Burnt Offerings
Bluelight Crew
So, long story short, I was over at someone's house the other night and tried H for the first time in my life. The girl who's house me and another guy were at were smoking tar, with my aforementioned associate, and eventually asked if I wanted some. I hesitated but eventually accepted, taking two hits off some foil, then proceeded to slump in a corner for a while and stare into space. I felt very relaxed and had the nice warm good feels, but I wasn't super impressed by it...perhaps it just wasn't good heroin, or I built it up too much in my head, or something...
But anyway, that incident reminded me of this question. When I told her that I'd never done heroin before, she didn't even bat an eye, instead telling me how long I should hold the smoke in if it was my first time. On the one hand I feel like I can't judge that too much, because introducing people to something like heroin probably doesn't seem like a big deal to a heroin user, because they may not see their own usage as a big deal, but at the same time cavalierly giving stuff like that to people who've never done it before...just seems wrong on some level to me.
But anyway, that incident reminded me of this question. When I told her that I'd never done heroin before, she didn't even bat an eye, instead telling me how long I should hold the smoke in if it was my first time. On the one hand I feel like I can't judge that too much, because introducing people to something like heroin probably doesn't seem like a big deal to a heroin user, because they may not see their own usage as a big deal, but at the same time cavalierly giving stuff like that to people who've never done it before...just seems wrong on some level to me.