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How do you React to Marijuana?

If I smoke a little I start thinking about all these sexual scenerios and eventually my girlfriend gets it good but if I go over that fine line and smoke too much I have a panic attack like---Oh my god I don't belive I said that to that girl today or Oh my god my neighbors must think I'm a drunken asswhole or Oh my god what kind of Father am I or Oh my god I'm gonna die, or Oh my god my boss must know I think he is a dick and I'm gonna get fired and how the fuck am i gonna pay the bills-----------------so yea, I try not to smoke too much
 
spirits said:
The most intense cannabis experience I have ever had led to me passing out in the que for a gig then spending the rest of the evening having astonishingly vivid OEVs.

Most of the time it just makes me feel great and enhances everything I do, and lets me think about things in a deep, analytical way. Also makes me hungry as fuck :D.
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read my trip report, can you relate?

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?p=7707782#post7707782

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oh the high

It always sort of drags me inside myself, and if I'm not careful, i start going on an endless train of thought and sit absolutely still except for the weird twitches and fidgets I'll get when really stoned. It also depends on dosage, how I have to react in order to get the experience I want on the fade. If it's light I can enjoy it easily, if I get SUPER stoned I will have to deal with all sorts of weird images and anxieties. However I find that in the end the weed will be effecting everyone on some basic level in exactly the same way. Therefore, now that I've learned how to deal with these weird feelings and sensations, I find that I can relate and "manipulate" to my friends better than they can, or manipulate them to be comfortable with me. Thats the thing about weed, always more aware. It used to be I'd feel social anxiety when I'm high, and its still hard not to around sober people, you just have to except that your "fucked up" and laugh about it. It's ridiculous how "faded" you feel yet how aware you are. Anyways I used to get anxious but now i get happy. Ive gone through that cycle a couple times now. It depends on my friends, and on my overall psychology for the last couple weeks, whether its an anxious, paranoid high, or whether its a giddy, entrancing high. It's always revealing, always misleading, always a revelation, always confusing, always constant, always changing, never the same, always affecting everyone the same way, the filters dissolve and rearrange, barriers are built and walls are torn down, feelings are intensified and emotions are dulled, or maybe the other way around, its hard to understand yet very clear at the same time, in the end everything is opposite, different, unique, yet everything is moved by the same force, connected by the same energy, undeniably inseparable. Being high is always about the EXPERIENCE though, and how it changes it. If its about DISTRACTION, then it's bad. If its about learning, loving, experiencing, then it's good. Being high always makes things more epic, in the end. I don't know if any of this was true, but I want to get high again.
 
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Me? well i love to draw (pictures below)
my highs (not only from weed) are VERY influenced from my creativity
especially when i rarely do LSD
whenever i draw high, the ideas flow onto the paper.
I tend to pay attention to detail when im smoking (i.e. sounds, scenery, etc.)
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themilkyway-1.jpg

woahface-1.jpg

%) the second one was a picture drawn on lsd
 
WOW ^ those are amazing, you truely have a talent. Im stoked, if your keen post some more up. Keep experimenting cause you really got some skills.

peace
cam

EDIT: last one is definately my favourite. The LSD one looks cool except its too small I cant really look at the finer detail.
 
miggerish said:
weed is very weird stuff for the first 3 years i was very high and happy not a care in the word, then weed slowly started becoming less fun and actually my high becoming more edgy and then i would start feeling a little bit paranoid too, and some tiems i would have small anxieties the next day like nothing too big just like worrying about things more than usal the day after getting high. now i try to stay away form it or also combining with alcohol takes edge off of it. does anyone else can share this experience or relate to what my i am saying?
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I smoked weed everyday for 13 years. Then recently about 6 months ago, i started to get panic attacks while high, like all of the sudden i would feel really hot and my heart would feel like it was pounding and my arms and face would begin tingling. I dunno if i have just toasted my brain's abilty to get blazed or what. Now i still smoke but like only one lil puff every few hours when i do it. I prolly blaze this way about 3-4 times a week.

I used to go through an ounce of regs a week or an ounce of nugs every month. Now with my current anxiety on weed i cant even smoke regs, i get instant anxiety with no good effects. I can smoke nugs but like i said only very small amounts at a time and a quarter will now last me for like two months.

You would think the logical answer would be to just stop getting blazed if it gives you anxiety but i love it to much or i loved it i should say. I really wish i could do it like before i really miss feeling relaxed with out a care in the world.

I wanna know why all of the sudden i cant tolerate herb the way i used too.
 
OpiYum said:
Pot is not really consistent for me, which is why I stopped smoking (except for every now and then). I think that it is often too strong for me and I feel like I am very dissociated from everything/everyone like my timing is off/slow; I often feel bloated; sometimes my heart beats fast; I feel fuzziness around my head; I feel tired, but can't sleep; I can't keep track of the few thoughts that I have. I have a hard time connecting with people. I laugh, but often forget why I am laughing. I can really feel music when stoned. I also have no motivation to do responsible things -- return calls, read, pay bills, chores, anything serious.

I took that personality test many times throughout the years and I am an ENFP
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I am in the same boat, I smoke infrequently and when I do quality time with people usually doesnt work out. Music though, music is probably why I insist on smoking now and again still.
 
BTrips said:
Me? well i love to draw (pictures below)
my highs (not only from weed) are VERY influenced from my creativity
especially when i rarely do LSD
whenever i draw high, the ideas flow onto the paper.
I tend to pay attention to detail when im smoking (i.e. sounds, scenery, etc.)
Picture2-10-1.png

themilkyway-1.jpg

woahface-1.jpg

%) the second one was a picture drawn on lsd
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That third piece you did is amazing. I would buy a print if I could.
 
I wish I could draw something that looked like something. Intrigues me no end watching someone with that talent, especially coming down off LSD. It's pretty amazing watching someone produce a piece that turns out like that, to the point where I offer some people free acid on the proviso they draw some shit I can stick on my wall at some point during. And yeah, that last picture is pretty amazing. My comprehension of art I like is something along the lines of "How the FUCK did you do THAT?!"
 
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