sixpack of Rolling Rock tallboys for when times get hard. All for under forty USD. Fucking awesome. Just cracked #1.

Now if only my phone was working, I'd roll out to grab a fat sack.

I <3 Sierra Nevada! i'm just stuck with a 40 of OE...

But i've been smoking dank home grown buds and perhaps some more coke tonight =D
 
^ Dont let that stop you man! Oe is good shit. I had my way with the coffee stout and some jungle juice tonight... goddamn the town I live in is way too small. I gotta move far away and ASAP. :p :) =D


kinda buzzed. just a little 8(
 
OMG white widow im so hi FTP

Ive been waiting three months to smoke this chizznik and i dont even have enough for a whole blunt but here i go light it up ddddaaammmmmmmthat is some good shizzzzzzzzznik
 
Still very stimulated from all the 4-FA I did today. Also have a headache now.


I have been using 4-FA all day and into the night. Don't plan to do any more though. Earlier I smoked 20-30mg 5-Meo-DALT (I loaded 40mg in the pipe but it did not all vaporize), right after smoking a eyeballed 60-75mg of 4-FA in a redose.

When I mixed 4-FA with 5-Meo-DALT, I experienced for 2 or 3 minutes the most intense, deep emotions and feeling of understanding others emotionally than I have ever experienced in my life. I had a long post written, but it was lost. I'll just make a shorter version of the post.

Before exhaling the 5-Meo-DALT smoke, I became overwhelmed by emotions and thoughts. I managed to hold it in for maybe 10 seconds after that feeling hit before I just burst out crying. I was not crying out of sadness. It seemed as if I could feel all emotions at once and at a deeper level than ever before. This part may have lasted 15-20 seconds, then I started seeing images and visions which were matched with the appropriate emotion but usually at a MUCH more extreme level than one would expect.


I first saw images of family members and pets (mostly ones that have long been dead, I only have one pet now - a Blue and Gold Macaw) and felt love for and from them each time. I felt the most intense love and gratefulness for every human and non-human animal that I love. I felt thankful to be alive after probably more life threatening events than many/most people have in their life. I saw images of family members and pets (mostly ones that have long been dead, I only have one pet now - a Blue and Gold Macaw) and felt love for and from them each time.

I then had a vision of emaciated, starving children probably from Sub-Saharan Africa. I felt intense sadness for and empathy toward them, knowing that there is no need for people to die like that. I briefly imagined what I thought the parents must feel.

After that, I started not only having visions, but reliving memories of the past, mostly negative ones. It started with a vision of my dad on one of his rampages when I was a small child. I was in bed with my mom and the feeling I had was of utter terror, like I was going to die.


The next set of memories involved some really bad things I did as a kid/teenager.
I felt the most intense regret and sadness for the terrible things I did. The worst of those things was probably abusing/torturing animals from age 10-13, and was definitely the most upsetting memories that came welling up. I saw visions like photos of the animals I hurt and in one case killed. I was wishing that I could go back and not do it. Maybe I was a bad person then, but I think it was because I was severely emotionally abused all through my childhood, feeling my life and my mom and brother were in danger from age 4-14 due to my dad's violent threats. I always severely regretted hurting the animals immediately afterward and would often then inflict harm on myself(including a half hearted suicide attempt by tylenol overdose which did make me sick as hell). The sadness and regret sometimes stayed strong for days-a couple of weeks and even now 15 years later I fairly often find myself regretting it. I also remembered the acts of vandalism I committed during that time, though I quickly came to the conclusion that it wasn't worth regretting as it was just minor material damage. I remembered and relived the intense fear I felt when my dad threatened to kill my mom or me or burn the house down while we slept. I felt the fear and had a vision of myself lying on my bed at night feeling like someone would was going to crawl through the window and kill me.

I then started feeling great regret over how I treated my mom and other people from age 15-18. I however do not know how much control I actually had over my actions from most of that time as by the time I turned 16 I had psychotic depression. I believed at times that my parents were actually scientists doing psychological experiments on me and that I was just a test subject. I always felt there were hidden cameras and microphones in my bedroom, the bathroom, and my workplace. I often believed that my parents and boss were plotting to have me sent to a mental institution. I thought everyone was saying nasty, hurtful things behind my back. I believed everyone thought I was retarded and often believed I actually was. A voice in my head would constantly say bad things about me and tell me to harm myself in various ways. When I was in a vehicle, the voice would often tell me to crash into oncoming 18 wheelers or if someone else was driving, to grab the wheel and steer into it. I actually tried to do it when my mom was driving and my two youngest nephews were in the car. My mom fortunately kept control. I then tore off the rearview mirror, broke it, and stabbed myself in the hand multiple times with pieces of broken glass. This event was one of those I relived during this experience, and it horrified me.

After that, the images and memories turned to me and my brother playing as little kids and memories of my best childhood friend. At this point the images were losing clarity and quickly stopped altogether.

I still felt intensely emotional for a couple of minutes, but it quickly returned to a balanced stimulant/empathogen/entactogen/mild psychedelic mix.
 
D....runk!!!


Came home and pulled out two rigs with four cottons from two weeks ago. H has never mixed with my body well and it seems like my veins got fucked quickly. I have trouble hitting on my left arm now I've noticed. It's painful when I try to inject in a number of spots and in others I just draw up air, but I digress. Yet, this was a big problem, so in my drunken state I flexed my right arm as tight as I could, stuck the needle in a vein, pulled back with my MOUTH and shot up by pushing the plunger in with my MOUTH (while drunk mind you!) and it went down fuckin' smooth. Cause I'm like a fuckin' smoooth dude brahs

Yah you should be turned on right now. Hitting the vapo too.

It's all kinds of sexy. %)
 
I anm so fucking high right now...been dosing and resdosing on hyrdocodone and oxy's...smoked solme roxicodone and boy am I high. Can barely keep my eyyes opebs.
 
Damn, temptation got the best of me and I redosed. It seems I have more trouble controlling my use of stimulants than any other type of drug, even though I generally like psychedelics and opiates much better.

I must say though that 4-FA is probably the best stimulant I have tried and it rivals opiates in the pleasure produced, though IMO in might just as easily be classed as an empathogen stimulant like MDMA or Metyhylone instead of a mere stimulant, though the empathogenic qualities are substantially lower for 4-FA, but I would by no means call it a weak empathogen. It's definitely more empathogenic than mephedrone IME, which I guess I would call a weak empathogen.

Mixing 4-FA with 5-Meo-DALT (A psychedelic with empathogenic properties) enhances the empathogenic effects and for a few minutes produced the most intense empathogenic type experience of my life, though the peak of that lasted only a few minutes and I was back to a moderately empathogenic level after maybe 10 minutes (stayed stronger than either chem on its own for up to an hour.)

Anyway, I have some business to take care of this morning and need to stay awake about 5-6 more hours. Then I'll mix some of every sedating drug I can find and put myself to sleep.
 
so fucking high off half a bottle of vodka, 5mg alprazolam, 400mg codeine with 50mg promethazine and of course plenty of herb...

about to have a mad feed... =D
 
I ate what I thought was 62mg of 5-Meo-DALT about 45 minutes ago, only to just discover that that the needle on my balance got stuck on that mark and so I have no idea what the actual dose was. I don't think it was way over the intended amount because the volume of powder did not seem unusually large.

I also smoked another hit of 4-FA. Also had 25mg hydrocodone, 2mg alprazolam, and 5mg lorazepam.

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I feel like something evil is getting into my soul. I feel like a monster, but I don't want to be evil.
 
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I don't know where that evil feeling came from. I had no thoughts of doing bad things. My thoughts were actually of loving and kind things, but I somehow felt that I was evil deep in my core. Strange.

Ate a short time ago 4mg of AM-2201. A smoked dose is 0.5mg-2mg for the average user, making it an extremely potent cannabinoid. I may be feeling mild effects. With JWH-018, I needed at least 10 times as much for a decent oral dose as I did when I smoked it. I may add another 4mg oral if it isn't doing much in another 30 minutes. Have to be careful with this one, sounds like overdose could be life threatening, and would probably be life ending if bad enough. One person who smoked 70mg reported waking up to his wife giving him CPR after his heart stopped beating. 10mg smoked has caused people to lose consciousness and vomit while unconscious and possibly caused breathing problems in users. 3-4mg smoked has caused extreme panic attacks.
 
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