Feel sort of guilty since I got fucked up on oxy on Wednesday night and now it's only Friday night and I'm doing it again.
Feel a lot better though. I had done sub last weekend too, so I hope it's not minor WDs comin back and more to do with me being worn out after the last few weeks.
Other than that feelin' itchy and good off of 45mg of oxy.

Also feelin' good that I decided to not do 60mg and just be cool with the 45 I took. No sense in noddin' face and getting fucked on Christmas Eve.

I'd like to get some sleep and not be a shot-fuck on Christmas day.
Also, last year I think I bought my mom one thing for Christmas, and I ordered it too late so I couldn't even give it to her on Christmas day. Didn't get anything for anyone else...was proper fucked with a broken heart, a nose bleeding daily from cocaine, and a body/mind addicted to opiates/opioids.
So this year, I got my parents a few items, randomly got some small stuff for some friends (mainly .3 bags of some fine weed, haha), and randomly bought gifts for people at work. It was just small stuff, like $5 lottery ticket or a 6 pack of beer. It's really cool to get an unexpected gift from someone and it's been feeling really good to give a present to an unexpecting person.

MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL!!!!
