yeah how is verso?
edit: had about one and a half beers as well as a glass of wine, sipping on a third beer to bring the total of drinks to about three and half-three and three quarters (I had more than half of that beer, who am I kidding).
Am feeling warm/cozy (an opiate-type feeling though I'm sure opiate users can't feel like this off of that many drinks) and slightly euphoric, but best of all my mind is one-sided and there is very little in the form of doubt or fear.
I'm not high necessarily, just a bit euphoric and content. What's wrong with that? I'll tell ya: I can become dependent upon it.
Listening to spotify and playing some v-games and just chilling.
Almost time to hop in the sack and play some handheld video games.
My vision is a bit blurry and "shifty" but I'm typing a mile a minute and my mind seems sharp, though I haven't had to speak to anyone for at least a half an hour. Time to split this fucker up...hold on.
I feel like I could easily get into a moderately deep conversation if I socialize.
I'm kind of thinking about how I could improve my life so much more now, as in the point when you're high that you think "oh god, if I was like this all the time I could do this this and this so easily to make my quality of life that much better. Actually I'm going to condense this fucker a bit...hang on.
Does anyone wonder why we do this? Why we subject ourselves to so much torment? I mean drug users/addicts are typically extremely smart; we could be so much more. Fuck.