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How High Are You? v. Almost The Weekend!

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Had a really fun day going through tons of junk at a sale to find things to resell for a profit. Found a 14kt gold necklace, some probably real silver spoons, Coca-Cola stuff, and various other things. There were lots of medicine bottles mixed in with the junk. A few were not empty. Two contained worthless pills (a cholesterol lower and oral albuterol). Did find 11 hydroxyzine pills I stuck in my pocket. There was a five year old bottle of hytussin about 1/3 full which I drank right there with two of the hydroxyzine pills. Also found bottle of old rat poison containing thallium - this has been illegal since 1973 and one containing an arsenic compound. Also found a container of strychnine.

I saw this large canister about 3/4 liter in volume and noticed that it was an old meprobamate container. I picked it up and it had stuff in it. I shook it and heard things shaking inside. I was so excited! I opened it up and it was only full of buttons. That was a bummer. It is quite old and there is a market for medical things like that, so I bought it and will resell it. Too bad it wasn't full of pills.

I don't know how much hydrocodone I have taken since the bottle did not list the dose. I had 37.5mg this morning. Had 45mg temazepam a couple of hours ago. I am really high so there must have been a good dose of hydrocodone in that cough syrup I found.

I may get to go back and look some more. They are moving the end of the month and they are giving my mom their dog. Maybe I'll get to look for more shit then or maybe they'll just leave all the junk in the storage sheds when they leave and I can see if I missed anything good, especially more drugs. If I could find an empty huge meprobamate container, hydrocodone, and hydroxyzine out there, who knows what I could have missed? There was too much for me to go through in a day.


Well, I'm glad to see you're still alive! I wasn't sure we were going to see a post from you again. Please take it easy, seek help if you can...

T*R: Shit dude. Please don't kill yourself. There are more reasons than you think to keep going. PM me if you want to talk.

I'm not high right now but whenever I read Tryp's posts it's just like "wow!" But yea I joined BL shortly after him, and really guys, this is the way Tryp does things. His posts have been consistently like that (not always HIGH HIGH doses, but definitely MULTIPLE combos), so he's not someone lying/dicksizing.

I just have to ask this question since I'm on the topic of pretty intense "How High Are You?" posts..

Any of you guys remember RyanM? LMFAO. NOW THAT GUY WAS CRAZY! I wonder if he's even alive right now...

Hey, just wanted to say thanks for the concern and what I did was very stupid. I have somehow managed to come out of that extreme state of depression over the last two days. Maybe it is actually over - I hope so. It has never ended so quickly from such a bad state without tripping on something (tripping won't work if I do it very often). I really don't know why I wanted to die. I wanted to die really bad for about a week and at times I was doing things to try to prepare for it. I was looking on the internet for someone who could take my pets and care for them at least as well as I do - that was really important to me. One of them is a raccoon and my state passed a stupid fucking law that only allows raccoons to be kept on fur farms(to be killed) or for "canned hunts" (lazy sociopathic hunter goes to shoot the animal when it is released into a large enclosed area from which it can't escape). Finding a place for him would be really hard.

Glad I no longer want/need to do that. I am glad to be alive and I plan on sticking around for quite a long time to come (though you never know).

When the depression gets to that level, I don't think I am really able to look at things very rationally and that makes things worse and harder to control. When I look back at some of the things I have done to intentionally harm myself, suicide attempts, accidental overdoses, and several close calls not involving drugs. like coming within inches of being run over by a cow when I was 8, and being so sick when I was about a year old that the doctors thought I might die (my mom told me about that) I wonder why the fuck am I not dead yet and I find the things I've done to myself frightening when I look back.

Wasn't he always using really large amounts of stimulants? Don't remember exactly what though. Around the same time, I starting tripping like 2-3 times per week. RyanM had a lot of people commenting on how bad what he was doing was and I was getting a number of people commenting about my excessive psychedelic use and telling me I needed to slow it down. Someone made a prediction that I would lose my mind from what I was doing but RyanM might stop and live a more normal life (something like that - don't remember how it was worded).

If you just read my posts in Drug Culture, you might think I have fucked my mind up permanently from all the tripping. If you have read my Dark Side posts, you know that I was nuts before I touched drugs and I had a really traumatic childhood and I have lots of problems from that. I was most insane from the time I was 16 until after I turned 18 due to psychotic depression, which ended within hours of ingesting a large dose of HBWR seeds - my first trip.

Also, thanks for the offers to talk, SirTophamHat and Captain.Heroin(in the Dark Side post). Maybe I would have taken you up on that if I had been on Bluelight at the right time.
 
Smoked a joint and took two chlorzoxazone an hour ago, followed by a massive shot of meclizine, 20mg ambien and 48mg hydromorphone. High like Jesus!
 
high as a kite. smoked a shit ton of kief throughout the day, including about 5 mins ago, plus ive eaten some oxy and been smoking dank all day.
 
Sitting here with a 1.14L bottle of vodka beside me. I'm slowly drinking it.

I've been trying to get at least ONE of my friends to come over and keep me company, cuz i have the whole house to my self. I got a bunch of "yea I'll come" and "I'm on my way" and "I'll call you back" and "hold up we'll go after I take a shit."

Flop. Flop. Flop. Flop.

Guess I'm getting drunk by myself tonight.
 
Not nearly as high as I should be on this dose of fentanyl; and not due to tolerance nor due to a lack of quality, I shouldn't really have a tolerance and the product is fine; my brain just isn't very receptive to feeling calm and content >.<
 
Been smoking danks all day, haven't had a day like this in a while.
Got so high i spilled beer on my modem earlier, it stopped working for a while scared me shitless.
 
Just woke up and I already have a Candy Kush joint in my mouth, gonna smoke some space haze after that. I'll be smoking all day. =D

EDIT: +400mg tramadol XR parachuted and 36mg bromazepam. I think this should get me nodding with the right amount of weed. ;)
 
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Sadly got no money, so no weed for Sero today :(, Just popped 20mg of Amphetamine at 4am, so pulling an all nighter and fucking with my computer, pretty lame
 
0,75mg Alprazolam
some tiny hits of Hash through the vape. first time in a long time and I wouldn't dare w/o the alprazolam tbh. but I really missed being high of Cannabis.
 
bupre + 100mg hydroxyzine + 10mg addy plug + a fat resin ball with a small nug of weed + ciggies!

i was craving sooper bad and so i decided to go carpet diving and to my surprise, i found 2x 50mg hydroxyzine pills in my backpack, half of a 20mg addy IR tab that i dropped on the floor, a good sized nug of marywanna, and a good american spirit ciggie!! i also found some leftover bupre bottles i didnt know i had!! they were caked in leftover powder in my leftover bupre bottles and the same straw that i have been using for the past 8-9months for snorting bupre. drew up 1ml of water, and squirted the water through each of my bottles, and then the straw onto a spoon that i used to shoot up roxi the other day! there was still a good bit of blue gunk leftover because i nodded out and forgot to clean it. the solution came out all white and cloudy!!! i started to drooool O_O
 
i'm high, which is good. right now i have a lot on my mind 8( but i'm sure things will work themselves out
 
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