but I still have temazepam. took 120 mg. I would like to finish it all today because I'm not gonna be able to take it to rehab tomorrow, but my dad would notice if I took all of em and probably get extremely mad which I don't wanna deal with.
this is the first time i've had opiates in two days.
20mg hydrocodone
a few tokes of ganja
i'm being kicked out of my house and have until the first of september to find a place to stay. i'm freaking out, and i'm just hoping and praying someone will give me a place to crash in turn for rent and cleaning the place, along with bud and whatnot if they use as well.
I spent all yesterday and all last night and all this morning taking focalin and smoking silver haze. I keep forgetting where I am, or what I am doing. I think it's really gotten to my brain so I just abandoned the bottle with three capsules left in it. I get more tomorrow anyway; my doctor gives me bottles so big I can't even finish them in one month.
So now I'm attempting to drink myself to sleep. Or at least relax my body and allow for a more friendly comedown. If it hits 6 Pm and I'm still awake I might take some seroquil. I can't wait for tomorrow: I'm going to get some restoril (I hope), or at least more dalmane.
I don't think I'm going to take any more focalin again though--perhaps ever. I want to either switch medicines (I'm shooting for adderall) or get off stimulants altogether.
Smoked 5 buckets of some great grass an hour and a half or so, ate 15 mg of zopiclone and 1 mg of clonazepam an hour ago, feels awful, the weed kills it, it makes me feel awful.