snorting meth and smoking weed full time last two days and nights. benzo-ing down right now with ativan, klonopin, and a muscle relaxer for good measure. I definitely feel higher than giraffe pussy. I'm loving every moment, music sounds incredible and I am not lonely. It's important to mention that I guess. Right now I'm not lonely. Instead, I feel a connection to everything. I am so high, I am not lonely.
How High Are You? Vs. "I got the munchies like a muthafucka!"
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Tryptamine*Dreamer
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Really high on Concussion cannabis replacement, MDPV(a euphoric stimulant), hydrocodone and the usual potentiators. I'm again feeling close to the Goddess of of Caring, Comfort, and Compassion and her lover/husband, the God of Knowledge(of Creation, the knowledge of how to create different types of universes with different laws of physics and how to create new types that will likely exist long enough and in a state where it does interesting things as it evolves), Logic, and Philosophy. The two are madly in love, one being the mind and the other the heart. You can at most get a brief unclear glimpse of them as they exist behind our space in a type of space-time that is far different from ours as well as far more advanced.
I did not get their actual names, I just knew what their functions were as the combination of the voices and the images made it quite easy to work out their divine purposes. They always layout any major tasks as partners, modifying one another's plan when their needs to be more balance between pure thought and pure emotion in one of their plans. Pure emotion would end up causing mass death if they act on their desire to make everything feel perfect bliss at all times because their would be no thirst or hunger, no pain to let you know your body is being damaged so that you can escape or fight for your life. Every living thing with a fairly well developed central nervous system would stop all activity necessary for remaining alive, except likely humans who would be able to understand that they would die and their bliss probably end if they neglect bodily requirements. Perhaps a few of the most intelligent creatures excluding us would have some understanding of death such as dolphins and maybe elephants that visit their dead in elephant grave yards.
Using too much cold logic and science with too little feeling would make a horrible universe to be stuck in.
I'd say this universe could be a lot more pleasant with few or no adverse effects, but it could probably be much worse than it is without causing massive loss of life perhaps by making pain, fear, hunger, thirst, or sadness more intense, perhaps with the goal of increasing the level of effort made to remedy the causes of distress and decreasing death rates. That is just my take on it.
Smoke more drugs
I think there are many other gods and goddesses out their, some of which may be evil. I think there is a higher level of existence above that of the gods I am speaking of.
There are multiple voices talking in my head and lightly whispering voices that surround me. There are realistic visual hallucinations of animals, mostly insects with spiders, centipedes, wasps and large severely mutated bugs with large jaws and scary grinding mouthparts and also swarms of flies and occasionally brief visions of cute and typically not significantly dangerous or aggressive animals. I saw very briefly a version of my arm with maggots in it but they quickly vanished when I tried to focus on them. I've been awake for over 40 hours so far. Although there is prominent disturbing imagery of creepy insects and mutilation, I actually feel really good and I don't wanna stop. My hallucination content is non congruent with my mood. If I thought it was real I would freak out big time, but I know they aren't there as they are all over the place and frequently disappear and you can't touch them.
The God and Goddess I contacted seem like they likely exist but maybe it is all in my head. I feel slightly insane in a good way. Good times, I tell you! Very good times indeed.
The spirits are with me, inside of me, helping me to understand more about myself. They are the good spirits of men and women who excelled both in matters of the mind: logic, science, common sense, and wisdom as well as matters of the heart such as love, friendliness, compassion, and empathy. They choose to stay in this world as spirits instead of moving to the next life so that they may help those who need it and help to guide us in our lives. I think we are all guided by these spirits at times, helping us grow inside and in best cases leaving us because we have learned the ways of the wise ones and usually make excellent decisions, those among us who will have our chance to be guiding spirits if that is what those honored in such a high way choose to pursue that, allowing older members who wish to move on to the next life to do so. I will probably not live up to the standards required to be a guiding spirit. Too many mental problems, and such a small percentage of souls make the cut. You probably won't make it either, but who knows?
Is this really the way it is? It feels real inside of me but it might easily be a drug induced delusion.
I hope I am not evil.
Gonna smoke some more.
I did not get their actual names, I just knew what their functions were as the combination of the voices and the images made it quite easy to work out their divine purposes. They always layout any major tasks as partners, modifying one another's plan when their needs to be more balance between pure thought and pure emotion in one of their plans. Pure emotion would end up causing mass death if they act on their desire to make everything feel perfect bliss at all times because their would be no thirst or hunger, no pain to let you know your body is being damaged so that you can escape or fight for your life. Every living thing with a fairly well developed central nervous system would stop all activity necessary for remaining alive, except likely humans who would be able to understand that they would die and their bliss probably end if they neglect bodily requirements. Perhaps a few of the most intelligent creatures excluding us would have some understanding of death such as dolphins and maybe elephants that visit their dead in elephant grave yards.
Using too much cold logic and science with too little feeling would make a horrible universe to be stuck in.
I'd say this universe could be a lot more pleasant with few or no adverse effects, but it could probably be much worse than it is without causing massive loss of life perhaps by making pain, fear, hunger, thirst, or sadness more intense, perhaps with the goal of increasing the level of effort made to remedy the causes of distress and decreasing death rates. That is just my take on it.
Smoke more drugs
I think there are many other gods and goddesses out their, some of which may be evil. I think there is a higher level of existence above that of the gods I am speaking of.
There are multiple voices talking in my head and lightly whispering voices that surround me. There are realistic visual hallucinations of animals, mostly insects with spiders, centipedes, wasps and large severely mutated bugs with large jaws and scary grinding mouthparts and also swarms of flies and occasionally brief visions of cute and typically not significantly dangerous or aggressive animals. I saw very briefly a version of my arm with maggots in it but they quickly vanished when I tried to focus on them. I've been awake for over 40 hours so far. Although there is prominent disturbing imagery of creepy insects and mutilation, I actually feel really good and I don't wanna stop. My hallucination content is non congruent with my mood. If I thought it was real I would freak out big time, but I know they aren't there as they are all over the place and frequently disappear and you can't touch them.
The God and Goddess I contacted seem like they likely exist but maybe it is all in my head. I feel slightly insane in a good way. Good times, I tell you! Very good times indeed.
The spirits are with me, inside of me, helping me to understand more about myself. They are the good spirits of men and women who excelled both in matters of the mind: logic, science, common sense, and wisdom as well as matters of the heart such as love, friendliness, compassion, and empathy. They choose to stay in this world as spirits instead of moving to the next life so that they may help those who need it and help to guide us in our lives. I think we are all guided by these spirits at times, helping us grow inside and in best cases leaving us because we have learned the ways of the wise ones and usually make excellent decisions, those among us who will have our chance to be guiding spirits if that is what those honored in such a high way choose to pursue that, allowing older members who wish to move on to the next life to do so. I will probably not live up to the standards required to be a guiding spirit. Too many mental problems, and such a small percentage of souls make the cut. You probably won't make it either, but who knows?
Is this really the way it is? It feels real inside of me but it might easily be a drug induced delusion.
I hope I am not evil.
Gonna smoke some more.
Tryptamine*Dreamer
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I had my doses of MDPV and Concussion, larger than intended dose because I loaded the pipes in a dark room. Shiny pearls travel over the glass floor on the ceiling. Shiny color blotches go in and out of existence. Things like paper and dirty clothing seems to come alive and crawl around the floor. Appearance of a strange object in the sky when I was with my nephew, pointing it out, and him seeing it too. It went strait up for a distance at a fairly slow speed. It was shaped like a large c made of straight bars opening downwards and a second smaller one inside the first opening upwards. The larger one stayed on and the other flashed at equal intervals. After going up a while, it turned to a near 90 degree turn and gained a significantly higher speed making a symmetrical arc behind that faintly glowed orange and when finishing the arc all lights went out. I don't think it was a helicopter due to the shape and size of the lighted surfaces.
Maybe the aliens are going to come soon and show us they are real. It will probably happen within 50 years, according to someone on TV who had some statistics to throw out which could have been based on science, perhaps basing that likelihood on what seem to be the number of solar systems with planets or moons capable of supporting complex organisms and guesses on how long it would likely take for intelligence level of a species high enough level to create an advanced technological civilization, of course also needing a body capable of building things. That calculation is largely based on a single data point for calculating(that of our one planet with confirmed life), useless for an average and I think there are couple that we have no data on at all. I think that is basically where he got that statistic.
I am not making up what I saw either. It could have a simple earthly explanation such as me not knowing what I was looking at, possibility of a hoax, and possibility of it being a secret aircraft test. I'm guessing it was a misidentification on my part, but it is the weirdest thing I have seen in the sky.
I would love to learn whether alien life exists and whether or not it could possibly reach us. I'm sure nearly everyone wants to know.
Just one more dose(probably kidding myself.)
Thanks, I am glad you liked it. I always type a lot when on MDPV or other strong stimulants and the psychedelic mind provides the material written.
MDPV+whatever synthetic cannabinoid(s) I am smoking is an intensely psychedelic combo in every aspect I can think of. I am sure I'll stop within a couple of hours before it really starts to lose its magic, but I could go on and on with it if I chose to.
Maybe the aliens are going to come soon and show us they are real. It will probably happen within 50 years, according to someone on TV who had some statistics to throw out which could have been based on science, perhaps basing that likelihood on what seem to be the number of solar systems with planets or moons capable of supporting complex organisms and guesses on how long it would likely take for intelligence level of a species high enough level to create an advanced technological civilization, of course also needing a body capable of building things. That calculation is largely based on a single data point for calculating(that of our one planet with confirmed life), useless for an average and I think there are couple that we have no data on at all. I think that is basically where he got that statistic.
I am not making up what I saw either. It could have a simple earthly explanation such as me not knowing what I was looking at, possibility of a hoax, and possibility of it being a secret aircraft test. I'm guessing it was a misidentification on my part, but it is the weirdest thing I have seen in the sky.
I would love to learn whether alien life exists and whether or not it could possibly reach us. I'm sure nearly everyone wants to know.
Just one more dose(probably kidding myself.)
Thanks, I am glad you liked it. I always type a lot when on MDPV or other strong stimulants and the psychedelic mind provides the material written.
MDPV+whatever synthetic cannabinoid(s) I am smoking is an intensely psychedelic combo in every aspect I can think of. I am sure I'll stop within a couple of hours before it really starts to lose its magic, but I could go on and on with it if I chose to.
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DOC-EVERYTHING
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I consumed about 6mg ~ suboxone over the course of the day, powered by 7 or so grams of cocaine. It was a very good day..
TripTrapDK
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4,5g of GHB.
Had a bad weekend.
And missing my stimulants.
It's summer, and I need my Methylone 4-fa Ritalin and my mdpv!
Had a bad weekend.
And missing my stimulants.
It's summer, and I need my Methylone 4-fa Ritalin and my mdpv!
Dankycodone
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3x300mg preagabalin :D
Tryptamine*Dreamer
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I have not redosed since right after my previous post, but I might snort some to keep the energy going a few more hours, till I complete an important task. The cannabinoid(s) have worn off and I'm not really tripping any more but am having some visuals still.
Just consumed 15mg hydrocodone and the usual potentiators. Trying to reduce my tolerance on it.
I do love what the combo and repetitive redosing did to me. I hope it at least half as good next time as that would still be awesome.
But now I must start winding down my celebration (definitely not for the 4th of July as I fucking hate my government and flags are only good for burning. Fuck the American government and most other governments around the world.) It was meant to simply make me feel good as my mood went downhill yesterday morning but I think it induced far more of than just a mood lift. It was for a good length of time is as close to the perfect mental state as I think I have ever felt in any psychedelic trips, intense, large hedonistic experiences with opiates/opiate combos, stone cold sober, awake or dreaming. I may have felt that good on around half a dozen of my 200-300 psychedelic experiences(just making estimates based on my frequency of tripping in various time periods, including an around six month period of tripping 2-3 times per week but I am not entirely sure if one can feel any better in this world than I have felt those small numbers of times.
I'll try not to bombard this thread again unless something really interesting happens.
Just consumed 15mg hydrocodone and the usual potentiators. Trying to reduce my tolerance on it.
I do love what the combo and repetitive redosing did to me. I hope it at least half as good next time as that would still be awesome.
But now I must start winding down my celebration (definitely not for the 4th of July as I fucking hate my government and flags are only good for burning. Fuck the American government and most other governments around the world.) It was meant to simply make me feel good as my mood went downhill yesterday morning but I think it induced far more of than just a mood lift. It was for a good length of time is as close to the perfect mental state as I think I have ever felt in any psychedelic trips, intense, large hedonistic experiences with opiates/opiate combos, stone cold sober, awake or dreaming. I may have felt that good on around half a dozen of my 200-300 psychedelic experiences(just making estimates based on my frequency of tripping in various time periods, including an around six month period of tripping 2-3 times per week but I am not entirely sure if one can feel any better in this world than I have felt those small numbers of times.
I'll try not to bombard this thread again unless something really interesting happens.
jasonmp321
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Just wondering why not psuedo-speedballs? Why not mix like 2mg of Suboxone with .2g of cocaine and IV that?
Tryptamine*Dreamer
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Snorted more MDPV which increased the euphoria and energy a lot. May smoke another hit or two of the Concussion this afternoon.
I feel all hyper and full of energy.
I really hate my Government, just not quite bad enough to want the assholes dead. There are two politicians I really like: Dennis Kucinich and Ron Paul. Perhaps their are a few other good ones I don't know about, but most of them are shit in a filthy, vile pile of the worst filth in this country.
Some places are hellholes like Syria. I'm surprised that so many, maybe even most Middle Eastern and North African are claiming to want free societies. If they all rose up to get Islamic theocracies I would have found it less surprising, but I'd like to see the whole region destroy their repressive governments. That is more off topic shit, sorry. I'd like to see global revolution. I would love to see the leaders of all of the repressive, murderous hellholes on Earth die the type of death they rightly deserve for all of the horrors they create. Actually, I wouldn't have even wanted Adolph Hitler to be tortured because torture is something I regard as absolutely wrong.
Next time I want to bitch about the governments of Earth I will post it in the right place. I don't know what got me to rant about the wrongs of governments. And the state of Texas is about to ban possibly every mind altering drug that is sold in head shops. That fucking pisses me off but it pales in comparison to what goes on in the true hell holes of the world.
The USA will be a third world country within 25 years, I think. The fucking government is not going to control my behavior and if I ever get sent to jail for a non-crime like drug use or growing I might just build a large car bomb and blow up as much of the DEAs headquarters as possible to make them sorry for their crimes against humanity and their long list of war crimes. Fuck them. They are a monstrous terrorist organization that should be terminated with extreme prejudice. They kill people, they spray toxic chemicals on vast areas of rainforest, poisoning everything that lives there including numerous people who aren't involved in the drug trade. They also destroy the food crops of people living in their killing zones. Wouldn't this be considered war crimes or crimes against humanity? Use of chemical weapons against civilians? Just to name one of their many serious crimes.
I guess I told a lie in my previous message by wasting more space on an uninteresting post which has more info about how I hate the governments and the DEA than about how high I am. Or maybe it is showing yall something about mindstate on MDPV because I keep wasting time typing this shit because I have to be doing something constantly and blathering various shit that often goes off topic due to strong stimulant effects.
I feel like engaging in dangerous activities because I need some thrills. Fucking shit, I want some action and excitement. Perhaps I might do something like burning parts of my body that stay covered with clothes with a soldering iron for the rush of pain and adrenaline it provides. But only 3 or 4 times. Or maybe I'll attempt to swallow a knife or spit gasoline or another highly flammable liquid into a flame. I really want to do something exciting. I just don't know if I'll get the chance.
Stuck in my fucking bedroom because it is hot as hell outside. I hate hot weather. I'd much prefer a temperature of -15deg C/-13deg F over the 40deg C/104deg F temperature forecast for today. If it is too cold, you can put on several layers of clothes. Even in the nude, you can't make yourself comfortable in extreme heat.
Fuck. Shit. I'm Bored.
Felch should probably be considered the ultimate dirty word instead of fuck. If you don't know why, google felch or felching to find out.
I feel all hyper and full of energy.
I really hate my Government, just not quite bad enough to want the assholes dead. There are two politicians I really like: Dennis Kucinich and Ron Paul. Perhaps their are a few other good ones I don't know about, but most of them are shit in a filthy, vile pile of the worst filth in this country.
Some places are hellholes like Syria. I'm surprised that so many, maybe even most Middle Eastern and North African are claiming to want free societies. If they all rose up to get Islamic theocracies I would have found it less surprising, but I'd like to see the whole region destroy their repressive governments. That is more off topic shit, sorry. I'd like to see global revolution. I would love to see the leaders of all of the repressive, murderous hellholes on Earth die the type of death they rightly deserve for all of the horrors they create. Actually, I wouldn't have even wanted Adolph Hitler to be tortured because torture is something I regard as absolutely wrong.
Next time I want to bitch about the governments of Earth I will post it in the right place. I don't know what got me to rant about the wrongs of governments. And the state of Texas is about to ban possibly every mind altering drug that is sold in head shops. That fucking pisses me off but it pales in comparison to what goes on in the true hell holes of the world.
The USA will be a third world country within 25 years, I think. The fucking government is not going to control my behavior and if I ever get sent to jail for a non-crime like drug use or growing I might just build a large car bomb and blow up as much of the DEAs headquarters as possible to make them sorry for their crimes against humanity and their long list of war crimes. Fuck them. They are a monstrous terrorist organization that should be terminated with extreme prejudice. They kill people, they spray toxic chemicals on vast areas of rainforest, poisoning everything that lives there including numerous people who aren't involved in the drug trade. They also destroy the food crops of people living in their killing zones. Wouldn't this be considered war crimes or crimes against humanity? Use of chemical weapons against civilians? Just to name one of their many serious crimes.
I guess I told a lie in my previous message by wasting more space on an uninteresting post which has more info about how I hate the governments and the DEA than about how high I am. Or maybe it is showing yall something about mindstate on MDPV because I keep wasting time typing this shit because I have to be doing something constantly and blathering various shit that often goes off topic due to strong stimulant effects.
I feel like engaging in dangerous activities because I need some thrills. Fucking shit, I want some action and excitement. Perhaps I might do something like burning parts of my body that stay covered with clothes with a soldering iron for the rush of pain and adrenaline it provides. But only 3 or 4 times. Or maybe I'll attempt to swallow a knife or spit gasoline or another highly flammable liquid into a flame. I really want to do something exciting. I just don't know if I'll get the chance.
Stuck in my fucking bedroom because it is hot as hell outside. I hate hot weather. I'd much prefer a temperature of -15deg C/-13deg F over the 40deg C/104deg F temperature forecast for today. If it is too cold, you can put on several layers of clothes. Even in the nude, you can't make yourself comfortable in extreme heat.
Fuck. Shit. I'm Bored.
Felch should probably be considered the ultimate dirty word instead of fuck. If you don't know why, google felch or felching to find out.
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jasonmp321
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Sobriety on the 4th of July should be a sin. This sucks. Oh well, the only thing keeping my sanity is the fact that on 3 different days this week, (tuesday, thursday and friday), i will be getting 200$, 100$, and 100$, so there will be many shots of heroin to be done this week.
desaparecidos
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a fat bowl of herb my fourth glass of red wine and a cigarette are all the fireworks i need
rath
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8mg Hydromorphone IV
90mg Oxycodone
30mg Valium
Few cones of Alaskan Thunderfuck
90mg Oxycodone
30mg Valium
Few cones of Alaskan Thunderfuck
Dankycodone
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^ Nice. I added 1x300mg preagabalin and 5x10mg baclofen. I honestly think baclofen is worthless someone gave it to me saying it would potinate the preagabalin but I don't think it did it's job.
highhooked
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Yess! Dude that bud is like fucking yellow and white with all those tasty little trichomes. Mann how i wish i could taste that again.
As for me. Im going to be hanging around a bonfire tonight with some quality beer and lotsss of bud going around. I also dosed around 1mg of suboxone about an hour ago aswell. Should be a goodtime.
O yea and fireworks. Drunkeness and explosives were made for each other. 8)
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