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How High Are You? v. Sunday, Funday

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Ho-Chi-Minh said:
I feel you, mang.

10mg focalin followed by another 10mg an hour later
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Cheers brother.
OT: 1800mg tramadol, either imma be really fucking high or really fucking seized out. Either way is fine.

Btw, How is focalin compared to ritalin? I may want to look into that for my ADD, as I never pursued meds after trying MPH, which I hated.
 
PillToChill said:
Ty for your concern but I'm burning through them all tonight. I really feel depressed, angry, and I don't give a fuck about what happens. I'd even be happy if I were to wake up in the hospital tomorrow with an 'attempted suicide' by my name. It's how I feel, but I would never actually do it. It's not like me to mope like this.. But I feel like I'm at a dead end here and I have no energy left to fight it. Fuck you anxiety, fuck you chronic pain, fuck you parents who don't understand, fuck you drugs.

I need fucking benzos to be able to act social even amongst my best friends ffs.. It's fucking crippling and I'm sick and tired of it

/end rant, don't worry bout me I'll be fine in the morning. Need to get my head on straight and take some actions because I can't go on this way.

OT: So I took 400mg more.. I feel more speedy than opiate-y, fuck it.

'Django unchained' better fucking rules so it can cheer me up a bit.
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Keep up the fight brother, you can win.

And I just got done watching Django and it was fucking awesome!!

@thread. Gin and cannabis
 
Bigfanofthemdrugs said:
woke up and racked up 7 fat lines of coke. 'twas intense.
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Seyer said:
Breakfast of Champions ^
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fuckin' a. i wish i had some fish scale to have woken up to with my shot of morphine and dumping of valium. i'd love a pseudo speedball right about now.

i'm feeling pretty comfortable on 100mg IV morphine and 50mg valium. might have to have morning cones shortly with a stiff coffee.
 
Selfmeditaker said:
Keep up the fight brother, you can win.

And I just got done watching Django and it was fucking awesome!!

@thread. Gin and cannabis
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Appreciate it man. :) I really dig it so far. The blue costume HAHA! I think I'll just be getting high off this massive dose. Not so much as a twitch so far which is often sign for convulsions.
 
Bigfanofthemdrugs said:
jeez, take it easy on the trams.

@OT: after coming off of all that coke, I smoked a bowl and took 200mg l-theanine, 500mg l-tyrosine and a melatonin/valerian extract mix.
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Seems like you handle your comedowns pretty well. After that amount of blow I would probably want to die lol.
 
Plugged 200mg of Liquid instant release morphine...felt really fucking good. Now i'm chewing on half a fent patch to keep the opiate high coming. I waited for the morphine high to subside before adding the fent because when I combined them on Saturday I ended up throwing up something fierce. Anyway i'm done with fent and morphine after tonight. Tomorrow i'm stocking up on a bunch of my favorite opiate, oxycodone :D. Oh and grabbing some more delicious sour diesel.
 
PillToChill said:
Btw, How is focalin compared to ritalin? I may want to look into that for my ADD, as I never pursued meds after trying MPH, which I hated.
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They're very similar. I find focalin lasts longer and is a bit more recreational. Methylphenidate is nasty; it gives the worst comedown

OT: added 10mg more!
 
^I'd imagine the comedown of focalin is similar. Is it?

OT: I'm actually beginning to feel quite opiated, 2g tramadol XR is the total I've taken and I know it takes 3hrs for it to metabolize to the good stuff. (O-DT)
To anyone reading this, never try this people tramadol is dangerous in high doses.
 
In my experience its not as intense and is a little longer lasting than methylphenidate but it is otherwise very similar.

Try to watch the tram, man. We don't want you to seize:\
 
Thanks, but I wouldn't care tbh, some shit went down IRL that I wish not to discuss and I feel like shittt. The opiate high isn't even helping. But I'll get my shit together tomorrow I'm sure. I have to.
EDIT: I hope you realize I truly appreciate your concern, it's good to know someone gives a fuck, eventhough I've never met you or even live in the same country it still gives me some hope.

I have 1 tab left (200mg) and I'm keeping that to take 50mg for 4 days before I stop taking them for a while again.
 
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cheers H-C-M! Thanks!!
/e: venting my frustrations is really helping. Thanks again. <3

OT: still getting higher and higher.... Very high already. Still in the same bad mood but I'm now definitely opiated..
 
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I'm feeling very down and am in a "fuck it all, leave me the fuck alone" kind of mood.
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also feeling the same. Because today was such a day of sheer drug abuse and body misuse, I've been pretty high all day so I'm going to merge my list of poisons together.

Gotta take a break, gotta take a break...

16 g. Bali Kratom (Orally)
100 mg. Prazepam (Orally)
2 mg. Phenazepam (Orally)
40 mg. Zolpidem (Orally)
250 mL Rum and Coke @ 7% ABV with 25 mg. Caffeine (Orally)
2 glasses of 2011 Chardonnay @ 11.5% ABV (Orally)
190 mg. Methylphenidate (Plugged Multiple Times) 8(
Cannabis indica and Some Killer Kief (Smoked) - Way too much
Organic Tobacco (Smoked) - Way too much

This is not a everyday thing, seeing it all down in writing is kinda worrisome, just need to slow the roll.
Honestly debating more wine to help me find sleep. :(


Fuuuuuuuuuu
 
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Nodding hard off probably more Hydrocodone than I should have taken.

Also smoked some weed and the rest of my kief along with a shot of some Jameson Vintage Reserve ;)

It's been a good night so far... this post alone is taking forever to type out lol
 
had another 100mg IV morphine after having a few hours of nodding just now waking :) got myself a lovely brewed coffee beside me and a fag hanging from my bottom lip.

/dope fiend.
 
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