HYH, I'm sure you know what you're doing when it comes to the IV thing. Mine was just a general comment about people I know, not really directed at you, so sorry if it came off that way
Oh man that's awesome, keep up the good work!
No, sadly, I'm still goin' hard on the shard

Haven't bought any since I decided that I want to stop sometime soon, but someone called me recently and offered to trade some for something I had, and it was an offer I couldn't resist. Then another friend of mine called and wanted to know if I wanted a couple lines, which again I accepted

I'd like to be able to blame it all on them but the truth is, it's mostly my fault...part of me still wants to get high. They don't really know about some of the struggles I've had so they probably thought they were doing a nice thing for me anyway!
Anyway, I didn't go to sleep tonight (got sleep yesterday though). I went to the aforementioned going away party, and my friend pulled me aside and made out with me a little right before I left (we had gone out in the past for a little bit so this wasn't super surprising, although I didn't think that she still liked me or liked me a huge amount to begin with...) I'm now stuck with this dilemma, because I need to get to sleep because I need to write a report paper for Monday that I haven't started on, but this girl also said that I should call her later on today and we can go out and do something, so I kind of want to do that too, but I don't want to go out with here all fucking sleep deprived and gooned out on speed...she's a classy, good looking chick who doesn't really do drugs except for smoke weed on occasion and I've got to hide that habit from her! I can't do all my shit for school and still have time to see her I don't think...not without utterly crashing before I even see her. Ugh, damn you drugs for putting me in this situation!
My buddy told me that I should just do the report and jerk off. I'm tired of that, though
Anyway, on topic: yes I am high. My nose feels like I got done snorting lines of shrapnel from a warzone but I feel pretty good