MikeRWK
Bluelighter
Im barely stoned, waiting on my sister to get home so she can drive me to get more weed.It's a pain in the arse when you go from having wheels to not having any.
How High Are You? v. Dark Mermaid Technology
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Tryptamino
Bluelight Crew
Smoked the last of the really good weed I had first thing in the morning with some sriracha scrabled eggs and coffee. Gonna smoke a cigarette in a minute.
SirTophamHat
Bluelighter
^ scrambled eggs with sriracha is the bee's knees, my critical third ingredient is cheddar cheese.
I'm buzzed, been smoking weed most the day, gonna go for a walk and then make dinner I think.
I'm buzzed, been smoking weed most the day, gonna go for a walk and then make dinner I think.
Tryptamino
Bluelight Crew
^my cheese of choice on my scrambled eggs is parmesan usually, but I just put parmesan on everything lol.
SirTophamHat
Bluelighter
Parm is fantastic on eggplant, and I don't snub my nose at american, its just that cheddar is like religion to me
Tryptamino
Bluelight Crew
^feel. sharp english coastal or new york cheddar are pretty bombtastic.
Professer
Bluelighter
booze
methadone
stoned
nicotine rushes
and niggas i drink sriracha. scrambled egg on english muffin, hot pepper jack cheese, bacon, and the RACHA. Garlic/salt too. Jalapenos or others are optional.
methadone
stoned
nicotine rushes
and niggas i drink sriracha. scrambled egg on english muffin, hot pepper jack cheese, bacon, and the RACHA. Garlic/salt too. Jalapenos or others are optional.
feeling nice on 10mg oxy and a couple dabs of "Lemon Walker" (probably Lemon OG x Skywalker if I had to guess)
maybe a j or a soma, but I'm nodding out at my desk so it's probably unnecessary
maybe a j or a soma, but I'm nodding out at my desk so it's probably unnecessary
SirTophamHat
Bluelighter
Valium, weed, about to have a beer. Only #2 for today, gotta do that taper each week...
myloveishim
Bluelighter
Feeling 'ok'. Had probably the most stressful day of my life today so I would rather be fucked up beyond fucked up, but it could be worse.
Today =about 20mcg fent & 28mg diliaud.
Today =about 20mcg fent & 28mg diliaud.
FadedTryptamine
Bluelighter
Feeling great!! Smoking on a bowl of some decent mids cannabis on 6mgs of Alprazolam. Jamming out to some Gucci Mane 
6mgs of Alprazolam (oral)
50mgs of Doxylamine
100mgs of Dimenhydrinate
Cannabis(mid quality unfortunately but better than nothing for sure)
Nicotine
Caffeine
6mgs of Alprazolam (oral)
50mgs of Doxylamine
100mgs of Dimenhydrinate
Cannabis(mid quality unfortunately but better than nothing for sure)
Nicotine
Caffeine
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rolllinlikeroyce
Bluelighter
Right there with you MLIH... I was honestly so close to walking out of my job tonight. Part of me is glad that I ended up putting up with it, but most of me really wants nothing to do with that fucking place again lol...
Oh well... it's over now. Got 7 g's of kratom that I'm ready to down and some fire bud. Really wish I had some of that xanax that FadedTryp's got haha. Still gonna try to make up for my horrible day with a relaxing night. Hopefully yours ends up being alright too.
Edit: Kratom and weed got me str8 leanin'... Listening to some old school Drake. So Far Gone. November 18. 1 time for the homie DJ Screw... Peacee %)
Oh well... it's over now. Got 7 g's of kratom that I'm ready to down and some fire bud. Really wish I had some of that xanax that FadedTryp's got haha. Still gonna try to make up for my horrible day with a relaxing night. Hopefully yours ends up being alright too.
Edit: Kratom and weed got me str8 leanin'... Listening to some old school Drake. So Far Gone. November 18. 1 time for the homie DJ Screw... Peacee %)
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Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
At bottom, I explain the message I left the other day saying I may be away a couple of months or maybe for good. I was afraid it was being watched.
135mg hydrocodone, 200mg glaucine (plugged) [I've got to say, I am pretty impressed with glaucine. It really lifts my mood and has a nice opiate feeling, but intensifies emotion and makes things look more beautiful and enhances music well at a 200-300mg level while producing some very mild visuals that are hard to describe and a unique headspace. It mixes well with hydrocodone and plugging just 100-150mg with a 30mg dose of HC is actually enjoyable, I think better than 60mg of hydrocodone without it.], 4mg clonazepam, 1.25mg alprazolam, 400mg pregabalin [Lyrica], 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 100mg diphenhydramine, and 800mg cimetidine as a potentiator.
I doubt I need to say this, but this feels really good. May see if I can smoke a tiny bit of meth residue from a pipe - would not be much.
I think a good dose of glaucine is less expensive and as good as an equivalent dose of kratom, but there is a limit to how strong the opiate type effects get. Going higher brings on more psychedelic effects. It is not a great psychedelic, but it is fun and maybe if I had plugged like 500-600mg at once instead of spreading it out so far like before, it might prove to be more worthwhile. I could see it being great with cannabis or maybe in combination with a traditional psychedelic. Maybe it would be a decent one it self if I had plugged half a gram at once,.
I left a rather cryptic message a week or so ago. Probably sounded like I was completely nuts, but a guest in the house who wouldn't leave, kept hanging with a woman he said was under investigation by the DEA, and that he had a warrant for his arrest (these lies were told to my mom, she told me - had no idea what the DEA actually was and did not tell me it was this "guest's story") had me believing it was true - it came from my mother's mouth - probably stole a $1,500 generator and my nephew's new bike (last time, he took my other nephew's new cell phone before he left a week or two after Christmas - my mom called later from another number and he answered and still denied the theft - we think he lied about the arrest warrant so he'd have an excuse to quit his job - he'd leave at night and in the morning, his SUV would be between a hedgerow on one side and bushes on the other, in a dark area not lit by the pole light - we (my parents and I) think he was coming into the yard there to meet people to sell stolen property to. He made this comment one day that he did not think they would arrest him unless someone called Crime Stoppers - this is usually done when something valuable is stolen and someone has information, why he said it I don't know), got a big bag of meth , many times maybe 15-20 times as much what he and I used together the night we smoked it (and I for a while at times got anxiety, thinking I overdosed and my blood pressure got as high as 180/115 pulse 120s - most of the time my pulse was below 100 and BP closer to 160/100 or lower and I think I enjoyed most of it, but I felt much more depressed and felt brain damaged for 2 or 3 weeks afterward) laying out and when I told him he needed to put it up, he told me he was going out to sell it in small amounts to make a profit so he could buy more and pay car payments and parole fees. The garage/partially converted room was littered with drug bags and he'd have insulin syringes and needles scattered around, he had precursors to make what he loved so much and intended to make it, but said he take it out in a field out of town and not do it on our property - but he is a liar.
Taking all of this together, I thought there was a good chance a search warrant would be issued and my pet raccoon would be taken and likely killed, and I'd never see him again and he'd be dead or taken away where he would not be happy - it is clear to me he is happy and much better off than wild raccoons (most don't make it past 3 or 3.5 years old at best, mainly due to people killing them, except when my depression is so bad that I see sadness and depression in others when it isn't really even there) - he should live to over 10 years old, if I am taking care of him right, over 15. Rarely they make it past age 20. He has lots of toys to play with and lots of attention from humans - mostly me, a lot from my mom, a little from my nephews - doesn't have to look for water or risk starvation, gets medical care - he seems very happy. In his case, if he wasn't a pet, he would have been killed anyway.
I don't think it was irrational to fear a search warrant given those activities and plans and the lies I was led to believe.
This "guest", a psychopath who promised to get revenge, I hear is terrorizing an ex-girlfriend, impersonates people on facebook and sends hateful messages to their loved ones, dumps another ex a few days after she has a miscarriage by making sure she sees him making out with another woman, uses one woman he pretends to love because she gives him money and takes care of his shit while fucking a younger really sexy married woman who is similar to him in that she uses him for the money he gets from the other woman until the husband finds out and threatens him with a gun, told my sister and others lies about me such as "I was standing in the living room in front of my parents and two nephews, making death threats against them while shooting up drugs" - I had not shot up anything but psychedelics and never in his presence or the presence of my family nor can I recall any death threats since I was maybe young 20s - maybe I have said I wish people would die when angry but I always apologize if I get out of line and I don't remember saying anything worse than I should have been aborted and I'd like to find the bitch who gave birth and get revenge (maybe I said kill - he was not living here then). He never apologizes. He is a narcissistic psychopath. He is my brother. My mom complained about all these things such as finding he lied about the warrant and told him she was going to start padlocking the gates at night (I don't know if she even said it was due to him - a generator worth $1,500 was stolen (probably by him) and she may have used that as the reason) and he got really pissed off. He started talking about how she loves me more than him, she treats him bad and me like I'm something special (if I was doing what he was doing, I doubt she'd put up with me either). He had been trying to get my youngest sister to hate everyone but it ended up backfiring so he got back at her by pretending to love one of her bosses, moving in, milking her of some money, and her sister recognized what he was doing, warning her like my sister did. Now I hear he is terrorizing her. I heard he sent death threats as he did to my/his sister. He promised revenge when he left this house. I tried to get him to just stop arguing and end the fight/argument with my mom when they were apart, but he did not listen. He treated me like shit earlier when I told him things that our mom wasn't happy with to try to get him to tone it down and what I got in return was accusations that I made up those lies and told her. I told her nothing - not the meth dealing or plans to make it, not that he had precursors (I only knew that), nor any of the other things I and others saw but he called lies.
He was fucking with my head bad. I was scared, afraid of what would happen to Lucky and the part about suicide was mostly just what I'd do if he was taken away. I'm glad my brother left and has been gone a few days with no contact - maybe he won't come back and if he tries, won't be allowed. I would say let him come back if I thought it would keep him out of prison, but he is making his money being a thief and apparently he does some drug dealing and wants to make meth. He will end up in prison again and I'd rather not have them come here with reason to search the house.
135mg hydrocodone, 200mg glaucine (plugged) [I've got to say, I am pretty impressed with glaucine. It really lifts my mood and has a nice opiate feeling, but intensifies emotion and makes things look more beautiful and enhances music well at a 200-300mg level while producing some very mild visuals that are hard to describe and a unique headspace. It mixes well with hydrocodone and plugging just 100-150mg with a 30mg dose of HC is actually enjoyable, I think better than 60mg of hydrocodone without it.], 4mg clonazepam, 1.25mg alprazolam, 400mg pregabalin [Lyrica], 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 100mg diphenhydramine, and 800mg cimetidine as a potentiator.
I doubt I need to say this, but this feels really good. May see if I can smoke a tiny bit of meth residue from a pipe - would not be much.
I think a good dose of glaucine is less expensive and as good as an equivalent dose of kratom, but there is a limit to how strong the opiate type effects get. Going higher brings on more psychedelic effects. It is not a great psychedelic, but it is fun and maybe if I had plugged like 500-600mg at once instead of spreading it out so far like before, it might prove to be more worthwhile. I could see it being great with cannabis or maybe in combination with a traditional psychedelic. Maybe it would be a decent one it self if I had plugged half a gram at once,.
I left a rather cryptic message a week or so ago. Probably sounded like I was completely nuts, but a guest in the house who wouldn't leave, kept hanging with a woman he said was under investigation by the DEA, and that he had a warrant for his arrest (these lies were told to my mom, she told me - had no idea what the DEA actually was and did not tell me it was this "guest's story") had me believing it was true - it came from my mother's mouth - probably stole a $1,500 generator and my nephew's new bike (last time, he took my other nephew's new cell phone before he left a week or two after Christmas - my mom called later from another number and he answered and still denied the theft - we think he lied about the arrest warrant so he'd have an excuse to quit his job - he'd leave at night and in the morning, his SUV would be between a hedgerow on one side and bushes on the other, in a dark area not lit by the pole light - we (my parents and I) think he was coming into the yard there to meet people to sell stolen property to. He made this comment one day that he did not think they would arrest him unless someone called Crime Stoppers - this is usually done when something valuable is stolen and someone has information, why he said it I don't know), got a big bag of meth , many times maybe 15-20 times as much what he and I used together the night we smoked it (and I for a while at times got anxiety, thinking I overdosed and my blood pressure got as high as 180/115 pulse 120s - most of the time my pulse was below 100 and BP closer to 160/100 or lower and I think I enjoyed most of it, but I felt much more depressed and felt brain damaged for 2 or 3 weeks afterward) laying out and when I told him he needed to put it up, he told me he was going out to sell it in small amounts to make a profit so he could buy more and pay car payments and parole fees. The garage/partially converted room was littered with drug bags and he'd have insulin syringes and needles scattered around, he had precursors to make what he loved so much and intended to make it, but said he take it out in a field out of town and not do it on our property - but he is a liar.
Taking all of this together, I thought there was a good chance a search warrant would be issued and my pet raccoon would be taken and likely killed, and I'd never see him again and he'd be dead or taken away where he would not be happy - it is clear to me he is happy and much better off than wild raccoons (most don't make it past 3 or 3.5 years old at best, mainly due to people killing them, except when my depression is so bad that I see sadness and depression in others when it isn't really even there) - he should live to over 10 years old, if I am taking care of him right, over 15. Rarely they make it past age 20. He has lots of toys to play with and lots of attention from humans - mostly me, a lot from my mom, a little from my nephews - doesn't have to look for water or risk starvation, gets medical care - he seems very happy. In his case, if he wasn't a pet, he would have been killed anyway.
I don't think it was irrational to fear a search warrant given those activities and plans and the lies I was led to believe.
This "guest", a psychopath who promised to get revenge, I hear is terrorizing an ex-girlfriend, impersonates people on facebook and sends hateful messages to their loved ones, dumps another ex a few days after she has a miscarriage by making sure she sees him making out with another woman, uses one woman he pretends to love because she gives him money and takes care of his shit while fucking a younger really sexy married woman who is similar to him in that she uses him for the money he gets from the other woman until the husband finds out and threatens him with a gun, told my sister and others lies about me such as "I was standing in the living room in front of my parents and two nephews, making death threats against them while shooting up drugs" - I had not shot up anything but psychedelics and never in his presence or the presence of my family nor can I recall any death threats since I was maybe young 20s - maybe I have said I wish people would die when angry but I always apologize if I get out of line and I don't remember saying anything worse than I should have been aborted and I'd like to find the bitch who gave birth and get revenge (maybe I said kill - he was not living here then). He never apologizes. He is a narcissistic psychopath. He is my brother. My mom complained about all these things such as finding he lied about the warrant and told him she was going to start padlocking the gates at night (I don't know if she even said it was due to him - a generator worth $1,500 was stolen (probably by him) and she may have used that as the reason) and he got really pissed off. He started talking about how she loves me more than him, she treats him bad and me like I'm something special (if I was doing what he was doing, I doubt she'd put up with me either). He had been trying to get my youngest sister to hate everyone but it ended up backfiring so he got back at her by pretending to love one of her bosses, moving in, milking her of some money, and her sister recognized what he was doing, warning her like my sister did. Now I hear he is terrorizing her. I heard he sent death threats as he did to my/his sister. He promised revenge when he left this house. I tried to get him to just stop arguing and end the fight/argument with my mom when they were apart, but he did not listen. He treated me like shit earlier when I told him things that our mom wasn't happy with to try to get him to tone it down and what I got in return was accusations that I made up those lies and told her. I told her nothing - not the meth dealing or plans to make it, not that he had precursors (I only knew that), nor any of the other things I and others saw but he called lies.
He was fucking with my head bad. I was scared, afraid of what would happen to Lucky and the part about suicide was mostly just what I'd do if he was taken away. I'm glad my brother left and has been gone a few days with no contact - maybe he won't come back and if he tries, won't be allowed. I would say let him come back if I thought it would keep him out of prison, but he is making his money being a thief and apparently he does some drug dealing and wants to make meth. He will end up in prison again and I'd rather not have them come here with reason to search the house.
Whosajiggawaaa
Bluelighter
Your racoon would look too precious with a bandana on - and that's pretty cool - wish I had me a pet coon. Missed your posts lol ^.
I would jus find your "friend" a solution in .45 ACP. But cops are more corrupt here and you'd get in trouble lol.
Wake bake and rake baby! Rake lines of dope that is. fffffffffffffffk no idea where next shit is coming from prob more credit.
I would jus find your "friend" a solution in .45 ACP. But cops are more corrupt here and you'd get in trouble lol.
Wake bake and rake baby! Rake lines of dope that is. fffffffffffffffk no idea where next shit is coming from prob more credit.
myloveishim
Bluelighter
^^Yeah I'm not sure where my shit is gonna come from today!
Methacodone
Bluelighter
80mg methadone
25mg promethazine
black cherry og
triple shot espresso
Cigarettes
is what I call a fantastic morning
25mg promethazine
black cherry og
triple shot espresso
Cigarettes
is what I call a fantastic morning
SirTophamHat
Bluelighter
BuzzIN OFF NICOTINE N COFFEE oops/
Got an interview tomorrow for more hours and more pay than my current gig, should find out later this week if I get the position. I'm excited because it would be a big improvement.
Got an interview tomorrow for more hours and more pay than my current gig, should find out later this week if I get the position. I'm excited because it would be a big improvement.
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