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How High Are You? v. Still high from Bob Loblaw's and leftwing's birthday bash!

25mg DOI (not all at once. and I am on an SSRI)
A bumnch of poppies+cimetidine to porentiate
100mg hydroxyzine
1g Primidone(converts to phenobarbital)

Having a pretty good time, though it sometimes seems tinged with sadness and for a short tine I felt complete despair. Next time I trip I am going to take 4-7 days off from the SSRI so I won't need so much. This is more like what I'd expect from about 6-8mg(still a decent dose for this drug, though I am used to pushing it further)
 
Had a vision of my future and it was not pleasant, I seem to have been severely brain damaged, probably from a stroke because I have high blood pressure.

I hope it does not come to pass. I was still young when it happened(in the future)

Maybe if I lose weight and lower my blood pressure, it can somehow be avoided. I don't know how set in stone the future may be. Maybe that was just one possible future that doesn't have to become reality for me.

I will be dying or having serious health problems far too young if I don't get my weight down. Since my severe depressive episode(which has improved drastically) I have gone from 292lb to 320lb in just a couple of months.

I have committed my self to becoming a vegetarian as soon as I finish with the meat products that other family members don't like(mostly Chinese and Mexican stuff) because I always feel guilty about eating meat and just don't feel that it is right for me to eat other animals.(Not judging the majority of you who do. I'll do what feels right for me and you do what feels right for you.

A vegetarian diet should make weight loss easier. Now if only someone would invent an exercise pill for someone too lazy to get off their ass.
Seriously, I plan to at least put in an effort to exercise my body, but that is always hard to keep up with. Still, I don't want the future I have envisioned if I can possibly prevent it from ending that way. I wold hate being brain damaged. At least I think I would. I don't want to find out.
 
Feeling GREAT, am loving this combo

Felt crappy before work, got 60mg of oxy.

Did 20mg before I went in around 6:20pm, made me feel better for a little while. It wasn't that much and I was at work so I couldn't smoke any weed, so it seemed to fade sort of quick, but I guess I was expecting too much.

After a few hours of work was feeling a little tired
-10mg adderall 10:15pm
-5mg adderall 11:30pm
-30mg oxy 11:50pm

Been toking up since I got home. It really brought the feel of the oxy back out. I feel great right now! I might go for a short run and then snort up that last 10mg. :) I'm also liking how much enjoyment I've been getting out of 60mg of oxy, even with spreading it out!

What I most like is the confidence and energy from the adderall which is smoothed over, but still potentiated nicely by the oxy buzz. It's relaxing, but it has that energetic boost. I feel like I want to punch through a wall to bang a chick that's on the other side.

Definitely going to have to experiment with this in higher doses in a better setting.
 
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Just downed my 6th carbomb of the evening and firing up a bowl. Since i started dabbling in benzos (dabbling, not using regularly) it seems my alcohol tolerance has shot through the roof
 
NOT HIGH AT ALL. :!

Got a friend staying at my place for the weekend, detoxing from alcohol, so I can't even have a beer! :(
 
mmm

pods

hash and medibud through the vaporizer & medicated aNimAlco0kiEs


Edit: a few whips later, i load one up, and start feeling around for my lighter... okay, that means turn off the vape, and go outside for a cig.

uhhhdayum.
 
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not high, just not sick with WD's....from a small but do'able dose of 45mg liquid meth will do for the next 7 hours or so.
 
This really blows my mind. In my visions I saw places where the laws of physics break down. Matter created by nothing, holes in space swallowing up friends and acquaintances in a fantasy that seemed to last days, then they rematerialize through another hole and my mind was almost out of body. All kinds of weirdness occurred. I think I'll try to resume my fantasy;

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I watched a couple episodes of Kimba the White Lion and Astroboy, a couple of cartoons I loved when I was a little kid. My mom had them and a bunch of other movies and TV shows recorded on these tapes that were from a technology earlier than VHS. It had it's intended purpose: triggering lots of memories from my early childhood. I also incorporated the characters into my fantasy (which I can't control the content of, not that I would want to change it: ) She also had a bunch of Shirley Temple movies and maybe every episode of Bewitched. I watched those a lot when I was little. I really loved Kimba and my brother loved Astroboy. I liked both, but Kimba was my favorite. They both start off really sad. Both of Kimba's parents die and Astroboy is rejected by his "father" and sort of loses his reason for existing until his creator gives him a new purpose, to do good and fight evil.

I wish my mom had kept that thing. It would probably be worth lots of money to collectors
 
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It is breathtakingly beautiful outside. I spent about 30 minutes lying in the grass with my nephews' pony. It likes to have contact with and to be close to people. Everything has an alien look to it. It has been a long time since I have so appreciated the beauty of the Earth. I am going back out to lay in the grass and look up into the trees. It's really beautiful out there beneath the large oak tree that was probably there over a hundred years ago, maybe significantly longer
 
smoking meth

my fuck, this shit never runs out. i must've had close to 1oz in this jar on monday & there's still probably enough left to last me another week

i probably need a break soon tho. i've just been feeling really tired most of the time now hah. i'm sure my tolerance is through the fucking roof =|
 
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15mg of hydrocodone, still coming up. It's been a few weeks since any opiate, so this shall be nice...

Going to smoke a cigar soon too, which will add to the experience.
 
sober rite now :X

paced myself perfectly with a dozen shots of seagrams last night. started just before 10pm, fell asleep on my couch around 1. woke up at 5:30am, went "wtf?"
then smoked a cig and passed out again til 11.

tonight imma try to get me some nugget fronted--need that 420 sack--if that goes down i'll be tokin an on L at midnight before putting the rest of it away.=D
 
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