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Shut yeah I can take as many zannies as I can got bout 400 there cut with some nasty shit cos there strong as fuck but who cares
 
Xorkoth said:
Did some meth... it started slow but I've been zooming for like 8 hours now. Really need to sleep so took 2.5mg of etizolam.



Lol, bupe is way more of an opioid than kratom. Kratom is good with no opioid tolerance.
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Unless you take several tens of grams + throughout the day. Heard of some pretty gnarly kratom withdrawals. Not often though.
 
I’m so sick of Kratom I want a real oxy dammit 🥴. Im getting pretty good at making Kratom iced tea though , I boil water then add it to Kratom with orange and lemon slices and let it seep till it cools, then I strain the powder/ dirt / grit then add more orange slices and some sugar and refrigerate, it’s pretty damn good 👌🏻.
Kratom is nice def gives a mood lift and some feel good energy but damn it’s missing something 😒.
 
Am in the drivers seat atm and blissing out on 200 mgs of dexies, rounds of top shelf weed and perculated double dose coffee. Plus my heavy doses of bipolar meds Effexor, Olanzapine and Mirtazapine. Got lots of study done, sent a dozen emails and wrote 8 letters. Time to chill and float down :)
 
AlphaMethylPhenyl said:
Unless you take several tens of grams + throughout the day. Heard of some pretty gnarly kratom withdrawals. Not often though.
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Yeah I was addicted to kratom for 6 years (before moving on to stronger opiates because kratom addiction is such bullshit), I was taking 8-12 gram doses 3-5 times a day. The withdrawal was awful, the depression and anxiety were as bad as other opiate withdrawal, I felt less physically sick but the RLS was 10 times worse than any other opiate withdrawal, SO SO bad, not just restless legs but arms too, I'd rather go through poppy tea or heroin withdrawal than that heavy and long-term kratom withdrawal, I would lay in bed threashing all night for a week, absolutely no sleep whatsoever, screaming, punching the walls, punching my legs as hard as I could over and over until they went numb so I could not feel like my skeleton was crawling out of my skin for 60 seconds, my legs would be one giant bruise and I'd end up breaking down by day 5 from sheer mental exhaustion and verging on insanity from lack of sleep. Worst feeling I've ever felt, that level of RLS is something no one should ever have to experience. And it would start to creep in 4-5 hours after dosing... I would wake up sweating and thrashing in the middle of the night and have to dose to finish sleeping, then dose again first thing after I woke up to start my day. It was intense.
 
75mg armodafinil this morning... some tea... and so far nothing else. Riding the day after phenibut high from 1700mg yesterday, which is not too pronounced anymore but maybe that's good. I am definitely less stressed than I've been a lot recently. Got over my low key kratom "withdrawal" so quickly it makes me wonder if that's really what it was after all... phenibut definitely helps a lot though. Phenibut seems to be the only substance I can get away with doing fairly often and apparently fairly long term, whenever I try to diversify I just seem to get in trouble. Every now and then I convince myself I'm doing phenibut too often and try to give it up but maybe I should just accept it for what it is. If nothing else, my occasional destabilising dalliances into different "therapeutic" (lol) / "most days" / "functional" substances serve as tolerance breaks for one of the only substances that seems to have a net positive effect, ie, phenibut. Or at least a lack of serious negatives. Also ~afinils I guess. Anyway enough narcissism from me. Happy Thursday to y'all.
 
Xorkoth said:
Yeah I was addicted to kratom for 6 years (before moving on to stronger opiates because kratom addiction is such bullshit), I was taking 8-12 gram doses 3-5 times a day. The withdrawal was awful, the depression and anxiety were as bad as other opiate withdrawal, I felt less physically sick but the RLS was 10 times worse than any other opiate withdrawal, SO SO bad, not just restless legs but arms too, I'd rather go through poppy tea or heroin withdrawal than that heavy and long-term kratom withdrawal, I would lay in bed threashing all night for a week, absolutely no sleep whatsoever, screaming, punching the walls, punching my legs as hard as I could over and over until they went numb so I could not feel like my skeleton was crawling out of my skin for 60 seconds, my legs would be one giant bruise and I'd end up breaking down by day 5 from sheer mental exhaustion and verging on insanity from lack of sleep. Worst feeling I've ever felt, that level of RLS is something no one should ever have to experience. And it would start to creep in 4-5 hours after dosing... I would wake up sweating and thrashing in the middle of the night and have to dose to finish sleeping, then dose again first thing after I woke up to start my day. It was intense.
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Sounds very bad... That's definitely a situation I'd like to avoid, I've read other reports pretty similar to yours. Did you ever try to taper?

OT: kratom and spliffs. Need to cut down on the spliffs cause I'm tired of having to smoke indoors and then breathing all that second hand smoke, I bought an air purifier for that purpose but seems like it isn't strong enough.
 
3,2g of kratom and the last of my GHB on (empty stomach).
I was hoping to be able to get some meth this week but it didn't happen. I have a couple of papers to write and an apartment to clean and I've been lacking motivation lately. I'll be able to do it but it'll be less fun.
 
Another Friday night on lock down another 100 mg oxy railed and a few gabapentin for good measure
Have just picked up a really nice strain of cookie Dawg so going to get high watch some tv and eat a load of shite (which is possible now I don't take my opiate habit as serious these days) so other than loneliness it seems like a not too bad start to my weekend 😉
 
Morning Blue World

Been a bit busy this week and withdrawn from society and such. But overall it was a week with no opiates, benzos(except for Tuesday and Wednesday which was just 5mg valium a day) or alcohol.
WD's was there but manageable and yesterday i used gabapentin and pregabalin together and alone without any other meds or drugs except for weed. And have to say i had a good exp with that.

But back to original topic. Seeing as i behaved myself this whole week. I got myself my doc just now

100ml Vodka
6 hits H
Cup of coffee

Feeling veeeeery good. The break yet short did do me good in more then one way.
Happy Saturday to ALL!
 
Morning Blue World

Been a bit busy this week and withdrawn from society and such. But overall it was a week with no opiates, benzos(except for Tuesday and Wednesday which was just 5mg valium a day) or alcohol.
WD's was there but manageable and yesterday i used gabapentin and pregabalin together and alone without any other meds or drugs except for weed. And have to say i had a good exp with that.

But back to original topic. Seeing as i behaved myself this whole week. I got myself my doc just now

100ml Vodka
6 hits H
Cup of coffee

Feeling veeeeery good. The break yet short did do me good in more then one way.
Happy Saturday to ALL!
 
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