How High Are You? v. All The Tiny Pupils

[Bob Loblaw]

.5mg subutex SL
Bowl of herb
Cup of yerba mate
Rhodiola rosea
Açaí berry poptart
Fish oil

No cigarette. Haven't had one in over 36 hours. Let's see if I can do this or if it's just not possible.

I OTOH have been smoking like cray today. I rarely smoke unless I am durnk or doped, so today I am smoked.

I'm also gonna have to get my roommate to smoke another bowl w me tonight when he gets in. Fucking hell I rarely toke either & I was getting minor visuals from that herb.




Lol, topper, u paedant bastard ;

 

[Whosajiggawaaa]

Another 80 OC, chewed. dont even wanna work out the days total. I always am good till like 10 pm thats when I just cant stop taking oxycodone!

 

[Thanatos]

Feeling way to wired on caffiene and weird as always bc I took my olanzapine and depakote but haven't touched a benzo in over a day so my w/d symptoms are starting to manifest. Basically counting down the hours until I can start popping my somas and dissolving some clonazepam under my tongue.

Healthier than getting drunk though right?

 

[Whosajiggawaaa]

Half an OC 80. Wat a fk up. Gonna take my bp to make sure its even safe to take some type of a sleeper.

 

[Pill2Chill]

^That's 540mg oxy and 2mg xanax today. Please be sensible and just skip the sleep meds for today.

Be safe man.

/e: Just noticed it's been a while since that last post. I hope you read this before taking any more benzos. I know your tolerance is skyhigh. However, that will never make you invincible. And that is a seriously risky dose of oxy to be adding benzos to.

 

[SirTophamHat]

chillin on 5mg of valium and a big mug of white tea, my favorite beverage in the whole world :D

in roughly 90 minutes i'll be smoking a couple spliffs, maybe play some video games or watch tv, read, whatever.

 

[smokemctoke420]

im high as balls and pim sol glad i gfot hat vivotrol shot. but now i i have to take 149 mgs of sub from now to next wed, i aslo got scripted hydroxyine #60 a motnh w 2 refills.

right now im high a fucl on

100 mg hydroxyine
4mgs etizolam
weed
24 mgs of of sub and tommorrow i gotta take 32

 

[highhooked]

About 1mg of suboxone partly plugged after 24 hours of my last dose of ron...worked really good. Also on like 4mg of etizolam though an drinking a few beers ha so that could help. Opiate withdrawal obliterated though fer sure.

I really need to spend my money on weed and fuck off on the ron if im gonna be using etizolam (not planning on stopping). My bro can get the best fucking bud dude.

 

[FadedTryptamine]

Feeling great. 45mgs of hydrocodone, 1mg of alprazolam and puffing on some cigarettes atm.

 

[highhooked]

Added .5mg sub plugged an 1mg etizolam. Ahhh soo comfy.

 

[weekend addiction]

I really need to spend my money on weed and fuck off on the ron if im gonna be using etizolam (not planning on stopping). My bro can get the best fucking bud dude.

People say I spend too much on weed but coming from a dope habit I'm saving tons. I'm drinking malt liquor and baked, took something to help me sleep, and now I'm just chilled. Hopefully a good nights sleep ahead. Its been a bitch of a day. A bitch of a winter in general.

 

[sub21lime]

Feeling pretty good atm. Smoked a 20 of speed with a couple buddys then ivd 2mgs of bupe( couldn't find any other opiate :/ and been smoking bud all night

 

[highhooked]

Exactly. Coming from a dope habit man id prolly od on weed if I tried to keep up with what my heroin budget is haha.honestly.

 

[Whosajiggawaaa]

^ yeah I just ended up passing out. fk that was bad. Just starting today with 40 mg. But I like hr and i remember my bp was 120/70 and normal pulse. always a big drop if heading for trouble. That was only a slight drop in bp.

I really shouldn't have done that though. Been getting by on 3 a day for quite a while.

That said 80 this morning and feeling positive.

 

[BlueSaffron]

Did a lot of dope tonight... still have a little left in the spoon but I think I should leave it be and go get in bed - my eyes are so pinned. Goodnight, bluelight.

 

[Whosajiggawaaa]

Lol that's how mine are 24/7. Nice eye btw.

OT: another 80. making the morning/early pms total to 160 - reasonable. I'll be happy if I end the day around 300 mgs.

+ 80 (1 OC 40 AND 2 ir 20S oXYNORM). Feeling unstoppable.

20 mg oxazepam + 20 mg oxy insta release.

+3 bongs of old school swazi gold. + 60 mg more oxy

Feeling goooooooooood.

 

[SirTophamHat]

smoked some weed, gonna take a nice T break after I smoke the remainder of it later tonight. Starting to get the munchies, thinking either noodles or maybe BLT w cheese.

 

[Whosajiggawaaa]

Lol that's how mine are 24/7. Nice eye btw.

OT: another 80. making the morning/early pms total to 160 - reasonable. I'll be happy if I end the day around 300 mgs.

+ 80 (1 OC 40 AND 2 ir 20S oXYNORM). Feeling unstoppable.

20 mg oxazepam + 20 mg oxy insta release.

+3 bongs of old school swazi gold. + 60 mg more oxy

Feeling goooooooooood.

Add 1 OC 80, 1 oc 40, 50 mg oxazepam, and 5 oxynorm 20s. Not high enough. Fk, sigh, the boredom and the nights (week) always fk me. tryna do this 240 mg a day dosage thing. What I've taken is way over.

 

[SirTophamHat]

whosajiggawaaa i'm not telling you what to do with your life, just please consider starting a long-term serious taper sooner than later. in the long it's merely easier on us humans physically and mentally to avoid constant high dosing.

i had a friend who was addicted to the point of sniffing multiple opana 40mg pills per day (considerably more potent than oxycodone as im sure you know) and i'm still thankful to this day he was able to recover and not progress to needling every day or worse, OD. he too started off using them for pain just like you and so many of us. it's possible to progress slowly, at a rate of your own comfort. anyway i feel like i'm proselytizing so i'll shut up.

i can't wait to get this weekend over with (or at least the next two days) busy bee that's me!

OT: still baked, starting to wane.

 

[Whosajiggawaaa]

whosajiggawaaa i'm not telling you what to do with your life, just please consider starting a long-term serious taper sooner than later. in the long it's merely easier on us humans physically and mentally to avoid constant high dosing.

i had a friend who was addicted to the point of sniffing multiple opana 40mg pills per day (considerably more potent than oxycodone as im sure you know) and i'm still thankful to this day he was able to recover and not progress to needling every day or worse, OD. he too started off using them for pain just like you and so many of us. it's possible to progress slowly, at a rate of your own comfort. anyway i feel like i'm proselytizing so i'll shut up.

i can't wait to get this weekend over with (or at least the next two days) busy bee that's me!

OT: still baked, starting to wane.

Thanks for the concern Mr Hat

I've told all my friends IRL (well the close true ones - I had to borrow money for pills so I had to). and they pressuring me too. I have a good week where I stick to what i'm supposed to, then a week with a few nights of fk ups (massive ones tho, embaressed to even say figures here), problem is you can't undue a fuckup like that because of tolerance without suffering for a few weeks to get back down. If my taper fails (over the next few months) I might consider a 21 day detox - inpatient. Paid for by my health insurance. I've got that all set up. I'm feeling shit more than I'm feeling good I would say.

I'm not finishing my degree which was making my mom so proud (when I was raking in distinctions), cos I can't bring myself to go into campus feeling so shit (and cos I wanted the tuition money). I only have a few courses left too.

OT: benzoed and oxied. ssdd, swazi's worn off and I've run out.