Actually nicely relaxed tonight, and feeling good: 2 mg alprazolam, 2 mg clonazepam, 15 mg temazepam, 225 mg tramadol, 5 mg mixed amphetamine salts (extended-release). Should have staggered the tramadol, but oh well! Took everything about 2 hours ago, so expecting a nice continuing feeling of contentment (tramadol has a rather long duration of action for me, and the low-dose amphetamine provides me with just a little extra something to feel good, the rest are relaxing, simply). It is kind of exciting, though, since this is my first temazepam experience - Yay for me! I know the dose is not that huge for my tolerance, and with the high doses of other benzos mixed in, but I think I can palpate the temazepam's relaxing effect even through all of the other stuff. Usually take 1 mg alprazolam, 2 mg clonazepam, and 75 mg tramadol at night, but what the fuck - I wanted to relax, and I am. I am surprised it does not seem, though, that I am that dulled down with all the benzos (taking effects of amphetamine into account) - just really nicely calm. The alprazolam did not pack that typical punch, which it still should have at 2 mg, even if have a large benzo tolerance. I can tell it is working, though. I am not doing much, though, just BL as of now, then probably anything calm and enjoyable, so it could be that if I were out and about I'd be a bit more "aware" of the effects. I don't know - I feel good, that is what matters to me right now. Yay, again for the temazepam! I can cross another drug off my to-do list, and for benzos that was pretty high up there. I think I will try it out at larger doses (30 mg - 60 mg) to get a more benzo-feel that is a bit more sedating at some point, though.
downed 20mg more of diazepam as well so i'll only need a coupla brews to hit the spot and make the quiche i just chucked in the oven for dinner. i haven't eaten quiche in fuck knows how long and am looking forward to it!
