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How High Are You? V. Higher than Rapunzel

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Took 6mg of xanax earlier to help me sleep, did nothing. Oh how I loathe tolerance, it's going to be a long night of sitting around watching TV.

Wish I had some weed, but I've lost touch with my "good friend"
 
Well I must say I really enjoy Cocaine (sniff_) with Heroin(Sniff_) if you do the Heroin first it just makes the coke last so fucking long. I did 2 nice lines at 5.20 am and still no coke comedown 2 hours later and very minimal coke side effects such as stuttering and anxiety.

Well I guess talking a lot of bullshit to random webpages is still there but at least it's not taking me 20 minutes of rereading and writing my posts cause i'm to coked to think straight. What's up my tweeking upstairs neighbor rangrz
 
It's been a while.

T+17 hours since I dosed on what I thought was LSD blotters and I'm still completely unable to sleep.

Things seemed off as soon as I put the tab under my tongue, from the pretty potent chemical/bitter taste. Could have just been the paint on the blotter or maybe something else (5-MeO-AmT?). Took a full 3 hours to start tripping at all and 4-5 to peak, which I stayed at for another 5-6 hours. As soon as I starting tripping, I felt worse muscle spasms and stomach cramping than I've ever experienced in my life and couldn't eat a single thing until 16 hours after dosing. I also experienced what felt like extreme high blood pressure and profuse sweating of the palms. Visuals were mild to medium strength and mental/emotional effects were completely nonexistent. All of these things are very, very atypical for LSD which I've taken over 30 times. I've never had more than just mildly tasting blotter, it's never taken 3 hours to start tripping, it's never lasted 16+ hours, i've never gotten significant stomach cramps, and I've CERTAINLY never been without mental/emotional effects.

Anyway, thankfully whatever poison I ate left my mind pretty unscathed and able to fight against anxiety and act appropriately and is slowly, but surely, leaving my body now, never to be ingested again. Too bad my roommate just took our only lighter to work right as I was about to smoke a bowl to try to get to sleep. Oh well, it's been a rather interesting night at the very least.
 
It's been a while.

T+17 hours since I dosed on what I thought was LSD blotters and I'm still completely unable to sleep.

Things seemed off as soon as I put the tab under my tongue, from the pretty potent chemical/bitter taste. Could have just been the paint on the blotter or maybe something else (5-MeO-AmT?). Took a full 3 hours to start tripping at all and 4-5 to peak, which I stayed at for another 5-6 hours. As soon as I starting tripping, I felt worse muscle spasms and stomach cramping than I've ever experienced in my life and couldn't eat a single thing until 16 hours after dosing. I also experienced what felt like extreme high blood pressure and profuse sweating of the palms. Visuals were mild to medium strength and mental/emotional effects were completely nonexistent. All of these things are very, very atypical for LSD which I've taken over 30 times. I've never had more than just mildly tasting blotter, it's never taken 3 hours to start tripping, it's never lasted 16+ hours, i've never gotten significant stomach cramps, and I've CERTAINLY never been without mental/emotional effects.

Anyway, thankfully whatever poison I ate left my mind pretty unscathed and able to fight against anxiety and act appropriately and is slowly, but surely, leaving my body now, never to be ingested again. Too bad my roommate just took our only lighter to work right as I was about to smoke a bowl to try to get to sleep. Oh well, it's been a rather interesting night at the very least.

Maybe some DOx chemical? And fuck dude get a piece of paper twist it around and use the stove and smoke that damn bowl!
 
Did a nice shot of morphine to get going for the day, +5 mg diazepam. I'm in la-la land and about to go get my hair cut..perfect timing, because nothing sounds better right now than somebody playing with my hair, haha. :)
 
I would noooooooooot wanna be all doped up as I was getting my hair done, shit. You must be really trusting of your hairdresser, or barber, or whatever.

@thread: 15mg Hydrocodone and 100mg Tramadol.

Feeling warm and fuzzy, though not nearly as fucked as yesterday.
 
I would noooooooooot wanna be all doped up as I was getting my hair done, shit. You must be really trusting of your hairdresser, or barber, or whatever.

@thread: 15mg Hydrocodone and 100mg Tramadol.

Feeling warm and fuzzy, though not nearly as fucked as yesterday.

^ maybe not on h, but getting your hair cut stoned azzzz hell is the shit, you gotta get your shit shampooed etc.... but it's worth the extra cashh ahhahaaahah.=D



anyway OP.... got a lil depressed sooo...

starting at ~3 in the afternoon
+0:00
8mg of alprazolam
+0:10
personal spliff of some snowcap
+0:20
2mg of alprazolam
+0:35
2mg of alprazolam
+0:40
20 mg dexmethlyphenidate shnoozzzeleedd
+0:45
about 1.5 shots of weed-vodka, it had alot of vaped bud and stems in it for about 2 months, yeah, yummmm :p

about 2 hours to my next class so that'll be good hahah ;)


p.s. fuck the internet it is the biggest fuckin distraction from real life.




fuck the world
dont' ask me for shit
everything ya get
i wish i worked for all of it.

biggggy remixx hhhaaahha......
 
Just got out of the nut house. They say I have Bipolar II disorder, but I think they might be wrong.

Any way, time to have a fucking blast! I didn't get to celebrate on New Year's
Smoking MDPV, also high on 30mg hydrocodone and 2mg alprazolam. Probably going to have more hydrocodone and alprazolam in a little while. I'll probably smoke MDPV all night. I love how it makes me feel, until I overdo it.

I'm going to get some heroin in the near future, and I can't wait! It is probably going to feel really, really good. I may mix it with 2c-p after my first try. I like mixing opiates and psychedelics.
 
Still smoking MDPV. It feels really damn good. Very euphoric. I love the stuff!
I'm having a really great time. This is extremely pleasant.

I'll probably smoke a combo of MDPV and heroin when I get the heroin. Or maybe inject a combo of the two. I've never tried injecting MDPV but I have read that other people have.

I am excited as hell about getting the smack. I've been wanting to try it for a God damned long time.


I'd like to get some dimethocaine. Smoking that shit feels even better than MDPV. The only problems with it are the short duration with the plateau lasting 5-10 minutes and the harshness of the smoke.

I usually have no sex drive at all(not to say I don't feel physical attraction, just that I have no desire to fuck). At the moment I really want to fuck somebody. It doesn't matter who, as long as they are an adult and not really ugly. Me and another guy jerked each other off this morning before I came home. It was quite enjoyable. I'd be happy to fuck a woman. Maybe I'll try to find a hooker on Craig's List. I've heard that it is quite easy to do. We could fuck and use a bunch of drugs. I'll have to get some money first.

I just keep typing. It feels like I can't stop. The MDPV has me extremely euphoric and energized. I'm going to take another 30mg of hydrocodone and smoke more MDPV once I stop typing. I love MDPV.

I was put on bupropion at the nut house. It gives quite a good amount of energy. It makes me feel good all the time. I'm glad I didn't bleed to death when I slashed my veins open on Christmas Eve. I felt completely hopeless, worthless, and was certain that my brain was badly damaged. I thought all the psychedelics I have used caused brain damage. I could not think clearly or concentrate. I was mentally and physically really slowed down. I was certain that my dreams for the future, to finish my college education and become a wildlife biologist or possibly a physicist were dead and buried. Things sure did turn around fast! I don't feel brain damaged at all and I also feel better than I have felt since I was a little kid.

I can't wait to try the heroin. I might smoke it. I'll IV it if I can get a syringe and needle to shoot up with. I'm only going to buy a small amount my first time, but I'm sure I'll buy a larger amount later, provided the quality is good.

It's supposed to snow where I am Monday and Tuesday. I really like it when it snows. I like tripping when it snows because it makes it even more beautiful.

I can't wait to get back to college. I did not go last semester because I was so badly depressed and I dropped out the semester before that because I was so badly depressed.

I wrote a really funny song called Mel Gibson's Love Song (by Jon Lajoie) on the bathroom wall at the nut house. It goes like this:

"My heart is on fire like a burning cross
Compared to you others are at the back of the bus
Your as beautiful as a swastika
and baby I want to tell you
that I love you as much as I hate other races
religions and sexual orientations
I love you as much as I love Jesus Christ
Who was brutally murdered by money loving kikes
I love you, that's why I punched you in the face

I have something to ask as I get down on one knee
will you blame yourself if you get raped you slutty pig in heat
sorry that came out wrong, I meant will you be my wife
I want to be with you for the rest of my extremely racist and homophobic life
because I love you as much as I hate other races
religions and sexual orientations
I love you as much as I love Jesus Christ
Who was brutally murdered by money loving kikes
I love you, that's why I kicked you in the face

A pack of niggers couldn't keep me from you
I love you as much as I hate fags and jews
together forever like hate and the human heart
together forever like hate and the human heart"

I thought other people might find it funny, and the people there need something to laugh about.

I guess most of the shit I typed has nothing to do with being high, although it probably makes it clear that I am on a stimulant drug. I tend to go on and on about shit when under the influence of a stimulant.

I guess I'll stop typing now so I can do more drugs.
 
^ maybe not on h, but getting your hair cut stoned azzzz hell is the shit, you gotta get your shit shampooed etc.... but it's worth the extra cashh ahhahaaahah.=D

Lol I guess i'll have to get stoned next time I get my hair cut.

@thread: just ate half of an edible and am about to pop in Half Baked (so I can watch it whilst full baked)

:D

Gotta love "recovery" hahaha.
 
Added 15mg hydrocodone, 2mg alprazolam, and 225mg of Lyrica/pregabalin.

My blood pressure is elevated, 170/105. It is partly due to the MDPV, but the bupropion/Wellbutrin I was prescribed when I went to the nut house also raises it. Prior to that, it had typically been running between 135/80 and 145/90. It had been as high as 194/114 after starting that medication but then my BP medication was increased and that got my range to be between 142/85 and 159/96. I took one of my dad's BP pills as he has a different kind (an angiotensin II receptor antagonist). That should bring it down.

Anyway, an increase in BP is normal when high on a stimulant. A blood pressure at its current level is very unlikely to hurt you as long as it doesn't stay that high for too long. The hypertensive crisis level is generally considered to be 240/120 if I am not mistaken, and even at that level it usually doesn't cause serious complications if it is lowered over a period of hours.

When I overdosed on DXM and a bunch of ephedra pills a long time ago, my systolic pressure went above 300. It caused some bleeding on my retinas but no permanent damage. I have however only found like 4 cases of people who had blood pressures that high. Two suffered no damage, one had serious brain damage from hypertensive encephalopathy, and one died. One of the people who had no complications from it had overdosed on cocaine.

Anyway, I probably shouldn't be concerned unless it rises to something like 190/110. Severe panic attacks have caused my blood pressure to exceed the 180/105 level and vigorous exercise has caused it to briefly exceed 210/115.

The MDPV has probably caused my BP to increase by something like 10/5 to 20/11 points. I was also feeling some anxiety that may have contributed to it. I'll check my BP again in 20-30 minutes.
 
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