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Cosmic Charlie said:
Took about One Gram of O-DSMT throughout today and I'm feeling pretty nice had Buprenorphine yesterday at 8am so it is finally letting up from my receptors. Going to take this stuff like the next three days or so and enjoy myself. It's nice to be completley free from pain like this. Going to make sure I take Laxatives and Stool Softeners everyday sorry if it's TMI. But last time the stuff damn near gave me impacted bowels after binging for a Week and it became to painful towards the end of the run.

Expecting by tommorow to be really cooking and I'm looking forward to it. Getting to scratch this Opioid Itch of mine is neccessary once in awhile. Been thinking about using Heroin lately alot and it's why I choose to do this. Not so dangerous and I know exactly what I'm getting and can weigh out doses appropriately. Realize it sounds like alot but I've taken up to 1,000mgs in a day and was perfectly fine. Feeling nice a warm, fluffy and loving. Opioids are one of my favorite drug classes.
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O-DSMT is weird, some people need like 40mg but i used to take at least 120 even without a tolerance and now need 200-300 to even feel it, and while i have a tolerance it really shouldn't be this high
 
ComfortablyNumb95 said:
O-DSMT is weird, some people need like 40mg but i used to take at least 120 even without a tolerance and now need 200-300 to even feel it, and while i have a tolerance it really shouldn't be this high
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yeah it is a funny drug how some people get off on 30-50mgs when wouldn't even feel anything at that amount. Took 500mgs already today since 6:30am and I feel really nice. It's just too bad it isnt cheaper because if I didn't buy what I did when it was on sale I'd feel super guilty about eating so much. But I will tell you what when I hit the sweet spot like now and the euphoria builds I find it to be an amazing drug.
 
O-DSMT really is a great drug. I'm surprised it hasn't replaced its parent compound in actual medicine, Tramadol is shit for 99% of people, but O-DSMT is proven and effective. If a doctor ever offered me Tramadol for pain I'd probably just tell them don't bother.
 
I'm one of those people who get ridiculously good effects from regular tramadol. I bet O-DSMT would fuck me right up. I might have to order some soon.
 
Cosmic Charlie said:
yeah it is a funny drug how some people get off on 30-50mgs when wouldn't even feel anything at that amount. Took 500mgs already today since 6:30am and I feel really nice. It's just too bad it isnt cheaper because if I didn't buy what I did when it was on sale I'd feel super guilty about eating so much. But I will tell you what when I hit the sweet spot like now and the euphoria builds I find it to be an amazing drug.
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i so wish i was one of those people, but alas.
by the way, 300mg ODSMT and 70mg 2-FA down the hatch just now, will update soon
 
ComfortablyNumb95 said:
I dont think i'm peaking yet but so far it's quite pleasant.
thought I'd be feeling the 2-FA more by now though
will probably add some 2-fdck later
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Have you tried any other ketamine analogs besides 2fdck? I'm very intrigued by dissos RCs, the only one I've tried is 3-meo-PCP though. And regular S and R Ketamine (R was way better).
 
Throughout the day I've taken 100mg oxy, 420mg DHC, 2mg etizolam, 15mg dex.

Now to take it next level gonna chill and nod tonight.
 
devilsgospel said:
Have you tried any other ketamine analogs besides 2fdck? I'm very intrigued by dissos RCs, the only one I've tried is 3-meo-PCP though. And regular S and R Ketamine (R was way better).
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I've tried 3-MeO-PCP which i found great in low-medium doses, excellent for music appreciation; and O-PCE which was also great, more mellow and psychedelic.
I also found that I could smoke small bumps of O-PCE off foil for an instant rush, like dissociative crack. I wanna do that again someday, it was quite good.
O-DSMT and 2-FA combo is great, a lot better than each on their own but i will probably need to add some more 2-FA.
gonna smoke a cigarette and then add some 2-fdck and maybe some 2-FA not sure yet.

btw do you have any idea if 2-fdck is vapable on foil?
 
ComfortablyNumb95 said:
I've tried 3-MeO-PCP which i found great in low-medium doses, excellent for music appreciation, and O-PCE which was also great, more mellow and psychedelic. I also found that I could smoke small bumps of O-PCE off foil for an instant rush, like dissociative crack. I wanna do that again someday it was quite good.
ODSMT and 2-FA is great, a lot better than each on their own but i will probably need to add some more 2-FA.
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I thoroughly enjoyed 3-meo-PCP, especially in higher doses. I also smoked that off foil lmao, pretty great way to use it. I made a small pipe out of a pen and foil and just kept loading pinches of it haha. I think oral was better though, less stimulating and way more psychedelic. I once got this kinda hole from it, comparable to a k-hole but more euphoria.
 
3g sunda kratom
25mg hydroxyzine
7.5mg mixed amphetamine salts
2 cups coffee and nic salts

Trying really really hard to not keep dosing phenibut every day. Generally 2-3g is my recreational dose but I stick to 1g or less for simple anxiety relief. The insomnia from stopping is AWFUL but I should be fine since I'm only at 250-500mg a day.

FUCK BENZOS. What a shitty class of substances. I understand anxiety is hell but no doctors really understand how to prescribe. I wish they woulda kept me at 10 .5mg's a month...next time I started a script it was at 30 1mg a month. They fucked it up one time and I got 60 1mg a month and of course ended up using 2x a day.
 
albatross said:
3g sunda kratom
25mg hydroxyzine
7.5mg mixed amphetamine salts
2 cups coffee and nic salts

Trying really really hard to not keep dosing phenibut every day. Generally 2-3g is my recreational dose but I stick to 1g or less for simple anxiety relief. The insomnia from stopping is AWFUL but I should be fine since I'm only at 250-500mg a day.

FUCK BENZOS. What a shitty class of substances. I understand anxiety is hell but no doctors really understand how to prescribe. I wish they woulda kept me at 10 .5mg's a month...next time I started a script it was at 30 1mg a month. They fucked it up one time and I got 60 1mg a month and of course ended up using 2x a day.
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Never thought I'd see anyone mad about getting extra benzos. Send em over here lol.
 
3g of red maeng da kratom this morning and some caffeine, and 600mg of gabapentin

I ran out of bupe which I was doing every 3 days or so, and then I did poppy tea a few times, never 2 days in a row. And now I'm dosing really low kratom when needed and will just stop once I get a few days behind me off the harder opioids. I have some iboga TA extract coming which I plan to micro/low dose to help my motivation and wellbeing. Depending on how long it takes to get here, I may use gabapentin and phenibut (separately) to help too but I want to make sure to not catch a dependence on them again too. Today it's helped. No more strong opiates for me, kratom will be a lot easier to manage. Usually I compulsively dose it chasing a high, but this time I'm keeping the dosages really low and using it like a comfort med, I think it'll go a lot better. Time to nip this thing in the bud for real. It sucks because over Christmas I did totally come off of a period of regular bupe/poppy/kratom usage, it sucked, but I was free, but then I made the mistake of not throwing or giving the rest of the bupe away. I haven't been using daily but mostly it's been long half-life stuff, plus all the time I spent in the past addicted means I get some withdrawal pretty quick.
 
albatross said:
Trying really really hard to not keep dosing phenibut every day. Generally 2-3g is my recreational dose but I stick to 1g or less for simple anxiety relief. The insomnia from stopping is AWFUL but I should be fine since I'm only at 250-500mg a day.
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Phenibut is a really nice ally, but yeah, it can be pretty tempting to dose it daily. I've been dependent on it a few times and gotten off pretty reliably each time. I find it one of the easier things to get off, if you taper, especially if you force yourself to drop out a whole day, ie, instead of 500mg every day, do 500mg every other day. It will be jangly but you'll adjust, and then when you jump off, you just have transient spells of anxiety and trouble sleeping. If you move to every 3rd day, then the withdrawal is pretty easy. It takes a little while to do, but if you're having trouble getting off, that's my recommendation.

Despite being addicted to phenibut 3 times, I still use it. Just no more than once a week now. Unlike opiates and stuff like GHB, I can actually stick to that. I think it's because it takes so long to come up and there isn't any sort of rush whatsoever, but I really don't find phenibut compulsive.

As an aside, I kinda like the insomnia from phenibut sometimes, because it gives me the most insanely vivid dreams, and unlike opiates, I'm comfortable while I'm laying there, I just can't really shut off very well. Some of the craziest experiences I've ever had were in lucid dreams during light phenibut withdrawal.
 
I'm trying to stop stims, and instead can't stop drinking alcohol or bingeing on bad food. So I'm drunk. 😑
 
devilsgospel said:
I thoroughly enjoyed 3-meo-PCP, especially in higher doses. I also smoked that off foil lmao, pretty great way to use it. I made a small pipe out of a pen and foil and just kept loading pinches of it haha. I think oral was better though, less stimulating and way more psychedelic. I once got this kinda hole from it, comparable to a k-hole but more euphoria.
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Next time i get some MeO-PCP I'm gonna try the foil thing for sure.
I'm still feeling the ODSMT and 2-FA combo, it's quite pleasant.
I drove to a friend's place to drink a few beers, should be very nice.
 
CFC said:
I'm trying to stop stims, and instead can't stop drinking alcohol or bingeing on bad food. So I'm drunk. 😑
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Stims are a fucking bitch. I almost ordered a few grams of hexen last week but stopped myself and ordered ibogaine TA extract instead. Last time I had hexen I binged it for like 2 weeks, I slept some because of etizolam, but I got right up to the edge of stimulant psychosis which is the only time that's happened... I saw someone sitting next to me shuffling papers, and random streams of what sounded like radio stations were coming from my door, my chair, and another object on my desk. I knew I was hallucinating though. It was actually really fun, but I crashed so hard after I ran out, it was awful. And nearly got myself dependent on etizolam too. I really wish I was better at remembering that stimulant abuse always leads to regret...
 
Xorkoth said:
Stims are a fucking bitch. I almost ordered a few grams of hexen last week but stopped myself and ordered ibogaine TA extract instead. Last time I had hexen I binged it for like 2 weeks, I slept some because of etizolam, but I got right up to the edge of stimulant psychosis which is the only time that's happened... I saw someone sitting next to me shuffling papers, and random streams of what sounded like radio stations were coming from my door, my chair, and another object on my desk. I knew I was hallucinating though. It was actually really fun, but I crashed so hard after I ran out, it was awful. And nearly got myself dependent on etizolam too. I really wish I was better at remembering that stimulant abuse always leads to regret...
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It's tough for sure. I only wish I had a RL person I could speak to when I was craving, who could help talk me out of it. It doesn't take much effort, just reminding me of the shit sides from the last binge. But by yourself, left to your own thoughts, I feel it's too easy to ignore the bad and carry on back to the drugs.
 
Too easy to ignore the bad. EXACTLY. Therein lies the rub. Basically that's a very large part of the AA Big Book. Now if only I would listen to myself...
 
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