weed is my drug, i reckon. i do it just about every day, along with a select few friends. get high, listen to some trance, play on the playstation 3/xbox 360, go to the shop, eat sweet foods as well as those lovely take aways, drink lotsof Monster energy drinks... relax. take the mind away from stresses, enjoy my life and have the crack (not literally, that's disgusting)whilst im young and whilst i can. when i have real responsibilites, the habit will die down; i promise.
i'd like to say pills are, but they aren't. they're the best drug, but not MY drug. yeah, there's nothing better than pilled up out of your nut in a pure euphoric state at a rave. but i would never want to take those often, therefore i try not to, and dont, think of them that way; i actually feel bad to myself, paranoid and uncomfortable the next day about the pills i've taken because they're such evil little things when the buzz wears off and i feel like total shit. haven't we all heard 'never again' many times?
anyway, i got off-topic there. yes, i'm stoned!
getting blazed makes me talkative (i chat
so much irrelevant yet interesting bullshit when i've got THC in me) sometimes lazy (depending on the environment... keep me sat still for an extended amount of time on a comfy sofa, and i'll be in dreamland before you know it), sometimes active, i want to have a laugh, and i want to stay active. no watching films. if i watch a film, i mong out and fall asleep after 20 minutes or less. and who doesn't get serious munchies?!?!??! if you say you don't, i really think you're a liar!!
but the buzzes i get have changed, hugely. when i first started out, i used to get so, so high..... i.e. laughing fits, EXTREMELY talkative, very happy.... nowadays (around 18 months later) i have the odd laughing fit, vary between talkative and 'i'm tired f*cking leave me alone' moods (environmental factors). oh, and i have to smoke SO much more nowadays to get high. go back to around May 2008, and you'd see me high as a kite off just a single spliff with 2-3 friends. look at me now, and it'll take me a whole spliff to myself, if not more, to get to that same level. and even then, that level doesn't feel as good as it did back then. i guess i'm chasing the original buzz.
i have a solution to that, though. drink Monster energy along with it, and you'll be more 'up', as well as not smoking it for a while - say a week. then you can get yourself reeeeeal high!!
wow, essay. this is me stoned
