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How High Are You? v. I don't like it that much, only when I'm binging.

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got a nice buzz from the shot of morphine and still feeling the residual effects from the diazepam last night - so darn lethergix after a huge breakfast especially.

going to be a very cruisy day at work today, taking my time rolling the walls.
 
Znegative said:
Cloudy, are you on maintenance? I forget. I'm thinking of starting to lower my dose down from fifty to thirty once I cut out the heroin and stabilize on just the methadone. I may even consider switching back to suboxone and using that to detox. I'm getting tired of this dependency.

Anyway, just plugged 30mg of mixed amphetamine salts, and for some reason it feels WAYY stronger than usual.. Not sure why, I always dose somewhere between 22.5-45mg, and I didn't even clean out my system today. Who knows, plugging is pretty reliable, but sometimes it seems like it hits you fucking hard a hell. I almost feel like I used a low dose of crystal!
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Nope I take methadone and alprazolam for a neurological issue

3mg of alprazolam
30mg of methadone
1 beer
 
macd610 said:
Sounds nice & relaxing :)
I cannot tell you how many times I have left the freezer door open when getting ice while partaking in a few (or maybe a little more than a few) drinks. Mine doesn't beep at me and unfortunately I've lost quite a bit of food over the years lol.
Hmm, speaking of a few drinks...now that I'm thinking of it, sounds like a good idea. Especially since I accidentally took my methylphenidate twice this a.m....Took it as soon as I woke up and apparently I was still half asleep, bc I took another one a few minutes later. I realized what I had done when I became insanely jittery after about 45 min (embarrassing).
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i'm chilled to the max and to be honest dreading work - could lay in the lounge in front of the air con watching movies all day at this rate with the hookah fired up and going all day as well! and yeah i left the freezer open getting at the ice tray lol. it was going off for a good 15mins with me switching every air con off with the beep still constantly going off! couldn't for the life of me figure it out until i remembered i got ice out and it HAD to be the freezer. low and behold it was!

the way the noise was coming from sounded like right in front of me in the lounge, damn walls projecting the beeping! lol

hope the jitters settled down for you, darl. did the drinks help at all?
 
Happy thanksgiving to me (and everyone else!)...just copped half a gram of some very niiice heroin to celebrate the day off from work. Can't wait to sniff a few lines and gorge on all the delicious food that my mom always cooks for thanksgiving. I usually dread having to hang out with extended family for a whole day but i'm thinking this dope is going to make things alot easier and less stressful this year.

I also have a few klonopins and some very dank orange kush too add to the chill factor :D
 
I smoked this new cannabinoid blend, Red Deamon, and this is by far better than any cannabinoid I have ever felt. Maybe it is just because I was feeling good when I smoked it 20 minutes ago. Had 45mg hydrocodone earlier (lower dose than last 5 or 6 days) and 2mg clonazepam when I smoked it. The euphoria is off the charts and the body high is unbelievable!

I just had a thought I'd like to share, though I don't know if it is of any significance:

I have done things to cause suffering in both self and others in my life.

I know causing others pain is a grave wrong and feel great shame for it.
Now I avoid it as much as I can.

I continue to do things that cause the "apparent" self to suffer.
I did not consider that to be a great wrong because it was done to myself.

But all are one.
That one can be considered the true self.

Causing pain to the apparent self causes the true self to suffer.
Suffering can not be stopped for everyone else unless we all stop making ourselves suffer.

The true self can not be free of pain unless our apparent selves are free of pain.

Freedom from pain for the true self should be our ultimate goal.
That means it is likewise a great wrong to make oneself suffer.
 
22.5 mgs midazolam 1 mg loprazolam now and 12 mg suboxone (over the whole day). Came home and was violently sick from going out for a view beers with my friends. Wonder if this is the sub ? I could drink quite a bit on oxy to no ill effect. Now that that's subsided - am nice and mellow from the benzo concoction.

Will hopefully get an oxy script tomorrow or the next day just don't like having absolutely none in the house and this suboxone business is unknown territory.

Peace all!
 
Whippets! I'm wasting my Thanksgiving whipped cream to indulge in some whippets. Now I'm prepping a shot of bth now that is so bomb I'm so happy because two weeks ago all I could find was such garbage I would wake up sick in the middle of the night it would barely get me well.
 
just did a lil bupe, gonna have a coffee and a cig once it kicks in some more. can't wait until the weekend, i'm hoping that after i settle my bills and debts i'll have a free 20 or so for some chronic. i'd love to get my hands on some sour diesel or silver haze, haven't had something fancy in forever.
 
my biggest pet peeve of methamphetamine is that i just got done with a 6 hour wank session. my dick is in pain.:\
 
2 bags of good coke, and a lot of alcohol, need to sleep, no benzos, I'll try with more ron...
 
A bottle of Chardonnay and a 24 oz. Coors Light. Now drinking a full glass of Generic Mouthwash and examining the effects of the chemicals and alcohol in it.
CHEERS!
 
Whosajiggawaaa said:
22.5 mgs midazolam 1 mg loprazolam now and 12 mg suboxone (over the whole day). Came home and was violently sick from going out for a view beers with my friends. Wonder if this is the sub ? I could drink quite a bit on oxy to no ill effect. Now that that's subsided - am nice and mellow from the benzo concoction.

Will hopefully get an oxy script tomorrow or the next day just don't like having absolutely none in the house and this suboxone business is unknown territory.

Peace all!
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I'm not sure at all but I think it might be the naloxone in the subs.

ot: not high
 
I have done things to cause suffering in both self and others in my life.

I know causing others pain is a grave wrong and feel great shame for it.
Now I avoid it as much as I can.

I continue to do things that cause the "apparent" self to suffer.
I did not consider that to be a great wrong because it was done to myself.

But all are one.
That one can be considered the true self.

Causing pain to the apparent self causes the true self to suffer.
Suffering can not be stopped for everyone else unless we all stop making ourselves suffer.

The true self can not be free of pain unless our apparent selves are free of pain.

Freedom from pain for the true self should be our ultimate goal.
That means it is likewise a great wrong to make oneself suffer.
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I am exceptionally stoned and this just made perfect sense! :-D
 
Well I haven't posted in here for god knows how long.

Anyways, I swallowed 120mg of oxy about 35mins ago, still waiting for it to kick in.

This will be my last dose for quite some time, gonna enjoy it!

Currently getting caught up with the television show Weeds =)

Stay high BL!
 
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