EphemeralOutlet141
Bluelight Crew
- Joined
- Dec 11, 2014
- Messages
- 69
I know plenty of people who had their fun with drugs and moved on to something else.
Doing the same thing over and over, burning through cash and having nothing to show for it plus all the rest of the limitations that addiction/habit can bring upon a person's life. Yeah, it can definitely get old.
Sometimes people find things that they like more than drugs. Travelling, a career that they are actually passionate about, some hobby.
A lot of people do get past it, even some who were into heavy gear. It can take some work though, sometimes a wake-up call.
I'll be the first to admit that I have a problem with intense apathy and I don't really feel strongly about anything. What drew me to drugs though is that they enhance life and alleviate a lot of that apathy. I get a lot of shit done when I'm high believe it or not as someone who loves downers.
Like I said though I understand that life can't always be fun and experiencing pain and negativity is necessary. I've learned a lot about myself in the past 2 years, which were the objectively worst years of my life thus far. In a perverse way I kinda enjoy pain now, and fully appreciate it's necessity.