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How High Are You? v. Still high from Bob Loblaw's and leftwing's birthday bash!

Bob Loblaw said:
^qft :\




Shot more suboxone; I think my family suspected/knew I had taken something before my birthday dinner :(.
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Dude, on my 17th birthday me and my girlfriend took oxy after a night on E, K, and Shrooms. Then we went to The Keg Steakhouse for my birthday dinner. Nausea hit. I puked twice in the washroom while there, then I puked out the car window while on the way home with them....they definitely knew LOL

I'm not high but I just had to comment
 
Boatloads of cannabis and ketamine make driving around the hollywood hills mighty interesting.
Especially in a car with people you just met :D
 
1 gram #4 heroin (over the day)
60mg Temazepam
2mg Clonazepam

...and today is refill day, haven't even started on the OC's yet <3=D
 
pleasantly stoned. Finally over that nasty Tram trip. I didn't take enough to get lots of euphoria just enough to make me lazy and have all the muscles in my back and neck tense up and give me a tension headache. Fabulous.
 
High on a lot of poppies, 3g neurontin, 3mg Clonidine, and opiate potentiators and 500mg Primidone which converts mostly to phenobarbital.

I wanted to make it psychedelic so I injected 10mg DOI inro my leg muscle.
Now everything is heavenly. beautiful. Curtains of silk and gems. Every sound echoes and moving things leave big trails. Lots of rainbow colors. My mind is in perfect peace. Love permeates everything, like it is shining on me from all directions,

I keep seeing images of a cartoon character Kimba from "Kimnba the White Lion" that I watched when I was like 5 or 6 years old and I liked it more than anything else at the time.I still have good memories of that show. Maybe I'll download it and watch it again even though it's meant for kids, just to bring back memories from an earlier time before I became entwined with despair and depression, That started when I was 8 years old and I was clinically depressed by age 11 according to my copy of DSMV that I got at a garage sale. It was just dysthymia at that time. By the time I was 13 it was major depression, Itried ti kill myself twice when I 14 and was planning to blow my head off with my sister's shotgun at age 16 when we went there for Easter but she got pissed off at my parents and stayed like that for about 5 years. I stayed suicidal until my first psychedelic trip. It was 16 HBWR seeds, The trip was horrendous but I came out of it feeling peaceful and hopeful and I did not become suicidally deppressed again until two months ago when the doctor stopped giving me one of my meds and made me go without the other for 15 days. I planned to kill myself on my birthday, March 15th. I ended up in a mental institution that seemed more like a prison that anything else.. There were no therapists to talk to and just 4 bare walls to stare at. Hours of monotonous boredom. I went 11 nights with 1-2 hours of sleep per night due to the snoring and no sleep the last three nights and I started hallucinating. At first like swarms of bugs but later they became more complex, I started having delusional thoughts such as they were reading my mind and that insects were in my body and I didn't know if it was from sleep deprivation or if I was going insane, My depression had rapidly improved with my meds restored and dosage increased for two of them. With the help of my mom and social worker I was able to get out on day 11. After a long sleep things were back to normal. They took me off my mood stabilizer and within days I was back to having yelling matches and breaking down crying for nothing, I put myself on a safer mood stabilizer , lamotrigine. Ive worked my way up to a level that is moderately effective and I'll slowly raise the dose until I feel it is doing enough. They took away the risperidone which lifted my mood considerably. I put myself back on it but only take it if I am feeling worse than usual. It is prescribed for treatment resistant depression like mine.,

Anyway, all feelings of depression are gone for now. It is just peace, love, and tranquility. I wish I knew a way to get these positive feelings without tripping.
Anyway, I'll enjoy it while it lasts.
 
(05:52 pm) 1mg clonazepam, 7.5mg oxazepam og 0.3g hash (joint).
(09:39 pm) 7.5mg oxazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 0.5mg clonazepam og 0.3g hash (joint).
(11:38 pm) 0.5mg alprazolam, 7.5mg oxazepam, 0.5mg clonazepam.
(11:39 pm) 0.3g hash påske (joint).

(02:30 am) 1mg alprazolam, 1mg clonazepam (both for a nice good sleep.
(02:30 am) 0.4g hash joint to sleep on

then i made my bed with fresh sheets, gonne take a hot shower and make a nice cup of green tea

think im gonna sleep like a baby tonight hehe
 
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2mg Phenazepam

first time
feeling very open, sedated, and drowsy.

I doubt im going to remember this tomorrow. 1mg is usually the starter for people....hmm...
Being a lab rat kicks ass though :D

edit: needed highly caffeinated tea to keep me up, but im still sloooowwly falling asleep. Damn, I dont know what id do without spellcheck though. I cant even count how many words ive mispelled haha

edit2: Periodically falling asleep if left idle for even a few minuts. I think im nearing that point where I just straight up pass out. The caffeine can only do so muchh

My feelings: its nice :)
 
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I wish I had some phenazepam, but I'd probably wind up in the loony bin with it knowing me.

For now, a ciggie and some bed time tea. Tomorrow's gonna be great! Need my sleep.
 
Diet motherfucking Coke, baby.

Not exactly a hardcore drug but I'm so exhausted right now I'm glad to have it.
 
Happy birthday ya fukzz (bob and left)!

Some meph. Delightfully intropectrive for a moment%)

Althougth I think I burned out my serotorin recepters on that process
 
I'm a little tipsy. Three elysian IPA's on a somewhat empty stomach. I think its time for a bowl.

Watching Casino Royale, pretty entertaining
 
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