I am over the moon at the moment, so, so happy. I havent been able to use opiates for about 4 moths coz I got on methadone due to going through a rough period in my life and needing a break. I went a little bit too far with it over like 3 years but anyway I got a takehome for sunday like I always do coz the pharmacy is closed so I double dosed yesterday which equals 160mg of methadone which I get a tiny bit of a nice feeling from,ostly it just brings my modd right up and the next day I never feel any different to any other day that I do take done so yer, dont flame me lol
Anyway two nights ago I was smoking meth, then about 4pm yesterday arvo I had 10mg xannax(huge tolerance and coz I was so wired from the meth I needed a lot more) I tried to have a shot of oxy yesterday arvo(mic filtered of course) but I think I fell asleep not long after it coz I was so stoned from the pot plus the xanna just so I dont really remember if it affected me or what, im so clumby on xannax ive been through 10 80's on my own. Im a dumbshit ay
Anyway I woke up not long ago its 4am and after the perfect xannax induced sleep, chopped up 1.2g of top quality weed and put 3 and a 1/2 oxy's in my spoon wondering if id get high and really eager to find out(I knwew I wouldnt OD coz my tolerance is pretty big anyway, noobs dont do anywhere near that much) , if I wasnt still sedated id be jumping out of my skin. Anyway I got a little rush and a taste which is something ive never got from oxy in my 2 nearly 3 years of IV oxy. The only drug that ever gave me a taste was meth and ive shot heaps of stuff. I reckon if I shot enough H I would but the oxy taste was somethting I totally wasnt expecting. Anyway its been about an hour and im still high as a kite so its not like its one of those highs that comes and goes. I can take another 2 days off my MMT before I have to go in or I get kicked out so hopefully within the next 2 days all my opiate receptors return to something you could nearly call normal.
And as I said, I was only on MMT coz I was in a rough patch, it wasnt meant to be a long term thing so dont say that im abusing the system coz i am not in any way. When I was at the clinic you could get heaps of drugs so im glad im in pharm now, but other people are abusing the system way more that I could imagine.