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how do you act when you're tweaked/speeding?

Depends on the stim.

Mainly I'll be jittery and hyper-focused on whatever I'm doing. So if I want to be really social I become really social, if I want to study I'll study.
 
High doses I become almost sedated. My eyes get droopy and pupils pinpoint. I still feel stimulated at the same time. But I don't act hyper. So I switch off from sedated to stimulated. I will have mild spasms from time to time. I feel social and very talkative.

Wasn't this question asked before ;)
 
A high dose of crystal meth (my drug of choice/need) gives me a rush, makes me talkative and sociable, and of course, very productive. Everyone can tell when I'm on meth, cos my house is clean and all my chores are done to perfection. But once the initial "high" wears off, I start tweaking... I'm still stimulated and hyper-focused, but I don't talk as much, I prefer my own company, and I'm far more introverted. I can spend hours doing pointless shit like staring at the computer screen, scratching my skin, or peering through the curtains whenever I hear a noise outside. ;)
 
Sweet P said:
A high dose of crystal meth (my drug of choice/need) gives me a rush, makes me talkative and sociable, and of course, very productive. Everyone can tell when I'm on meth, cos my house is clean and all my chores are done to perfection. But once the initial "high" wears off, I start tweaking... I'm still stimulated and hyper-focused, but I don't talk as much, I prefer my own company, and I'm far more introverted. I can spend hours doing pointless shit like staring at the computer screen, scratching my skin, or peering through the curtains whenever I hear a noise outside. ;)
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I agree with you and well everyone on this thread. I just become me, but sometime a hell of a lot calmer and sedated in a state of aaaawwwwwhhhhhhh relaxed feeling lol. I love it. Who cant? Well this is the elite club. Pickles I got you in my jarjar, Sweet P I got you cookin babe you gettin HOT, K'd out bein played out(JK PUMPLESTILTSKINZ) lol. yea we is duh blu light twack attackerzzzz
 
the only stimulants ive used are concerta and adderall. my junior year of high school i was big into them. me and my friend somehow ended up being a pair of stoners in advanced placement chemistry surrounded by your typical study-8-hours-a-day AP students. on lab days wed load up on adderall first thing in the morning. we had algebra together too where wed actually get our work done and then get in trouble for constantly talking. go to chemistry, partner up for the lab and finish it first. the best part of my adderall days were skipping lunch hour and wandering the halls looking for teachers that need help. over the year i probably graded a thousand papers and ran dozens of errands for teachers i hardly even knew. and it all paid off senior year when opiates entered the limelight and i could do whatever since all the teachers thought i was charming and helpful =)

P.S. - im proud to say that with this post i am officially a true bluelighter!
 
^^Sweet.

Depends on the stim in question indeed. Dexedrine is social, talkative, productive. Adderall is productive and social, but sometimes anxious. I'm more calm if I'm given a task to do while on amphetamines, or if I create a ask for myself (wash my car three times, make lots of posts on bluelight, do the dishes, reorganize my room twice and then make more posts on bluelight.) I've noticed that when I'm on stims and have nothing to do, that's when I get all tweaky and jumpy.

Speed, it's America's favorite drug.
 
The two medications I will get tweeked out on are Desoxyn and Adderall. Desoxyn is smoother but Adderall is speedier but still sedates me. Both do. When I'm looking to get tons of shit done Desoxyn is better, if I want to go out and be really hyper (which really isn't me) Adderall would be preferred.
 
if im walking i walk a little faster than usual and when im sitting i just feel good and relaxd. and of course im very talkative. i get things done but only if i find them fun. i never seem to get homework done on them because i get bored too fast haha. if im just sitting in my room on the computer or somthing i always hear my name being called when it isnt and think i see things out of the corner of my eye
 
Methylphenidate gives me an initial sociable rush, but as that initial rush wears off, it either turns into a an anxious, cranky, introverted (yet productive) state.

Or it makes me anxious, cranky, and very very sedated to the point where I can't focus on tasks at hand
 
When on meth I have a few stages.

Stage #1: Reading, writing, singing and basically I get very creative and intellectual. This lasts for about 2-3 hours.

Stage #2: I start thinking what it would look like after a chick sticks a bowling pin up her butt. Then I run to the computer in search of the raunchiest most sinful porn produced and commence to masturbate for 13 straight hours.

Stage #3: Regret ever doing speed in the first place while feeling ashamed cause I literally pounded my pud raw and everytime I try to stand up I get all lightheaded and feel weak all damn day.

Stage #4: Booze, benzos and opiates to sink into bed while promising myself I will never do meth again. Only to do it again lol.

I don't think I am meant to do it personally. I just can't handle the damn comedown and Halucinations and hornyness. And adderall is the same, it just doesn't have the rush to me.
 
the only stim that i use regularly is MDPV (research chem)... after experamenting with several consumption methods ive concluded that vaproizing it in a lightbulb is by far the best. i try to limit my use to weekends, mainly saturday nights (in which i binge into sunday morning). I (in a controled fasion) tend to smoke massive amounts of it by myself. I get totaly relaxed and can hardly bring myself to do so much as to walk outside for a cigaret. my thought prosses becomes very intense and even the most insignificant thought that pops into my mind, i must completly and fully think through all the dimensions of that thought. towards the begining of my MDPV use, i would use with freinds... after a few hours, we would start to "tweak"... this was super iratating because we all wanted to spit out our ideas so fast that conversations were messy. one time we actualy had to establish a rule where we passed a remote around and you could only talk if you had the remote. lol. anyways, with my current experiance, my behavior is never really effected at any level of use, unless i binge for too long... then my mind becomes so exhausted after i come down that i can hardly put a proper sentance together.
 
I envy people who clean on meth. I don't. If there was a housecleaning drug I'd be thrilled. I tried meth in most part because I hate to clean and I have a friend who uses it and cleans. I got her to let me try it. Now I buy my own but I don't use all the time. I've been able to stop at twice a month for a few days. It's been that way for a year. But I still hate to clean. Maybe I need to take more and more often but I am too afraid of having it take over. I'd rather have a messy house then use meth more than I do.

I post on blue light sometimes when I'm on it. Like now. My posts ramble more. Like now.

I like to edit photos in picasa. I have the "full model" or whatever you call it. I get very focused and calm while I'm listening to music and editing photos.

I love sex on the comedown and I know I got a huge amen from people reading this. For me, sex off the back end of a tweak is paradise. (I no longer have partners. I manage alone.) The point being I find that crystal meth makes my orgasms really intense.
 
olab7 said:
if im just sitting in my room on the computer or somthing i always hear my name being called when it isnt and think i see things out of the corner of my eye
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fuck yeah dude... i know exactly how that is (btw, why is the internet so fucking amazing on stims). ill be surfing the web in my room, mom sleeping in the next room, sister in another adjacent room (both unaware of my use)... in the wee hrs of the morning i get weird audible halusinations, weird because there not unrealistic. i hear sounds that i would expect to hear in my house (just not at this time of night)... doors opening, mom cooking, sister practicing sax... over my stim experiance ive learned to totaly ignore it, however this is dangerous cause when i hear something real i have no way of telling. haha.
 
Depends on the ROA if i smoke i usally sit on the couch packing weed into bags or triming weed or what ever but im super focused on it.If i snort im a fucking loony :) for the first 5-15mins i cant stop walking or talking and its super easy to tell im on somthing.If i eat it all of a sudden i find my self to be more outgoing and confident and happer
 
delta_9 said:
Like I just wasted money that I could have used on a drug I actually enjoy instead of some worthless garbage :\
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I would still be buying oxycontin if it had not changed. I became more open to trying meth after I had not had any oxy in a few months. I wanted to really high and meth, although it is a totally different high, gets me up there.
 
I feel great I'm not rushin like you hear alot of people do... i'm calm as hell... i can tweak on a bulb for an hour lookin for a spot to hit burn it try again and finally give up and load some more... i love it i thought the high the first time was way overrated then i actually got to feel it good the second time with some much purer grade zip and man :D I LOVE IT haha but i can live without but boy life is just so much better with it :)
 
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