Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
I ate 7mg of DOC about a couple of hours ago, and it is coming on nicely. Also had some hydrocodone. Not enough for much of a high, but enough to keep from getting sick.
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How high are you? v. This immodium is some hardcore shit!
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rangrz
Bluelighter
lol, meth
TheTwighlight
Bluelighter
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Zoom zoom zoom!
I'm not high on anything at all. Sucks. Need weed.
Zoom zoom zoom!
I'm not high on anything at all. Sucks. Need weed.
rangrz
Bluelighter
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not zooming anymore.
after watching my beloved kittie succum to penobarbital (cause of CNS infection which left him in horrible convulsions), i've decided to take a pile (300mg) of its little faggy cousin, phenobarbital, and back that up with an MScontin 60 and mickey of vodka. hopefully it can drown my oddly out of charcater sorrow.
miss you little guy.
"i'm on 1000 downers now and i'm drowsy..."
not zooming anymore.
after watching my beloved kittie succum to penobarbital (cause of CNS infection which left him in horrible convulsions), i've decided to take a pile (300mg) of its little faggy cousin, phenobarbital, and back that up with an MScontin 60 and mickey of vodka. hopefully it can drown my oddly out of charcater sorrow.
miss you little guy.
"i'm on 1000 downers now and i'm drowsy..."
TheTwighlight
Bluelighter
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That sucks. I'm sorry to hear about that. I hope your heart mends soon.
That sucks. I'm sorry to hear about that. I hope your heart mends soon.
zekethemusicman
Bluelighter
Chewed 40 mg of oxy and drinkin some good white wine. Chillin for the evening, not eating much. Trying to save up for tommorow. Cant wait for deep fried turkey!! Fuck yea! Yall have a good thanksgiving:D
the_ketaman
Bluelighter
Nice and noddy from 160mg and 2mg xanax over the day but most recently smoked a fair bit of weed out of a bong so now im eating a mount of the best hot shaved salami and shaved jarlsberg cheese the size of my head...lol k/k but pretty close, couldnt find any bread so I just hthought id do it the awesome way. Heh im happy :D
emingos
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14mg diazepam
200mg tramadol
50mg promethazine
2 cups of tea with a little booze in and a lotta hash/skunk
Nice and mellow
i could use some more but... my stash is bit hungry
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Added 100mg tramadol, 0.5mg clonazepam, 25mg promethazine and smoked a bit more
200mg tramadol
50mg promethazine
2 cups of tea with a little booze in and a lotta hash/skunk
Nice and mellow
i could use some more but... my stash is bit hungry
EDIT:
Added 100mg tramadol, 0.5mg clonazepam, 25mg promethazine and smoked a bit more
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rangrz
Bluelighter
blah...200ml of hennesy and 100mg of phenobarbital and 1mg of phenazepam.
feels numb man.
feels numb man.
zekethemusicman
Bluelighter
Lots and lots of homade port and grigio. Mmmm..mmm. And not to mention all this awesome food! I used to be so picky that i couldnt enjoy thanksgiving, but now ive broadn'd my horizens American bl'ers: Have a good thanks giving. Everyone else: Have a good day!
American bl'ers: Have a good thanks giving. Everyone else: Have a good day!
Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
I redosed a couple of times to keep the trip going through the day, so I am still tripping hard.
I keep crying because all I see is a hopeless state. I look at the world and I see no hope for it.
I try to tell myself this is not really the case, but when I see the future, all I see is the same fucked up shit. I don't think I am good enough to make it. Everything we love will die and rot away and there 9s nothing we can do about it. I try to get these thoughts out of my head, but I can't make them stop. I feel sadness for the world and the loss that can't be escaped.
I try to stop thinking about this stuff, but I can't. It won't stay out of my head.
Edit: Those bad thoughts have gone away, and now I feel a perfect peacefulness. I was brought out of that bad state when my bird started watching and tracking the reflection made by my watch. He/she(not sure which) seemed to like it. That somehow got my mind in a better place.
I keep crying because all I see is a hopeless state. I look at the world and I see no hope for it.
I try to tell myself this is not really the case, but when I see the future, all I see is the same fucked up shit. I don't think I am good enough to make it. Everything we love will die and rot away and there 9s nothing we can do about it. I try to get these thoughts out of my head, but I can't make them stop. I feel sadness for the world and the loss that can't be escaped.
I try to stop thinking about this stuff, but I can't. It won't stay out of my head.
Edit: Those bad thoughts have gone away, and now I feel a perfect peacefulness. I was brought out of that bad state when my bird started watching and tracking the reflection made by my watch. He/she(not sure which) seemed to like it. That somehow got my mind in a better place.
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phan
Bluelighter
^yo bro, put on some music man. Anything you like, i recommend live phish ~94-96. the world ain't such a bad place...it really isn't.
discopupils
Bluelighter
I'm very fucking high on mephedrone. Anyone fancy a chat?
feelgoodhit
Bluelighter
lol sure, what's your AIM? PM it to me.
sitting at home alone, I should be making it out to a gathering of friends later in the evening. I wouldn't be surprised if I smoked some weed at some point. I have some kratom around I still haven't tried... what do you guys think of that stuff?
happy Indian massacre day, Bluelight!
sitting at home alone, I should be making it out to a gathering of friends later in the evening. I wouldn't be surprised if I smoked some weed at some point. I have some kratom around I still haven't tried... what do you guys think of that stuff?
happy Indian massacre day, Bluelight!
Inso
Bluelighter
White Rhino bud...need I say more.
JV
Bluelight Crew
man i wanna smoke so bad, but im not going to. 
im on a very low dose of tramadol, that i can barely feel.
im on a very low dose of tramadol, that i can barely feel.
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