fuckn rights. that reminded me of my university days in Winnipeg (02-05). i'd get rum n coke some nights, but especially rye n coke at the campus bar. on tues-wed, they'd mix it 50/50 straight in a whisky glass filled to the top.. no ice.. $2 per drink

down 4-5 of those mfs & i'd be obliterated.. good times
idk how or why, but booze is superior in Canada - not only domestic stuff, but imported booze as well.. my belief was confirmed after i realized even the mainstream american beer was stronger.. more expensive, but stronger.
shit, i even miss Coke in Canada, since it's still made with sugar.. i can't drink Coke here. the corn syrup kills the cola flavor, sticks to your teeth, and i get migrains from it
OT - i'm not chemically altered atm. my brain is fried from all the adderall, trazodone, tramadol consumption lately. i'm in a fucking daze. random objects are morphing & dancing around the room & i haven't even been up for 24hrs.. i may as well be on ambien
i barely took anything saturday. 1 vyvanse to keep my eyes open & get out of bed. my mind has been on autopilot.. i don't know where the week went. apparently i've been taking care of biz, just with no memory of doing anything after the fact.. i went to the bank wednesday, woke up the next day thinking the whole event was a dream. then i checked my wallet and there was all the cash from my check, so i was like
oh cool, i guess not
i'm exhausted but wide awake. i want to sleep then go to this movie shoot in 3 hrs.. i'm writing the music.. it doesn't matter if i'm there, i'll get a rough cut later.. i just haven't been out in a while and wanted to see everybody there. all my sexy friends. i don't know if i should be around anyone in this state tho. fuck
diazepam time. i'm done