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Day #2 of a self-imposed break from 3-MeO-PCP. I love the stuff but I need to acknowledge that I've been binging just a bit too hard. I've been using it quite consistently for almost two months, every other day or sometimes more at certain points. I think prior to my break I'd taken it about 5 days in a row, not small doses either. On Friday I went to a concert, had a very fun time but took way too much 3-MeO and drank a bit too much as well, leaving me with some intense spins. I need to stop for several reasons.

1) It's causing me to be reckless with my spending (I was in absolute shock when I looked at my checking account yesterday, and I've been using my credit card way more often than I should be.)

2) It's also causing me to be reckless with my benzo use - I'm usually very responsible and only take my prescribed 1mg Clonazepam per night, but due to needing to sleep and everything I've been taking about 2mg Clonazepam per night, on top of sporadic etizolam and alprazolam use. I'll need to order more benzos, possibly etizolam or clonazolam, for when I inevitably run out of my prescription early - but this only makes problem #2 worse, and is also impacted strongly by problem #1 of not having any money. Oh, and it's caused my cigarette use to skyrocket - I've been smoking nearly half a pack a day, which is expensive and also completely unwarranted since I have a really nice vape that I've been using to, you know, quit cigarettes.

3) It's fucking up my sleep schedule a lot. It's damn near impossible to sleep on the stuff, benzos or no benzos (of course my benzo tolerance is probably a factor here as well.) I just slept for 14+ hours straight after being awake for over 36 hours, which is something I almost never do these days since my body is getting too old to handle it. I went into work on Saturday morning feeling pretty miserable. It was an 8AM shift and I was coasting off of ZERO hours of sleep. In order to stay awake, I foolishly took 200mg R-Modafinil, a 200mg caffeine pill, AND a strong cup of coffee, which left me feeling jittery and shakey and with a pounding headache and all types of horrible feels, during my shift. I was scheduled 8AM until 230PM but was made till stay until fucking 5PM...upon which I got home and took 1.5mg Clonazepam and some Nyquil, leading to my 14 hour coma.

4) I also suspect that in some way, shape or form it's fucking up my cognition. For example I usually speak pretty well but recently I've been experiencing stuttering, slurring of words, and a mild mental fog. I think this will go away soon enough. But, yeah, a break would be both helpful and necessary....it's time to "dry out" from the "wet", so to speak. I'm also taking a break from alcohol, cigarettes, and excessive use of uppers (been using too much 3fpm and cocaine lately as well.) Plus I'm going to stick with no more than my prescribed dose of benzos.

It's now 7 in the morning, and it's a new day, gonna do my best to stay positive and make the best of it despite the anhedonia and possibly mild depression I'm about to experience during my 3-MeO/other substances break. I think the key here will be to keep myself occupied - I should really hit up the gym. I also have plenty of things to watch on Netflix, and some Dark Souls 3 to play, so I should be able to get through this just fine. It's not like 3-MeO is physically addictive in the least, it's just mind-bogglingly mentally addictive, and if I can't go at least 4 days without a microdose then I should probably have a friend hold on to the stuff for the time being. WTF is with this drug?

Anyways, on topic:

.25mg Clonazepam
600mg Gabapentin
500mg-1000mg Phenibut
One small bowl of weed
E-cig

Feeling okay, probably will feel a lot better once the phenibut kicks in. Probably about to drink some coffee or perhaps take a small dose (50-100mg) of R-Modafinil to give myself the motivation to do things today. But for now I'm content lounging around on a mild downer cocktail, secretly craving some opiates because my oh my would that hit the spot. Top of the morning and stay well, everyone.

UPDATE: Added 100mg R-Modafinil, 300mg Gabapentin, and getting ready to smoke another small bowl of weed.
 
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hungover as a mafk rn

almost od'd on cocaine last night, reminded me why i originally stopped doing it, so thats now gone from my life.
 
goin thru this bottle a lil bit 2 fast

fack,

why does licker gotta be so damn helpful to particular conditions,

godamnit,
 
I was drunk as fuck last night, now I'm just chilling with maryjane and a cigarette. Might just go ahead and take 30mg of Temazepam.
 
Mmm, I'd like some zolpidem.

Just weed and 12mg bromazepam. Finally filled that script so got plenty of those again.
 
Ecp, gas station donuts, and an iced coffee to start the day. Watching Dog the Bounty Hunter on Tv.

The Ecp isn't as strong as I hoped, but it was still cool to find. I'm a sucker for new and limited edition
 
PetalToTheMetal said:
Ecp, gas station donuts, and an iced coffee to start the day. Watching Dog the Bounty Hunter on Tv.

The Ecp isn't as strong as I hoped, but it was still cool to find. I'm a sucker for new and limited edition
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ECP = East Coast Powder right?

Methadone 85mg

Coffee

Cannabis as soon as I drag myself down to city hall park...
 
Yep yep. It's just slightly off white/grey. I prefer tar, it's just hard to find

I should drag myself to the park, too. It's fucking lovely out
 
Pill2Chill said:
Mmm, I'd like some zolpidem.

Just weed and 12mg bromazepam. Finally filled that script so got plenty of those again.
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Zopiclone for me, please, thanks. Congrats on kicking the OH again! How's it feel?

OT: countless millilitres of 1,4-butanediol. Been nodding for hours, not sure how I managed to post any serious replies on here. I'm well aware of how excessive my intake is, but it's helping me stay off codeine, so that's good. Leaving on a trip in a few days and I rather not be a sweaty/shitty mess while doing so. Dropped my tolerance with a few days' break a couple days ago and took my usual 1000 mg then, and holy fucking shit! Was absolutely amazing, and the rough break was totally worth it. I guess the only thing that keeps me going is the thought of how good it'll feel again without a huge tolerance.
 
lil bit of afternoon licker

just vacuumed and mowed, time to keep drinking this time with less guilt
 
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PetalToTheMetal said:
How's 1,4 B compare to say GHB? Curious to try it, but don't want to regret it like I did GBL
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Why did you regret trying GBL? 1,4-BD isn't that great, a lot of side effects at high doses. I'm only really doing it because it's really good at knocking me out on demand, and I have loads of it for free.
 
belligerent drunk said:
Why did you regret trying GBL? 1,4-BD isn't that great, a lot of side effects at high doses. I'm only really doing it because it's really good at knocking me out on demand, and I have loads of it for free.
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GBL is an alright enough drug, but compared to GHB it's really kinda meh. Shorter effects, nastier taste, and worse hangover for me than GHB. It's not something I'll buy again
 
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