the_ketaman
Bluelighter
YKM I have different effects with different batches. Lately ive only been rushing for about 5 minutes compared to half an hour or an hour when I started and that was from 50mg IV! Then I plateau for usually around 4-6 hours but with this habit its been more like 2-3 hours. I can always sleep and eat unlike the old street speed which made it impossible to eat or sleep which is strange because crystal is much more potent but that's the way it happened.
I find speed(racemic methamphetamine, usually powder/paste and notoriously impure, also its not smokeable more often than not and I wont usually touch the stuff without doing an acetone wash first because its a disgusting, highly toxic substance which is not common knowledge, locals think its the safest drug around which couldn't be further from the truth) makes me very physically stimulated whereas D-Meth crystals stimulate both body and mind but its the psychological stimulation that really hits me with crystal. And sometimes crystal can even be almost sedating in a way, I don't have ADHD but especially smoking I often end up feeling very wired but very calm at the same time.
FUUUUUUCK!!!!! I shot a point of meth this morning, it was ok but tolerance is making is weaker and affect me for a much shorter time so I just went and got another point, smoked half and IV'd half and I just want ANOTHER one!!!! and its not that its shit meth, its that this drug is unbelievably compulsive and tolerance grows quicker than I thought! I could probably have a 3 point shot and it would feel how a point shot felt a month ago. And 3 points would have given me the worse panic attack imaginable a month ago if it didn't nearly kill me, I used to be such lightweight.
I'll try and get another point and probably just bang the whole thing, make that the last one. Then just enjoy the ride till im ready to chill. I used to be content having one shot and riding it through til the comedown but now that I have a habit, if its wearing off im getting depressed and intense psychological cravings. I cant just be happy and let it wear off anymore. Today has to be the last day coz ive been using so much! I don't even know where I can get any decent opies except heroin which is almost always such a hassle to get that it becomes not worth it. I actually wouldn't mind even getting some MS-Contins instead of that extra meth and change the scenery. I think if I run into more money im going to get opiates. The meth is just to compulsive and not satisfying anymore.
I find speed(racemic methamphetamine, usually powder/paste and notoriously impure, also its not smokeable more often than not and I wont usually touch the stuff without doing an acetone wash first because its a disgusting, highly toxic substance which is not common knowledge, locals think its the safest drug around which couldn't be further from the truth) makes me very physically stimulated whereas D-Meth crystals stimulate both body and mind but its the psychological stimulation that really hits me with crystal. And sometimes crystal can even be almost sedating in a way, I don't have ADHD but especially smoking I often end up feeling very wired but very calm at the same time.
FUUUUUUCK!!!!! I shot a point of meth this morning, it was ok but tolerance is making is weaker and affect me for a much shorter time so I just went and got another point, smoked half and IV'd half and I just want ANOTHER one!!!! and its not that its shit meth, its that this drug is unbelievably compulsive and tolerance grows quicker than I thought! I could probably have a 3 point shot and it would feel how a point shot felt a month ago. And 3 points would have given me the worse panic attack imaginable a month ago if it didn't nearly kill me, I used to be such lightweight.
I'll try and get another point and probably just bang the whole thing, make that the last one. Then just enjoy the ride till im ready to chill. I used to be content having one shot and riding it through til the comedown but now that I have a habit, if its wearing off im getting depressed and intense psychological cravings. I cant just be happy and let it wear off anymore. Today has to be the last day coz ive been using so much! I don't even know where I can get any decent opies except heroin which is almost always such a hassle to get that it becomes not worth it. I actually wouldn't mind even getting some MS-Contins instead of that extra meth and change the scenery. I think if I run into more money im going to get opiates. The meth is just to compulsive and not satisfying anymore.
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Peace.
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