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How High Are You? v. Sunday, Funday

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Also kicking back with part of a fentanyl patch sitting on my gum...mmmm but sad cause they discontinued my favorite ones. So only 2 more within my reach...
Oh well. Enjoying while it lasts...
Added 2 bags of h on top (IV). Time to recline...
 
Weed and a lot of kief. Didn't realize I had any till tonight when I checked and oh man, this is going to help power through these wd's for sure. It's a good night. Thank you weed! =D
 
got an 8 ball of coke that is even better than the shit i got last weekend. if you recall the scene from"Blow" ("I can't feel my face...") that's how this shit is.
 
smoked a one gram joint today, smoked two bowls with some friends, and drank unknown amount of weed fudge in hot chocolate form....I'm pretty blazed right now! ha
 
^Yeah, you love it a little too much, hehe. =D
Still having your mom ration your doses? I think that was a very good call on your behalf.

I should get my mom to agree to the amounts of benzos, tramadol and tilidine I wanna take daily and hold them for me too, but she thinks I'm taking too much and starts bitching and giving me 1/2 or 1/4 doses and that crap. I tried.. Lol.

OT: 200mg Tramadol XR so far. Want bromazepam.
For some odd reason I slept for 17hours straight, and I don't remember being that tired yesterday.. Oh well.
 
Finished my 8 ball in a huge dose (6 lines, but 6 fat, FAT lines, around 2 inches long and 1cm wide). After I come down, gonna take some GABA-ergic supps and vape some weed.
 
Dangerous amount of tramadol. Even by my standards.

And sum lormetazepam.

/E: 1400mg & 4mg respectively.

I'm feeling very down and am in a "fuck it all, leave me the fuck alone" kind of mood.
 
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PillToChill said:
Dangerous amount of tramadol. Even by my standards.

And sum lormetazepam.

/E: 1400mg & 4mg respectively.
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jeez, take it easy on the trams.

@OT: after coming off of all that coke, I smoked a bowl and took 200mg l-theanine, 500mg l-tyrosine and a melatonin/valerian extract mix.
 
Just took a few 5/325 norco's and wow... I'm not exactly high as balls but I've been withdrawing from Oxycodone and Tramadol the past 5 days but my anxiety is finally gone... Kind of feel bad about it because I was at the end of the wd's it seemed, but whatever I feel great. Going to smoke a lot of weed and hash later tonight in the hot tub. It's a good day.
 
Bigfanofthemdrugs said:
jeez, take it easy on the trams.

@OT: after coming off of all that coke, I smoked a bowl and took 200mg l-theanine, 500mg l-tyrosine and a melatonin/valerian extract mix.
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Ty for your concern but I'm burning through them all tonight. I really feel depressed, angry, and I don't give a fuck about what happens. I'd even be happy if I were to wake up in the hospital tomorrow with an 'attempted suicide' by my name. It's how I feel, but I would never actually do it. It's not like me to mope like this.. But I feel like I'm at a dead end here and I have no energy left to fight it. Fuck you anxiety, fuck you chronic pain, fuck you parents who don't understand, fuck you drugs.

I need fucking benzos to be able to act social even amongst my best friends ffs.. It's fucking crippling and I'm sick and tired of it

/end rant, don't worry bout me I'll be fine in the morning. Need to get my head on straight and take some actions because I can't go on this way.

OT: So I took 400mg more.. I feel more speedy than opiate-y, fuck it.

'Django unchained' better fucking rules so it can cheer me up a bit.
 
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