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How High Are You? v. You Come on Just Like Special K

Woke up feeling fine even after my pill cocktail.
They made me woozy but nothing worth my time.
I guess I'm too much of a loser to have good enough drugs or friend that have them to get nodding.

I need a good fucking nod/get spun very fucking soon.


well only thing I took this morning is my meds the perscribed way....well I am going to in 2 minutes.

Guess I even epic fail at a death wish *shrug*

Thanks for your concearn PA....but really....you don;t know the half of it...... but really in a way you're right.

I'm alive BL. I dont think I'll off myself quite yet....... don;t got enough pills left to do it.....unless I take my ex's, which is enough to kill a horse. But not today..... Im hoping today will be a better day.... I'll know in part by 1pm.

I'm still alive and breathing though. No hang over or side effects....as of yet from taking all that.

I wish i could smoke a bowl of weed, or get spun or some MDMA, get fucked on crystal....or something.... I'm too N00b to know what's best to get fucked on for the day.......

fuck.

I know no one right now that I could get fucked with that ....well that wants to particularly care to see me right now.

All my brother does is crack and he'll tell me to fuick off and rat me out to everyone possible.

Oh well, I guess I'm just stuck with my

2mg Clonazepam
10mg Cipralex

dont even have liquid codiene left after last night...... GREAT *sigh*



fun fucking weekend I am gonna have.
 
creaven;

i hope your day turns well. suicidal stuff makes me cringe, i really dont want to see you on another post on how you died :( even though my day isnt any better. jobless. fucked up to hard in school. just everythign been a mad jumble of fuck ups lately.

well my day isnt off to a good start. i thought the 2mg sub from yeserday night would hold me off until mid-day today..but woke up kicking. only have 4mg suboxone left, on day 2..so...idk if I should dose now and not have more later and dose later and have a bit for day 3. decisions decisions.
 
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creaven;

i hope your day turns well. suicidal stuff makes me cringe, i really dont want to see you on another post on how you died :( even though my day isnt any better.
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well even if i did kill myself, and no one on here knows me well enough to post anything...except rangrz, he knows me IRL. I dount he would anyhow, he's pissed off at me.....and i guess im breaking a promise to even mention him in a post...so that's that.; if i die i die..... only way anyone would know is if i don;t come on BL again..... *shrugs*


But lately nobody gives a shit, so if i die or not..... nobody really gives a shit enough. So who cares. I dont got shit to do the job, unless i want to off myself on barely a handful of clonazepam and 4 cipralex....cause thats all i got right now. Which I Doubt would kill me..... ER maybe...... die.... I doubt.

Thanks for your concearn anyhow....its nice to know some random stranger cares enough to write that while my friends and family are not giving a damn.

:) Thanks.
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Creven, I'm sorry you're feeling so down. I just want to let you know that we at bluelight always care. If you ever need someone to talk to feel free to shoot me, or the other mods a PM. We also have a forum set up for this called The Dark Side. The people who post in there are extremely caring and loving.

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I had the best trip ive ever had last night :)
(All off of one WoW tab too! I guess the saying's true, free LSD always a gives a good trip! ;))

took me forever to fall asleep though 8(

now to wake and bake :)
 
I <3 K!!! Mmmm somehow evapped a 10mL vial@ 50mg/mL and it weighed out to 640mg?!8o=D IDK how but it's just as potent as any other vial I've had.


T*D and crevan: You guise make me a sad panda :/
T*D for real, please please lay off the psychedelics for a few days. Maybe take some benzos if you have any on hand ?
 
took some methadone, a little diprenhydramin and just fired up a joint, my dope boy should have been by with some but its getting to late so i just took methadone instead..
 
^ refering to me right? Thanks if so. I guess your basically answering my question in PM'd.

If it was to be, it would be nice to get a reply instead of forum rage against me.

I have more of a reply to this but i'll PM it instead since I think it would be inapporpriate for this thread.
 
Just been faithfully sticking to my perc script. Sadly, it's not enjoyable and I feel like sleeping. I think I will. I've taken about 30 mg oxycodone today and will take about that much more-at least.
 
no one is answering my other thread, just wondering if anyone knows how much clonazepam and cipralex (Lexapro for americans i think).

How much is safe to feel good on.... i know you cant really get a "high" but just that woozy comfy i dont wanna get up to even pee feeling to relax and enjoy a "good" night.

I am 5'5" and about 100Lbs and I have been taking both for a month and I know I can handle 2.5mg of clonazepam ..... just not sure if it would be safe to take more of either without ending up in the ER or worse.

Any ideas people....

sorry mods.... I just need to find this out and then you can feel free to delete if you feel neccary.

edit: btw: the 2.5mg clonazepam did nothing for me. I wasn't even tired until after midnight and I took them at 8pm.
Would 3 or 4mg be stupid to try to get fucked up in a good way.....or should i stick to maybw 3mg at most??
 
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2.5mg kpin so far... not feeling anything yet but i am sitting down...if i stand and feel nothing might take another 0.5mg kpin.

edit: make that 3mg now.... took that next 0.5mg.

still feeling nothing. *sigh* blah.
 
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There's no better way to end a night then with heroin and adult swim.

Actually I'm wrong. The only way I could improve this situation was if I had some heroin for in the morning as well :\
 
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