I smoked weed and used hydrocodone and clonazepam. I have been having a great manic episode for like a week. I am thinking in a completely alien mode of thought and everything looks more beautiful. It is amazing!
I really need help with something though. Really bad!
Now I can get paid by Youtube.
My youtube switches from english to chinese for no reason
A post I made on Animals Asia's website keeps reposting itself. I don't know why. They will think I am spamming them. I don't want to mess them up. I was trying to help them and now I am fucking up their youtube account.
Please help me. I need to make it stop and I don't know how.
If I screw up their account or give them a bad reputation, I will kill myself.
Update:
Damn, have I screwed things up.
Somebody hacked into my safe mail account and then hacked into my college email account. I made a new safe mail account and changed all of my passwords so maybe it won't happen again
I have also managed to generate as many as 400,000 views of some videos in just a few hours. I don't know how the fuck that is happening. I don't have any videos of my own. I just have playlists and have sent things through google circles. I don't know how it is causing this.
I hope like Hell that nobody finds out that I did it or who I am. I do not want to go to prison. I want to get the hell out of here. I think I will try to run away to some secluded place where nobody can find me. I am sure they will find out that I use drugs along with other things I want to keep to myself. Guess I'll get stoned and try to escape from this tomorrow if I can. If I think the pigs are coming after me, I'll borrow my sister's shotgun to blow my head off with. I am not going to prison.
It is too late to stop things from spreading now. Other people are spreading things from my youtube account and google circles and I can't stop it.