feelin' pretty twacked out from .3g of some exceptional crystal that i insufflated late this morning in between classes. then again, i'm pretty sensitive to stimulants, and they always seem to last a lot longer for me than for others...i hardly ever do them either, though...i can count the number of times i'm done crystal on one hand, and i want to keep it that way.
and i'm about to roll up a cigarillo filled with P-91 so i'll be somewhat level before i go to my evening class in two hours...i mean, ya can't be going into class all cracked out looking and still expect to be able to flirt with the ladies, right? ha
update/edit: so, i'm fucking TWACKED. i just got done smoking a bowl of ganja and a cigarette, and I am fuckin' geeked up like no other.
thank god i got a bleezy of that P-91 rolled up for the walk/bike-ride to class.
ya know, i'm actually going to enjoy constant information being thrown at me for almost three hours straight. i've already read through my chapter in like ten minutes, and that was actually quite enjoyable...and could this mean that i have attention deficit disorder since the methamphetamine is making it so that i have a higher ability to focus on things?
no, it just means that i need more motivation to keep my mind occupied, as though this may be an egotistical statement(it is true), i am very intelligent, get bored easily, and lack common sense. i mean, i got kicked out of high school at the beginning of the sophomore year. i waited three years(til i was 18 ) to get my GED and had not been in school since i got expelled. i got a letter back in the mail saying that i scored higher than 80% of graduating seniors on their final exams. i also tend to get bored very easily and daydream about music, women, drugs, or all three together. then i completely forget what i was supposed to be doing, and end up just kicking it for the rest of the day. that's when the morning hits and i'm like, "FUCK! i was supposed to do that yesterday! well, i'll do it today"...which takes two or three more days of realizing until i actually do it.
but, i also procrastinate, so im'a work on that shit tomorrow...hahaha
oh sweet baby jesus, i wrote a fucking book...