I'm really sorry to hear you've started like this.. I would also never introduce it ..i had a fucked up experience. my step uncle purposely did crack with his door open when i was home alone with him during school holidays. i was 14 he was 38. he knew i was rebellious and angry (my mom died a year before etc) so he set this up knowing i'd want to do it. so he got me hooked on crack and i ended up losing my virginity to him etc to keep having more. this went on for about a year until i came to my senses and decided i didn't wanna throw away my life, noticing how my school grades have plummeted etc. i stopped all drugs for a few years and since starting again all of them were my choice and something i wanted to do. i never ask people if they want something unless i know they'd be into it. but if someone is new and curious and asks if they can try some then i give them all the harm reduction info and do it with them. although i could never personally introduce someone to crack or meth, that would feel really wrong to me, when i do meth or crack then it's only with fellow users, i'd never bring someone who hasn't done them to a house where i know we're gonna do that. but psychedelics and stuff like mdma is fine to me.
Im not sure where to stand on it because I've used A LOT but never really fucked anything off or spiraled and it's not like I'm new to this stuff. But I have never gotten anyone high who hadn't done it before and all my clean friends know what I do and that I would only ever use with them if they were going to do something stupid if I didn't, but none of them ever ask or try to cross that little boundary we have. On a separate note I always was the one loading and smoking people out so when someone else brought a kid I thought looked too close to 18 to smoke clear with us it wasn't even his very first time and I made the poor kid sit there sober all night because I wasn't comfortable with his age/experience. Haha he could've left but he thought after a few hours and a half a teener down I would give in. I did buy him some snacks and soda to try and make up for embarrassing him in front of our mutual friends who thought he was 'mature enough' to do hard drugs, until I pointed out to them that if he can't grow facial hair thicker than peach fuzz he shouldn't be partying with people who've been using since before he had his first memory. Lol that's my personal input not exactly black and white more of a go with your gut thing I think.So, long story short, I was over at someone's house the other night and tried H for the first time in my life. The girl who's house me and another guy were at were smoking tar, with my aforementioned associate, and eventually asked if I wanted some. I hesitated but eventually accepted, taking two hits off some foil, then proceeded to slump in a corner for a while and stare into space. I felt very relaxed and had the nice warm good feels, but I wasn't super impressed by it...perhaps it just wasn't good heroin, or I built it up too much in my head, or something...
But anyway, that incident reminded me of this question. When I told her that I'd never done heroin before, she didn't even bat an eye, instead telling me how long I should hold the smoke in if it was my first time. On the one hand I feel like I can't judge that too much, because introducing people to something like heroin probably doesn't seem like a big deal to a heroin user, because they may not see their own usage as a big deal, but at the same time cavalierly giving stuff like that to people who've never done it before...just seems wrong on some level to me.
I never introduce a drug to someone unless it's a psychedelic and I know the person very well.
Most people are too stupid to do drugs, at least in this city, it seems.