Long time bluelight lurker/poster (old name fentanyl_eater but can't remember password...use to post back in early 2000s). Anyway, also a long time dope, oxy, etc. IV user. Now, I've had the chance to IV dilaudid many times and am always left thinking that they SUCK.
My tolerance currently is roughly 600mg of oxy (roxis) orally to get off. I don't get a great high, but it does the trick. I could easily do a 1000mg t once, and have, but being that they are a dollar a piece, and I already have burned through hundreds of thousands of dollars over the years, I limit my daily intake to anywhere between 400-600mg taken at once, orally.
I have access to dope, and it's normally good (NYC powder), but my connection is so unreliable and takes hours and hours to get. The oxy men are a 10 second call and everything is set. Been on and off opiates (IV) for roughly a decade (very sad
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So, one of the oxy men comes into a new connect for the Purdue P4 (4mg) dilaudid. They are reasonably priced, so I figured despite my previous attempts with dillies, I will try again, being that if I fail at the IV, I can always just orally just consume a massive amount (I know, I know, a SIN in the opiate world), but it feels like that's my only option with my tolerance. Yesterday I ended up just eating 200mg (50 of the P4s) and actually felt it, quite surprisingly. Any newbs reading please keep in mind this is an outrageous amount to consume, but sadly my tolerance has been on auto pilot, climbing higher and higher for years and years, after stints with methadone and suboxone, and really only constrained by my finances.
Yesterday I took a ped egg/file and filed down to very fine powder 10 of the P4s for a 40mg shot. From my experience with IV, which is pretty extensive since I also abuse steroids and am familiar with different barrel sizes and gauges, I figured I could either fit the 40mg solution into 1cc of sterile water, just mixing it with the plunger, and then draw it up into a regular 29 gauge syringe, or worst case, use a 25 gauge 3cc rig I use for steroids. However, when trying to mix 10 of the pills in 1cc, it turns into a paste/gel like structure, and I am unable to draw into the 29 gauge through the cotton. It simply would not draw up. The 25 gauge will draw it up, but I end up drawing a lot of the powder as well, and it makes me very uneasy to shoot that. I ended up throwing in roughly 2ccs more, and draw up into the 25 gauge and tried to shoot. 25 gauge is a large gauge to try hitting veins with, even when having good veins. It normally is very difficult to hit, and it normally bleeds and leaves a big bump.
I tried using only 4 pills into 1cc, but it literally did nothing due to my tolerance. I am very frustrated with this predicament. I now have 17 4mg pills left. Can someone tell me roughly what is the most amount of the pills I can fit into 1cc? I read somewhere that 333mg of dilaudid can fit in 1cc, but I refuse to believe that is accurate when factoring the fillers and binders present in the pill, because then 40mg per cc should have been a piece of cake, but like I mentioned, it is more of a syrupy, thick mixture that is nearly impossible to draw up into a regular insulin pin.
Can someone explain how they do large shot of dilaudid and their procedure? I feel like I keep missing out. I can do a 16mg shot relatively easy, but it doesn't even get me out of withdrawal. Am I just doomed because of my large tolerance? I absolutely hate that I keep pretty much wasting these.
Any insight is very much appreciated. Thank you!
My tolerance currently is roughly 600mg of oxy (roxis) orally to get off. I don't get a great high, but it does the trick. I could easily do a 1000mg t once, and have, but being that they are a dollar a piece, and I already have burned through hundreds of thousands of dollars over the years, I limit my daily intake to anywhere between 400-600mg taken at once, orally.
I have access to dope, and it's normally good (NYC powder), but my connection is so unreliable and takes hours and hours to get. The oxy men are a 10 second call and everything is set. Been on and off opiates (IV) for roughly a decade (very sad

So, one of the oxy men comes into a new connect for the Purdue P4 (4mg) dilaudid. They are reasonably priced, so I figured despite my previous attempts with dillies, I will try again, being that if I fail at the IV, I can always just orally just consume a massive amount (I know, I know, a SIN in the opiate world), but it feels like that's my only option with my tolerance. Yesterday I ended up just eating 200mg (50 of the P4s) and actually felt it, quite surprisingly. Any newbs reading please keep in mind this is an outrageous amount to consume, but sadly my tolerance has been on auto pilot, climbing higher and higher for years and years, after stints with methadone and suboxone, and really only constrained by my finances.
Yesterday I took a ped egg/file and filed down to very fine powder 10 of the P4s for a 40mg shot. From my experience with IV, which is pretty extensive since I also abuse steroids and am familiar with different barrel sizes and gauges, I figured I could either fit the 40mg solution into 1cc of sterile water, just mixing it with the plunger, and then draw it up into a regular 29 gauge syringe, or worst case, use a 25 gauge 3cc rig I use for steroids. However, when trying to mix 10 of the pills in 1cc, it turns into a paste/gel like structure, and I am unable to draw into the 29 gauge through the cotton. It simply would not draw up. The 25 gauge will draw it up, but I end up drawing a lot of the powder as well, and it makes me very uneasy to shoot that. I ended up throwing in roughly 2ccs more, and draw up into the 25 gauge and tried to shoot. 25 gauge is a large gauge to try hitting veins with, even when having good veins. It normally is very difficult to hit, and it normally bleeds and leaves a big bump.
I tried using only 4 pills into 1cc, but it literally did nothing due to my tolerance. I am very frustrated with this predicament. I now have 17 4mg pills left. Can someone tell me roughly what is the most amount of the pills I can fit into 1cc? I read somewhere that 333mg of dilaudid can fit in 1cc, but I refuse to believe that is accurate when factoring the fillers and binders present in the pill, because then 40mg per cc should have been a piece of cake, but like I mentioned, it is more of a syrupy, thick mixture that is nearly impossible to draw up into a regular insulin pin.
Can someone explain how they do large shot of dilaudid and their procedure? I feel like I keep missing out. I can do a 16mg shot relatively easy, but it doesn't even get me out of withdrawal. Am I just doomed because of my large tolerance? I absolutely hate that I keep pretty much wasting these.
Any insight is very much appreciated. Thank you!