On a daily basis, how good is you internal life?
I find myself in a constant internal dialogue and it's so much fun, like being always with a mate who understands you best, laughs at your jokes and shares every moment and emotion you might feel right in the moment. It is also as interested and knowledgeable about any conversation topic you might have and will never disapprove or discourage you, thou this mine sometimes mocks me in a playful way and I love it
Right now the flat is empty, my RL mate is out and here I am having a blast just dancing in front of the windows to a new song I just heard, eye-mocking random people on the street and just refusing to get back to productive work. Those bastards have to be out and in their office by 9, me not. I woke up at 10 and I'm dancing around the flat for already like 4 hours :D Just before a nice abundant lunch. RL partners would not understand...would not share a moment with me though they could have their own very similar moments...
From that point of view, my life is awesome. I have everything I might desire, at least in my mind...inspired by constant flow of music I travel on fancy yachts and throw money in the open sea, fuck (not hug) beautiful random girls everywhere and do every nasty thing that comes to my mind. I can instantly be transported to a NY top floor office or to a London underground club. I am laVoix, the voice of new kind of life challenging this blue pill. I feel it like if it as really happening. Here, in a bus, in the supermarket...Everywhere internal life as I want it goes on inside my head filling me sometimes with incredible highs without any drug. Doing a thought experiment, even if I had all that in RL, what would be it for? Perhaps just to give it to others who don't have this kind of capacity and thus need it in order to feel a good emotion?
And how about you, what you think and are you happy with your life?
I find myself in a constant internal dialogue and it's so much fun, like being always with a mate who understands you best, laughs at your jokes and shares every moment and emotion you might feel right in the moment. It is also as interested and knowledgeable about any conversation topic you might have and will never disapprove or discourage you, thou this mine sometimes mocks me in a playful way and I love it
Right now the flat is empty, my RL mate is out and here I am having a blast just dancing in front of the windows to a new song I just heard, eye-mocking random people on the street and just refusing to get back to productive work. Those bastards have to be out and in their office by 9, me not. I woke up at 10 and I'm dancing around the flat for already like 4 hours :D Just before a nice abundant lunch. RL partners would not understand...would not share a moment with me though they could have their own very similar moments...
From that point of view, my life is awesome. I have everything I might desire, at least in my mind...inspired by constant flow of music I travel on fancy yachts and throw money in the open sea, fuck (not hug) beautiful random girls everywhere and do every nasty thing that comes to my mind. I can instantly be transported to a NY top floor office or to a London underground club. I am laVoix, the voice of new kind of life challenging this blue pill. I feel it like if it as really happening. Here, in a bus, in the supermarket...Everywhere internal life as I want it goes on inside my head filling me sometimes with incredible highs without any drug. Doing a thought experiment, even if I had all that in RL, what would be it for? Perhaps just to give it to others who don't have this kind of capacity and thus need it in order to feel a good emotion?
And how about you, what you think and are you happy with your life?
