I recently in the past week sneezed and felt a pain where my adductor muscles in the thigh connect to the groin/undercarriage. I'm thinking it is a sports hernia. I lived with a hernia on the other side, inguinal, for 17 years.
My dad was exposed to agent orange, and smoked around my mother during her pregnancy. My brother developed breasts and has weight problems. He was first born. My sister lucked out as far as I can tell. Very pretty IMO. But she has bleached a "mustache" since she hit puberty. I don't know how common that is. I was third born and have suffered chronic ear infections my entire life-- well up until I discovered that a milk allergy was causing all of the inflammation, which caused all of the infections. That occurred at around 27, when I finally found out. At that point my longest continuous infection lasted about 6 months... And may have just been a constant allergic reaction, though I had infections when I was younger that lasted weeks and came back two weeks after knocked them out. At around age 20 I began to experience some of the most excrutiating pain I've ever known, in my face. It was disabling, the pain was. and due to the milk allergy. It put me into a state of chronic inflammation, in hindsight I should have connected that when I got stung by a bee, that it felt similarly, but I thought it was a jaw disorder because that's where a lot of the pain was. The trigeminal I'm sure had inflammation constantly around it.
At the time when the allergy went into that phase at around 20, I also started to hear voices. In layer years I found that they would be condemning and mean when I was suffering from reactions, and when I drank caffeine, more than when I wasn't experiencing the level of allergy. I am probably always having some form of inflammation. Age 20 my social life took a hit. I isolated myself. Talking was easier before, and then with the strange sensations and pain, and mental anguish, and voices that were new and causing me paranoia, I withdrew. I struggled. People thought it was the drugs. Some. I was strong enough to hide it and keep up with some. Omega 3s reduced some of the paranoid symptoms, and inflammation.
I shouldn't really be telling my entire story I guess.
My head was cut into when I was 12 or so, because the chronic infections caused a tumor. I beat my head into the wall when suffering from it, the inflammation and pressure in my head very uncomfortable, having chronic infections and an ear drum that ruptured every morning to seep puss. An exploratory surgery to find the problem as nothing definitive was revealed in CT or MRI, revealed the tumor. I was in surgery 8 hours that time. Modifed mastoidectomy. Then they later reconstructed the ear, as it had been excavated of the disease in the prior surgery, the canal as it was destroyed/heavily altered, and two out of three ear bones gone, and of course the spongy part of the mastoid.
My teeth aren't well off. You can't tell from my smile but the back teeth have trouble... Largely from years of bruxing and consuming lots of caffeine- something I did to battle the tension of reactions.
Hmm.
Gallbladder disease.
I have had blood in my stool twice in the past month, but I think its what I'm consuming. Lots and lots of kelp, in powder form, and apple cider vinegar (16 oz a day) and lots of apple juice.
I lived off of hemp seeds alone for 2+ years, minus the occasional experimenting and chicken livers. I did that because I was very afraid of food. I was afraid of not feeling well. Hemp seeds made me feel alright, where just about everything else messed me up.
Then hemp seeds gave me diarrhea, and more and more I couldn't tolerate batches of them due to contamination or bacteria load.
Now I eat chicken and hemp seed oil. And take vitamins in powders. I should eat apples, but I drink so much unfiltered apple juice too. I may have a low grade allergy to it as my right nostril always has bloody boogers at the end of the day. This could be why my stool has red in it sometimes.
I can't handle perfume, or any man made fragrance. I can tolerate the smell of gasoline easier. Fragrance can give me anywhere from burning mouth/skin and a headache to a full on inflammatory response, felt in my throat. Nausea happens too. As well it effects my mood... Or I just get really pissed. I don't show it to others but I at these times wish they would disappear.
I didn't get a cold this year. I rarely do at all. Ill think I am getting one and it turns out to be a reaction to something. I haven't got the flu in a long time. This could be an upside to an immune system that fights everything. People assume I am healthy. My family tells me how good I look. I weigh 170 at 183-184 cm and two years ago when they worried, I weighed 120, with clothing on. But I'm about the same level of health. I feel about the same. In ways I felt better then, but that could have been because I wasnt metabolizing much.
I can't give myself a rating.
