raizanthelostone
Greenlighter
Guess I'll start !
Drug use gave me Generalised Anxiety Disorder and Depression (was already depressed but it made it worse) and turned me into a person who used drugs as a means to banish them emotions and find some feeling of happiness. I now struggle with anxiety, panic attacks, depression, HPPD and hallucinations (of people at random occurrences). It effected my life by making me more isolated, broke, damaging relationships with friends and my sports coach and attempts at pursuing a professional sporting ambition of mine, adding stress to my relationship, and left me in a very bad mental state that transitioned from being suicidal to a state where I was so scared of dying that I'd have panic attacks that I have to deal with daily, especially trying to come back down to reality after being in a state where I was 'somewhere else' for so long. That long hard drop back to reality was probably the hardest experience I ever faced. The plus side? I am more enlightened and am a much wiser person for it, I don't fully have my emotions under control but slowly by slowly I am gaining control of my life and getting my shit together and am on the journey to recovery.
But yeah, share share share ! I'm curious to see how its shaped other peoples lives too! Whether it be negative or positive.
Drug use gave me Generalised Anxiety Disorder and Depression (was already depressed but it made it worse) and turned me into a person who used drugs as a means to banish them emotions and find some feeling of happiness. I now struggle with anxiety, panic attacks, depression, HPPD and hallucinations (of people at random occurrences). It effected my life by making me more isolated, broke, damaging relationships with friends and my sports coach and attempts at pursuing a professional sporting ambition of mine, adding stress to my relationship, and left me in a very bad mental state that transitioned from being suicidal to a state where I was so scared of dying that I'd have panic attacks that I have to deal with daily, especially trying to come back down to reality after being in a state where I was 'somewhere else' for so long. That long hard drop back to reality was probably the hardest experience I ever faced. The plus side? I am more enlightened and am a much wiser person for it, I don't fully have my emotions under control but slowly by slowly I am gaining control of my life and getting my shit together and am on the journey to recovery.
But yeah, share share share ! I'm curious to see how its shaped other peoples lives too! Whether it be negative or positive.