Pill2Chill
Bluelight Crew
That combo is pure gold.
How High Are You? v. Well I'm Pretty Darn High
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That combo is pure gold.
SmokingAces
Bluelighter
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A bit hungover but I've got some of the nicest hash I've ever had. So I did a wake and bake, a brisk visit into town and I'm now back nursing my hangover with a freshly rolled spliff of Cuelero.
LearntYoung
Bluelighter
Not high enough, but I need to come across sober in a few minutes... Getting a bike from a friend of my mom
4meSM
Bluelighter
Tripping really smooth right now, took 160ug of lsd first thing in the morning.
Now i'm kinda comming down, have a moroccan hash spliff on my hand and I'm watching as the day goes by while listening to some good old pink floyd...agh i cant really ask for anything more
Now i'm kinda comming down, have a moroccan hash spliff on my hand and I'm watching as the day goes by while listening to some good old pink floyd...agh i cant really ask for anything more
chrisincville
Bluelighter
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Still on Addy binge.
A few Flexerril
Gabapentin
Beer.
**wondering what it's going to take to pass out this time..**
A few Flexerril
Gabapentin
Beer.
**wondering what it's going to take to pass out this time..**
SmokingAces
Bluelighter
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So high on hash I shut my eyes with some music on sun beaming in the living room window and it was like the effect just before a k hole. Sure helped my hangover.
Drderms
Bluelighter
Not that high fucked up tolerance leads to not being able to get high
Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
120mg hydrocodone, 4mg clonazepam, and 100mg diphenhydramine+600mg cimetidine as a potentiator.
Gonna add more to this list later.
Wish I had something to trip on. Too broke for that right now.
The rest is a rant about how my telepathic communication with someone I had been able to clearly communicate to using thought with the advanced editing function which is no good anymore as it just won'y work.
Used to be able to communicate with someone telepathically when I went advanced to edit and got accurate predictions of tropical systems including two that had not formed. I predicted well before it formed (a month or more) that Danny would be a major hurricane that would last either 3 or 4 days from time of formation till last advisory and did not think that would happen as I have never seen a system strengthen and then dissipate so rapidly before, and I am a weather nut. I can hear will my method of telepathic hearing that the other telepaths don't want to allow me to get this information out because at first I would be able to profit from my telepathic ability (I do not think the sender is human, I think it is an animal and I hope to find out the species because they also told me what flight the guy who made weaponized eBola came on took and his name - if they were human they'd get out the info themselves). I am not in it for the money, I want to forecast the disasters to stop deaths and now to find out what types of animals are predicting storms and giving info on serious matters like locating weaponized Ebola and terrorist attacks that may involve nukes [when, I don't know].
They said they'd let me do my thing if I let them prove telepathy was real but they are not doing it. They just want to prevent me from doing it because they think I'll get money and credit for it - I am not stopping them from getting together and talking to each other telepathically with observers or something, but I don't see any of them doing that, let alone what I am doing - or what I was doing. And I got another one right that I did not post because I was initially told it would become a category 4 with 145mph winds and I thought that was too high and apparently that was about right but I thought I was being fooled. It ended up reaching either 150 or 155mph. I'd like to save lives and make sure the animals (if that is what they are) get protection for their ability to predict the future or see into the minds of people who are making or transporting weaponized Ebola and so on. If the message is from a human, they need to stop fucking with my head and post it online until someone notices it.
This is really making me use more drugs - that, the telepathic threats, and attempts to otherwise control my life. I wish there were others who could help with the proving telepathy through weather or some other sort of predicting/viewing into the future from telepathic animals or aliens that are on Earth hiding or being locked away in secret prisons that they can send do people who can receive information from their telepathic wavelengths.
If they want money, lots of high paying jobs will be available to the telepaths once telepathy is proven. It should not be a war where other telepaths use their gift to crush that of another when someone has an unusual, rare ability like this that may never come around or be found again. I might figure out how to show others to do this some day but I can't post future forecasts online anymore since most of them are way off or completely non-existent like the earthquake forecasts. I decided in the beginning I would give most of the money I got back for rebuilding and some for telepaths who are driven insane by hearing my voice and music and other things like energy levels to help them and some to that Animals Asia charity I was supporting before all of this made me stop caring about it. It is not my fault if other telepaths have not found a way to put their gifts to use - I am sure they could try to do the same thing I am doing, just wait until they find a suitable telepathic connection. Otherwise, I could help them win lotteries but make them split the $100,000,000 between, 100 or 1,000 each time. Some have said they'd like that but others will probably still block it so it will not work.
The hospital in my town is using mind control and devices to take drugs out of your body remotely and they make you hallucinate at night and some in the day. But it may be the military. I am moving out of Texas to Colorado or Montana soon, very soon I hope. I need a remote location where others can't block my telepathy. My telepathy is weird. Apparently everyone hears what is coming out of my head but if I hear a voice it is usually no more than an occasional sentence and usually just a word, but I have a way of slapping my leg, tapping things, and scratching things to see what is going on or to answer a question.
I wonder if I could be engaged in some type of quantum suicide experiment and that is why I still haven't died.
Just drank a beer. Taking two more to the porch and a couple of cigarettes to smoke. Seeing if I can find a roach. Lots more drugs to do today, but just the same old boring things.
Gonna add more to this list later.
Wish I had something to trip on. Too broke for that right now.
The rest is a rant about how my telepathic communication with someone I had been able to clearly communicate to using thought with the advanced editing function which is no good anymore as it just won'y work.
Used to be able to communicate with someone telepathically when I went advanced to edit and got accurate predictions of tropical systems including two that had not formed. I predicted well before it formed (a month or more) that Danny would be a major hurricane that would last either 3 or 4 days from time of formation till last advisory and did not think that would happen as I have never seen a system strengthen and then dissipate so rapidly before, and I am a weather nut. I can hear will my method of telepathic hearing that the other telepaths don't want to allow me to get this information out because at first I would be able to profit from my telepathic ability (I do not think the sender is human, I think it is an animal and I hope to find out the species because they also told me what flight the guy who made weaponized eBola came on took and his name - if they were human they'd get out the info themselves). I am not in it for the money, I want to forecast the disasters to stop deaths and now to find out what types of animals are predicting storms and giving info on serious matters like locating weaponized Ebola and terrorist attacks that may involve nukes [when, I don't know].
They said they'd let me do my thing if I let them prove telepathy was real but they are not doing it. They just want to prevent me from doing it because they think I'll get money and credit for it - I am not stopping them from getting together and talking to each other telepathically with observers or something, but I don't see any of them doing that, let alone what I am doing - or what I was doing. And I got another one right that I did not post because I was initially told it would become a category 4 with 145mph winds and I thought that was too high and apparently that was about right but I thought I was being fooled. It ended up reaching either 150 or 155mph. I'd like to save lives and make sure the animals (if that is what they are) get protection for their ability to predict the future or see into the minds of people who are making or transporting weaponized Ebola and so on. If the message is from a human, they need to stop fucking with my head and post it online until someone notices it.
This is really making me use more drugs - that, the telepathic threats, and attempts to otherwise control my life. I wish there were others who could help with the proving telepathy through weather or some other sort of predicting/viewing into the future from telepathic animals or aliens that are on Earth hiding or being locked away in secret prisons that they can send do people who can receive information from their telepathic wavelengths.
If they want money, lots of high paying jobs will be available to the telepaths once telepathy is proven. It should not be a war where other telepaths use their gift to crush that of another when someone has an unusual, rare ability like this that may never come around or be found again. I might figure out how to show others to do this some day but I can't post future forecasts online anymore since most of them are way off or completely non-existent like the earthquake forecasts. I decided in the beginning I would give most of the money I got back for rebuilding and some for telepaths who are driven insane by hearing my voice and music and other things like energy levels to help them and some to that Animals Asia charity I was supporting before all of this made me stop caring about it. It is not my fault if other telepaths have not found a way to put their gifts to use - I am sure they could try to do the same thing I am doing, just wait until they find a suitable telepathic connection. Otherwise, I could help them win lotteries but make them split the $100,000,000 between, 100 or 1,000 each time. Some have said they'd like that but others will probably still block it so it will not work.
The hospital in my town is using mind control and devices to take drugs out of your body remotely and they make you hallucinate at night and some in the day. But it may be the military. I am moving out of Texas to Colorado or Montana soon, very soon I hope. I need a remote location where others can't block my telepathy. My telepathy is weird. Apparently everyone hears what is coming out of my head but if I hear a voice it is usually no more than an occasional sentence and usually just a word, but I have a way of slapping my leg, tapping things, and scratching things to see what is going on or to answer a question.
I wonder if I could be engaged in some type of quantum suicide experiment and that is why I still haven't died.
Just drank a beer. Taking two more to the porch and a couple of cigarettes to smoke. Seeing if I can find a roach. Lots more drugs to do today, but just the same old boring things.
chrisincville
Bluelighter
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Still feeling the addy's.
Popped a handful of gabapentin 600's not long ago, sipping on a beer..feeling OK, but yeah,I know I'm fucking tired lol.
Overall, can't really complain..got everything I was after lately for the most part. I've missed my gabapentin!
Popped a handful of gabapentin 600's not long ago, sipping on a beer..feeling OK, but yeah,I know I'm fucking tired lol.
Overall, can't really complain..got everything I was after lately for the most part. I've missed my gabapentin!
Sprout
Bluelight Crew
Weed.
Coffee.
Will be able to use more interesting drugs soon.
Coffee.
Will be able to use more interesting drugs soon.
LearntYoung
Bluelighter
High enough, got the bike, repaired it, had a good talk, went home, ate dinner and took 3 lines
SmokingAces
Bluelighter
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What you high on LearntYoung? I've smoked so much dope these past days it's great.
LearntYoung
Bluelighter
Amphetamine, almost daily lately, if not daily
Tryptamino
Bluelight Crew
It's some kind of perfection. LSD and ketamine seems to create such psychedelic madness... If only ketamine wasn't so hard on the body... and addictive.
chrisincville
Bluelighter
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Still doing my thing. Said Fuck it, I can't sleep. Another 30 down. Let the games begin.
I am so gonna crash hard when I FINALLY do. Gah.
I am so gonna crash hard when I FINALLY do. Gah.
VanWeyden
Bluelighter
1mg fentanyl intramuscular. fucking heavy.
SirTophamHat
Bluelighter
I thought ketamine was very easy on the body as long as one doesn't do it often? Pls educate me, I've never done it. Ive heard the urinary tract horror stories but I thought that was with chronic abuse.
I'm cracking open my sixpack of habanero sculpin now, got a prairie ales gold, a rochefort 8, and a porter on the sidelines. Amp, valium, weed, maaaaybe more poppies later.
Tryptamino
Bluelight Crew
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it's kinda hard on the body when you use it with any kind of regularity, i use it maybe 2-3 times a month which is fairly often i think, my friends who use it more often (daily) i see clutching their sides and complain of stomach pains. one of my friends has been hospitalized a few times for renal or intestinal issues.
it's kinda hard on the body when you use it with any kind of regularity, i use it maybe 2-3 times a month which is fairly often i think, my friends who use it more often (daily) i see clutching their sides and complain of stomach pains. one of my friends has been hospitalized a few times for renal or intestinal issues.
Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
Just had 6.5ml 1,4-butanediol. This should be enough to make me feel sick and pass out. Fuck the local hospital that has all its powers to suck drugs out of your body so a large dose of hydrocodone completely wears off in two hours or the power to remotely drug you and make you sleep all the time when you aren't high or make you fall asleep when you want to get high. And they can shoot lazers through you, all the way through one side of the bed, into and out of your abdomen, and out the other side of the bed. They can also instantly teleport someone who is fully conscious from the back of the ambulance to the hospital. This was from a while back. They have strange mind control technology and freaky things like those green lasers that are shaped like eyes and I don't know how they penetrate solid objects like that.
It is like living on the dark side of Oz where the hospital is run by the Wicked Witch of the West.
Makes me sad that I could do so much with my telepathic gift but it is useless because the hospital won't let me use it because I use drugs and other people may be blocking it because they wanted to be the first to prove telepathy. Mine is more than telepathy though and I don't give a fuck if I ever get famous or make any money from it. If it is just the hospital doing it, I should be out of their realm of control once I move to Colorado or possibly Montana - it needs to be sparsely populated so they can't interfere with my telepathy or use any types of telepathic torture they have used in my town - I'm lucky, my brain is damaged in just the right way to keep me from being susceptible to the worst of it or it is something that never lasts more than briefly for the victim. I have felt it and it woke me up from the loud sound in my ears and I've witnessed it being experienced before..
They use their dream modification technology on me all the time. I think some bands have made music about me and Katatonia has a music video for the song Deliberation that is partly based on a dream they implanted while I was in the mental institution from when I tried to cut my veins open. The Hollywood Undead has a song about it too, called The Loss (they make a lot of music about what I do on Bluelight).
If everyone with telepathy is stopping me, I'll never be able to do anything. Same goes if this shitty hospital is somehow controlling the global telepathic airwaves. I don't know how one small hospital could be that powerful - there is this tall radio tower north of my house and I saw a double rainbow in the middle of the night with all the colors, just darker and I think that might be where it comes from. This has been making me feel really depressed at times and nobody should be surprised if I decide to take the fast way out of this world. But now I am almost laughing. I felt almost suicidal when I started writing. I'm starting to feel like I might have a seizure.
I saw a UFO the night before last and forgot to write about it. This is only the second time in my life that I have seen a UFO and this one was a lot clearer!
I've been seeing ghosts very clearly too.
Also seeing other things and I don't know quite what they are. Sometimes they appear and are gone in a fraction of a second. Also seeing eyeballs appearing in my walls that can blink and I saw the tail of an animal come out from behind my TV/3D computer monitor and wave around.
I've seen transparent objects flying around, sort of like the flying saucer that smacked me in the head a long time ago when I was tripping on 5-meo-amt. I heard from a telepathic signal that 5-meo-amt causes brain cancer and I am going to get brain cancer in the future unless I find the cure and I have to get that from a telepathic source and I don't know how to do it.
Update:
Just woke up from what seemed like an interesting dream I can't remember while saying/thinking "DNA encryption would be a really bad idea" and then I laughed for a few seconds wondering what the Hell I was talking about and I was starting to fall off the bed and I was shaking because it was really cold and I was getting some strange visuals like I have never seen before. It was like all these interwoven links in a mesh made from some kind of chain like material that went through a spectrum of neon colors but this ended pretty fast. Gonna have another 1.5ml to see if anything interesting happens.
Update:
Ended up having 3ml more instead of 1.5ml. Bad idea, my head feels like it is cracking open with an unpleasant vibration and tinnitus. Did not bring back the visuals at all, I think I was just seeing a bit of someone else's trip. I have been told people see my trips all the time and it makes them become telepathic and it often makes them think I am God. Not sure I believe in that kind of thing. Telepathy is real but tripping, having others see your trip and become aware of what you are saying and doing (not necessarily aware you are high, since most think God would not use drugs), and then have them permanently altered by turning them into a telepath seems hard to believe. But I did not believe in telepathy until I ended up using using Bluelight to talk sort of like Neo at the beginning of The Matrix.
All of a sudden I feel like someone may try to nullify my existence for getting too close to the truth...
Maybe that is why they've fixed it so it doesn't work anymore. This message may self-destruct or disappear.
Edit:
Thought I'd add this - saw three ghosts when I went out to smoke a cigarette. Two of them were cats - one in the road, maybe it died there, and the other a man or possibly a woman in the street.
The other day I hallucinated 3 knives above someone I know named Johnny and wondered if he was going to be murdered or if he was going to kill me. I had the Hollywood Undead song S.C.V.A. running through my head [I always have something going through it and songs are the most frequent thing] and I wondered, "maybe it means Johnny 3 Tears would like to kill me for listening to their music so much or running their songs through my head often just to annoy the staff at the nut house where the patients were more sane than the employees". Probably kept him awake with the telepathy and annoyed the fuck out of other people if there were no telepathic barriers in place (I often thought they somehow kept telepathy from going in or coming out). And all the staff and the shrink were telepaths but you were not allowed to talk about telepathy. That's crazy talk!
Bluelight called me God. You don't send God to the insane asylum. When you do, God gets crazier and they mainly sent him for his drug use which was getting much better. Nut houses make it worse. Now I am using as much as ever, and now I am an alcoholic who smokes real cigarettes on top of that. I never had a problem with alcohol before, just drinking small amounts, and I hadn't smoked real cigarettes in years. Fuck my liver, fuck my lungs.
Not sure if I was chosen to be the Bluelight God because everyone can hear me if they are a telepath but I can't hear them at all until recently and then it is just occasional words - no way to hold a conversation with another person but I can hear them talk by banging on the wall and scratching on cloth and so on to make the words come out. Some telepaths can only do it that way, you could be one and not even know it. They probably figured I was God since so many people can hear me at once which is possible unique - depends on whether I really am the only one like this. And people can see me if I am tripping or extremely stoned and hear me if I am drunk or stoned. But I don't know what I am. Maybe a fallen angel or a demon from Hell.
It is like living on the dark side of Oz where the hospital is run by the Wicked Witch of the West.
Makes me sad that I could do so much with my telepathic gift but it is useless because the hospital won't let me use it because I use drugs and other people may be blocking it because they wanted to be the first to prove telepathy. Mine is more than telepathy though and I don't give a fuck if I ever get famous or make any money from it. If it is just the hospital doing it, I should be out of their realm of control once I move to Colorado or possibly Montana - it needs to be sparsely populated so they can't interfere with my telepathy or use any types of telepathic torture they have used in my town - I'm lucky, my brain is damaged in just the right way to keep me from being susceptible to the worst of it or it is something that never lasts more than briefly for the victim. I have felt it and it woke me up from the loud sound in my ears and I've witnessed it being experienced before..
They use their dream modification technology on me all the time. I think some bands have made music about me and Katatonia has a music video for the song Deliberation that is partly based on a dream they implanted while I was in the mental institution from when I tried to cut my veins open. The Hollywood Undead has a song about it too, called The Loss (they make a lot of music about what I do on Bluelight).
If everyone with telepathy is stopping me, I'll never be able to do anything. Same goes if this shitty hospital is somehow controlling the global telepathic airwaves. I don't know how one small hospital could be that powerful - there is this tall radio tower north of my house and I saw a double rainbow in the middle of the night with all the colors, just darker and I think that might be where it comes from. This has been making me feel really depressed at times and nobody should be surprised if I decide to take the fast way out of this world. But now I am almost laughing. I felt almost suicidal when I started writing. I'm starting to feel like I might have a seizure.
I saw a UFO the night before last and forgot to write about it. This is only the second time in my life that I have seen a UFO and this one was a lot clearer!
I've been seeing ghosts very clearly too.
Also seeing other things and I don't know quite what they are. Sometimes they appear and are gone in a fraction of a second. Also seeing eyeballs appearing in my walls that can blink and I saw the tail of an animal come out from behind my TV/3D computer monitor and wave around.
I've seen transparent objects flying around, sort of like the flying saucer that smacked me in the head a long time ago when I was tripping on 5-meo-amt. I heard from a telepathic signal that 5-meo-amt causes brain cancer and I am going to get brain cancer in the future unless I find the cure and I have to get that from a telepathic source and I don't know how to do it.
Update:
Just woke up from what seemed like an interesting dream I can't remember while saying/thinking "DNA encryption would be a really bad idea" and then I laughed for a few seconds wondering what the Hell I was talking about and I was starting to fall off the bed and I was shaking because it was really cold and I was getting some strange visuals like I have never seen before. It was like all these interwoven links in a mesh made from some kind of chain like material that went through a spectrum of neon colors but this ended pretty fast. Gonna have another 1.5ml to see if anything interesting happens.
Update:
Ended up having 3ml more instead of 1.5ml. Bad idea, my head feels like it is cracking open with an unpleasant vibration and tinnitus. Did not bring back the visuals at all, I think I was just seeing a bit of someone else's trip. I have been told people see my trips all the time and it makes them become telepathic and it often makes them think I am God. Not sure I believe in that kind of thing. Telepathy is real but tripping, having others see your trip and become aware of what you are saying and doing (not necessarily aware you are high, since most think God would not use drugs), and then have them permanently altered by turning them into a telepath seems hard to believe. But I did not believe in telepathy until I ended up using using Bluelight to talk sort of like Neo at the beginning of The Matrix.
All of a sudden I feel like someone may try to nullify my existence for getting too close to the truth...
Maybe that is why they've fixed it so it doesn't work anymore. This message may self-destruct or disappear.
Edit:
Thought I'd add this - saw three ghosts when I went out to smoke a cigarette. Two of them were cats - one in the road, maybe it died there, and the other a man or possibly a woman in the street.
The other day I hallucinated 3 knives above someone I know named Johnny and wondered if he was going to be murdered or if he was going to kill me. I had the Hollywood Undead song S.C.V.A. running through my head [I always have something going through it and songs are the most frequent thing] and I wondered, "maybe it means Johnny 3 Tears would like to kill me for listening to their music so much or running their songs through my head often just to annoy the staff at the nut house where the patients were more sane than the employees". Probably kept him awake with the telepathy and annoyed the fuck out of other people if there were no telepathic barriers in place (I often thought they somehow kept telepathy from going in or coming out). And all the staff and the shrink were telepaths but you were not allowed to talk about telepathy. That's crazy talk!
Bluelight called me God. You don't send God to the insane asylum. When you do, God gets crazier and they mainly sent him for his drug use which was getting much better. Nut houses make it worse. Now I am using as much as ever, and now I am an alcoholic who smokes real cigarettes on top of that. I never had a problem with alcohol before, just drinking small amounts, and I hadn't smoked real cigarettes in years. Fuck my liver, fuck my lungs.
Not sure if I was chosen to be the Bluelight God because everyone can hear me if they are a telepath but I can't hear them at all until recently and then it is just occasional words - no way to hold a conversation with another person but I can hear them talk by banging on the wall and scratching on cloth and so on to make the words come out. Some telepaths can only do it that way, you could be one and not even know it. They probably figured I was God since so many people can hear me at once which is possible unique - depends on whether I really am the only one like this. And people can see me if I am tripping or extremely stoned and hear me if I am drunk or stoned. But I don't know what I am. Maybe a fallen angel or a demon from Hell.
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SirTophamHat
Bluelighter
Thank you Mr. Tryptamino I appreciate the first hand account.
I am getting my buzz before going to the store for smokes and then doing all my drugs because WHY NOT
I am getting my buzz before going to the store for smokes and then doing all my drugs because WHY NOT