I know I shouldn't have because of the TFMPP yesterday and the tolerance it casuses, but I ate 1 ecstasy pill and plugged half of one. It's working quite well anyway. These are some quality pills!!!
I would have waited on doing the TFMPP if I knew I'd have these. It's all good anyway!
This retarded girl who comes to my and my mothers house came. She is a really nice person, but my social anxiety makes and possible asperger's syndrome makes it very difficult to interact with other people. I had no trouble interacting with her today, and that makes me happy. Some other people came right before looking for computer parts and I talked for over half an hour with no trouble at all! Maybe I still acted weird, but that is okay. They will be back tomorrow to trade a windows cd, pentium 2 computer, and $40 for a nice pentium 4. The other guy may buy a pentium 3 with a bad battery that otherwise works for $70. I really needed the money. I am so thankful for everything that has happened.
I love this! I feel the strongest love. I love you guys!
I really mean it too.
Sometimes bad things happen, and it can't be avoided. That is ok too.
My mother had an aggressive form of stage 3 breast cancer with a 30% chance of survival, and it looks like the cancer is gone. I have so much to be thankful for, but I unfortunately fail to see it most of the time. Their is still a high chance of recurrence, but her chances are looking much better and she did much better than anyone expected.
I really need to try harder in college. The government gave me taxpayer money to get an education, and it would be wrong of me to waste it. I pledge to try harder. I haven't been trying nearly hard enough, barely studying and not turning in much more than half of my homework. I'm on track to be borderline passing/failing in all my classes. I can still bring my grades up to a good level if I only try, and I pledge to start trying as hard as I can starting today. I know I can do it if I try.