Whosajiggawaaa
Bluelighter
Have lowered myoxy dosage a bit just chewed an 80. Not really getting that high any more at all tho. Gonna take a few days semi ct break hopefully bring my tolerance down a tad.
How High Are You? v. Almost The Weekend!
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SirTophamHat
Bluelighter
good job whosajiggawaaa! keep it up.
i just smoked a spliff, feeling dandy. Considering going downtown to an outdoor pizzeria with the pooch.
i just smoked a spliff, feeling dandy. Considering going downtown to an outdoor pizzeria with the pooch.
Whosajiggawaaa
Bluelighter
Yeah, the few day CT break is not reaaaally by choice
just got to wait a few days till my script. But have lowered my daily intake to around 260 mg a day. Also been hitting the chronic quite hard - smoked like a gram of cheese last night, feeling lazy today.Things are still pretty grim, but maybe slightly less grim than before, i'll take that for now.
Rabidrabbit
Bluelighter
I guess I worded that wrong... like Suboxone is in my system but I had dope & coke on top of it.
GrandMasterFrillz
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unfortunately - not very. I've had one spliff.
tentram
Ex-Bluelighter
Well im definitely high after my morning fixes of diazepam n IV morphine and am looking to step down relative to laziness on a sunday morning and snoke me a bowl of my finest nugs of marryjuanas.
Yeeeeeeeee-haaaaaaaaawwww! Lets bring it into home now!
Yeeeeeeeee-haaaaaaaaawwww! Lets bring it into home now!
Decently intoxicated on ketamine, hash, xanax and codeine (although I doubt I really feel the codeine) during a fentanyl withdrawal; codeine only there because I'm coughing up my lungs, going to get dxm based cough medicin monday.
tentram
Ex-Bluelighter
Damn im one stoned mother fucker now!
After finally getting around to chopping up my bowl of weed, i immediatuely smoked to the dome 3 consecutive bongs.
Now, i dont really like the word for several reasons, but im fucked up...like...HARDCORE!
Yew!
After finally getting around to chopping up my bowl of weed, i immediatuely smoked to the dome 3 consecutive bongs.
Now, i dont really like the word for several reasons, but im fucked up...like...HARDCORE!
Yew!
Bob Loblaw
Bluelight Crew
2.5g phenibut, feeling something
Got some dope & some left in a rig from yesterday that I suppose has turned all into morphine now on the agenda for tonight.
Got some dope & some left in a rig from yesterday that I suppose has turned all into morphine now on the agenda for tonight.
SirTophamHat
Bluelighter
nothing like spliffs combined with a few strong ales. i'm having a mighty enjoyable evening. missed my chance to pick up oxy last night, though in retrospect the price was too high to begin with.
Bob Loblaw
Bluelight Crew
Did most of my dope, feeling so sedated.................
I never really felt anything from the phenibut alone, but the dope is doing employee-of-the-month quality work of bringing xanax-like effects from it %).
I never really felt anything from the phenibut alone, but the dope is doing employee-of-the-month quality work of bringing xanax-like effects from it %).
smokemctoke420
Bluelighter
i feel damn good off a bunch of roxi and a nice blunt of some type of dispensary weed.
spacebound
Bluelighter
-started off my afternoon at 3:30 (when I woke up) with a 20mg opana stop sign
-i went and picked up 10 ONAX 2mg xanax bars. i have consumed 2 at this point.
-me and my buddy who was pushing some blow this weekend split 2g cocaine while he trapping we did this in a way to get super twacked, then cool down and smoke and smoke a joint then repeat; we broke down half grams at a time and split it into 1 line per person
-we drank an 18pack of budweiser
-an old acquaintance of mine who no longer lives in the same city as me drove 2 and a half hours to come get an eightball from my boy, and he had roxy30s with him. he hooked me up at lower than normal prices and even gave me a FREE one because i had helped him in the past so much and he never got to say bye before he moved.
i just smoked 3 bowls out of my bong and am so fucked up
-i went and picked up 10 ONAX 2mg xanax bars. i have consumed 2 at this point.
-me and my buddy who was pushing some blow this weekend split 2g cocaine while he trapping we did this in a way to get super twacked, then cool down and smoke and smoke a joint then repeat; we broke down half grams at a time and split it into 1 line per person
-we drank an 18pack of budweiser
-an old acquaintance of mine who no longer lives in the same city as me drove 2 and a half hours to come get an eightball from my boy, and he had roxy30s with him. he hooked me up at lower than normal prices and even gave me a FREE one because i had helped him in the past so much and he never got to say bye before he moved.
i just smoked 3 bowls out of my bong and am so fucked up
Pill2Chill
Bluelight Crew
450mg tilidine & 12mg bromazepam, bout to smoke a joint. Gonna b good.
I have this new batch of 2c-e that I'm gonna try in a few weeks.
I've been following a course these past few weeks so I haven't had the time, nor will I have any time for tripping in the near future.
Good for my tolerance! %)
I have this new batch of 2c-e that I'm gonna try in a few weeks.
I've been following a course these past few weeks so I haven't had the time, nor will I have any time for tripping in the near future.
Good for my tolerance! %)
Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
75mg hydrocodone, 30mg temazepam, 50mg promethazine, and 600mg cimetidine to potentiate the hc.
I've got a syringe with a mix of chemicals that I plan to plug in the next few hours. I have the shits at the moment and can't stay off the shitter long enough for the chems to absorb. If I plugged it now, it would probably be a waste.
Here is what is in the mix, so I don't forget:
8mg 4-aco-dmt, 9mg 2c-e, 3mg 3-meo-pcp, 37mg jwh-210 (this would be way too much to smoke, at least for me, but it is just a moderate dose when plugged - the synthetic cannabinoids I've tried that worked plugged or eaten were far less potent that way but it keeps you decently high at least ten times as long as smoked by my estimation.), and a small amount of bk-mbdb - maybe 30-50mg left in folded aluminum foil.
This is quite a low dose for me. I don't want to blast off into orbit or insanity like I usually do right now. I'm looking for a milder experience this time. That should still be fairly strong but it is a lot lower than usual for me. Another reason for the lower dose is that my brother is still staying with my mom and I.
I don't want to go out of my mind around him - kind of afraid he'd do something to embarrass me or I'd tell him something about myself he doesn't need to know because he would never stop making fun of it or he'd be really critical of me - not critical in a constructive way - he'd probably be mean about it. He'd also spread the word about it to everyone if the past is any indication.
(This paragraph is not about drugs). He was supposed to have a job but could not take it because he's on parole and can't leave the state - that job would require going to Oklahoma for some jobs. He does have a different job now though, and he should get paid and get his own place in another week or so - I'll be glad when he moves back out - he stresses me out really bad, always getting pissed off and often blaming other people for anything that goes wrong (his behavior has improved a lot since he got here a month or so ago - he now tolerates the presence of my bird a lot better and he isn't acting angry as bad. I hope he'll become a nice person some day - he is still treating people badly a lot but he has improved and that gives me hope for him). I have to stay home when he is here so he doesn't steal things. I don't know if he would do that now, but he's done it every time he has come home except last time, and he was only living in my house for two weeks and not left alone at the house much or at all. Staying home all the time makes me more depressed - maybe this episode was triggered by his behavior(which was scaring me and making me sad), how I have to stay home all the time, and how I can't talk about how I am feeling much because he will hear me and he is really critical of my depression because he says he's not depressed even though he had a much worse life than me.
I won't be redosing either - I got what I intend to use and now the chems are locked back up and I don't have the key.
I had lost the bk-MBDB but figured it would show up and it did about a week ago. That is all I have left of it, I dumped my bags of bk-mbdb and pentedrone down the shitter because I got some side effects that scared me. For some reason, I also decided to dump about half of the remaining 2c-e - I wish I hadn't dumped the 2c-e, but at least I kept part of it and it isn't that big of a deal. The others I dumped I am okay with. In the future if I ever use bk-MBDB again, I am only getting one gram. This was done a while back, during my biggest poly-drug binge of all time.
In the case of the bk-MBDB, I used it every day for about five days and was really clenching and grinding my teeth the last couple of days. My gums became really swollen and my teeth were almost completely numb. I thought it was a direct result of the chem at the time, but I am pretty sure now it was just from grinding my teeth so much. I guess I did not need it anyway - it is not nearly as good as MDMA or kb-MDMA/methylone, I had way too much of it, and I was overdoing it to the extreme. The pentedrone caused a weird side effect - a weird feeling in the head, like it was not there as much - kind of like my sense of touch was not working well but not feeling numb. This was similar to but much milder than what happened to someone who used something sold as mephedrone that was probably a different beta ketone.
One big binge of this produced major symptoms of neurotoxicity that had not improved much in the year since in that person and I think either 1 or of his 2 friends who also binged on it - there was a thread in The Dark Side about it. I don't want to end up like they did. It is likely that what they used would not do any noticeable damage if used in moderation, but it might be toxic even with light use. The doses they described would be extremely high for mephedrone or pentedrone. The identity of the chem will never be known, but the positive effects sounded similar to pentedrone, so I am not going to risk using it or similar chems until they have been used long enough by enough people that I can get more info about and have a better idea of the risks.
To change the subject, I think I have done well to not trip for this long when I have a decent amount of things to use - I have not tripped since the last time I posted about tripping in this thread. I think it has been at least a month and probably more. I've never gone that long without tripping when I have access to something to trip on. Also hoping this might help my depression ease up or go away - it has worked many times before. I mainly trip for fun - I want to be clear on that, but this time it is at least just as much about trying to improve my depressed mood.
Maybe I'll get to plug this soon. I made this post a lot longer than I intended, but oh well. Have to run to the shitter now.
I've got a syringe with a mix of chemicals that I plan to plug in the next few hours. I have the shits at the moment and can't stay off the shitter long enough for the chems to absorb. If I plugged it now, it would probably be a waste.
Here is what is in the mix, so I don't forget:
8mg 4-aco-dmt, 9mg 2c-e, 3mg 3-meo-pcp, 37mg jwh-210 (this would be way too much to smoke, at least for me, but it is just a moderate dose when plugged - the synthetic cannabinoids I've tried that worked plugged or eaten were far less potent that way but it keeps you decently high at least ten times as long as smoked by my estimation.), and a small amount of bk-mbdb - maybe 30-50mg left in folded aluminum foil.
This is quite a low dose for me. I don't want to blast off into orbit or insanity like I usually do right now. I'm looking for a milder experience this time. That should still be fairly strong but it is a lot lower than usual for me. Another reason for the lower dose is that my brother is still staying with my mom and I.
I don't want to go out of my mind around him - kind of afraid he'd do something to embarrass me or I'd tell him something about myself he doesn't need to know because he would never stop making fun of it or he'd be really critical of me - not critical in a constructive way - he'd probably be mean about it. He'd also spread the word about it to everyone if the past is any indication.
(This paragraph is not about drugs). He was supposed to have a job but could not take it because he's on parole and can't leave the state - that job would require going to Oklahoma for some jobs. He does have a different job now though, and he should get paid and get his own place in another week or so - I'll be glad when he moves back out - he stresses me out really bad, always getting pissed off and often blaming other people for anything that goes wrong (his behavior has improved a lot since he got here a month or so ago - he now tolerates the presence of my bird a lot better and he isn't acting angry as bad. I hope he'll become a nice person some day - he is still treating people badly a lot but he has improved and that gives me hope for him). I have to stay home when he is here so he doesn't steal things. I don't know if he would do that now, but he's done it every time he has come home except last time, and he was only living in my house for two weeks and not left alone at the house much or at all. Staying home all the time makes me more depressed - maybe this episode was triggered by his behavior(which was scaring me and making me sad), how I have to stay home all the time, and how I can't talk about how I am feeling much because he will hear me and he is really critical of my depression because he says he's not depressed even though he had a much worse life than me.
I won't be redosing either - I got what I intend to use and now the chems are locked back up and I don't have the key.
I had lost the bk-MBDB but figured it would show up and it did about a week ago. That is all I have left of it, I dumped my bags of bk-mbdb and pentedrone down the shitter because I got some side effects that scared me. For some reason, I also decided to dump about half of the remaining 2c-e - I wish I hadn't dumped the 2c-e, but at least I kept part of it and it isn't that big of a deal. The others I dumped I am okay with. In the future if I ever use bk-MBDB again, I am only getting one gram. This was done a while back, during my biggest poly-drug binge of all time.
In the case of the bk-MBDB, I used it every day for about five days and was really clenching and grinding my teeth the last couple of days. My gums became really swollen and my teeth were almost completely numb. I thought it was a direct result of the chem at the time, but I am pretty sure now it was just from grinding my teeth so much. I guess I did not need it anyway - it is not nearly as good as MDMA or kb-MDMA/methylone, I had way too much of it, and I was overdoing it to the extreme. The pentedrone caused a weird side effect - a weird feeling in the head, like it was not there as much - kind of like my sense of touch was not working well but not feeling numb. This was similar to but much milder than what happened to someone who used something sold as mephedrone that was probably a different beta ketone.
One big binge of this produced major symptoms of neurotoxicity that had not improved much in the year since in that person and I think either 1 or of his 2 friends who also binged on it - there was a thread in The Dark Side about it. I don't want to end up like they did. It is likely that what they used would not do any noticeable damage if used in moderation, but it might be toxic even with light use. The doses they described would be extremely high for mephedrone or pentedrone. The identity of the chem will never be known, but the positive effects sounded similar to pentedrone, so I am not going to risk using it or similar chems until they have been used long enough by enough people that I can get more info about and have a better idea of the risks.
To change the subject, I think I have done well to not trip for this long when I have a decent amount of things to use - I have not tripped since the last time I posted about tripping in this thread. I think it has been at least a month and probably more. I've never gone that long without tripping when I have access to something to trip on. Also hoping this might help my depression ease up or go away - it has worked many times before. I mainly trip for fun - I want to be clear on that, but this time it is at least just as much about trying to improve my depressed mood.
Maybe I'll get to plug this soon. I made this post a lot longer than I intended, but oh well. Have to run to the shitter now.
Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
I wish I could get something out of such a low dose, but I likely would not feel it.
Seriously, theres EAM-2201 now?!I literally just found out about MAM-2201. Ive only smoked AM-2201/122 before.
Never tried the 122, but AM-2201 is probably the least enjoyable of the ones I've tried - JWH-018, 073 , and 210 and AM-2201. The JWH-210 and 073 are the best of those, IMO.
I intend to order some more chems soon as I am low on JWH-210 and 3-meo-pcp and there are several other things I'm really just dying to try. I'll be trying at least a couple of cannabinoids I haven't used. I haven't read much about it, but AKB48 sounds good. 5F-AKB48 could be a lot more potent. I think the relationship between those two is the same as that between JWH-018 and AM-2201. AM-2201 is a lot more potent than JWH-018. The effects of those two are really similar. I might not be able to tell the difference between those by the effects, but the AM-2201 was significantly harder on my lungs than the others I have tried - not immediately noticeable, but a few days of heavy use had my coughing bad for over a week.
The following quote from Wikipedia describes the relationship better than I can (though with a different cannabinoid - 5F-AKB48 is not listed on Wikipedia. It is possible that I am wrong about the chemical relationship):
Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
Yeah, the few day CT break is not reaaaally by choice
Things are still pretty grim, but maybe slightly less grim than before, i'll take that for now.
Sorry things are still so bad for you, but I am glad to hear maybe something has improved. I hope it doesn't upset you for me to ask this, but how is your mother? I know not good, but you said things were slightly less grim and I was wondering if maybe something has changed for the better with her prognosis or symptoms.
I have looked for information for you like I said I would, but haven't found anything that seems like it would help much. My depression came back bad though and I did not spend nearly as much time as I intended or wanted to and I'm sorry for that. I will try to look some more in the next few days for you - I know I found some things when I was looking for experimental and alternative treatments for breast cancer that sounded like they could help when I was looking for my mom and I hope I can find something that could benefit your mom. Your mother has a rarer type of cancer, but maybe I can find something useful - it is probably a longshot though.
I do hope you can get your tolerance lowered some more, even if only so the oxy will work better for you. Unless you have an unlimited supply of opiates, you'll end up only being able to take enough to not get sick or you'll run out and go into withdrawal. I've been there with poppies and hydrocodone (not horrible withdrawals - bad, but not like what I have read about, probably because I had things like lomotil or was able to taper off, just with too low of a dose or too short of a time. I also never ran out for long) and it is not fun.
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