• Welcome Guest

    Forum Guidelines Bluelight Rules
    Fun 💃 Threads Overdosed? Click
    D R U G   C U L T U R E

How Did You Get Introduced To Your Drug Of Choice?

Diacetyl-M said:
While the rest of what you have to say seems a little wise for your age....I do agree with this statement. I'm not saying you didn't come to that conclusion, it's just that it sounds like you're so responsible and have the whole drug thing worked out......and you sound like me and everything I ever hear early 20 something people say.....but damn dude.....your DOC being lsd.....that saves you in my mind ;) There really is NOTHING better than acid or any major tryptamines......dude order some 4-aco-dmt if you want a spiritual awakening for legal. Peace and Respect man.
Click to expand...

Thanks DM. I did my research and I will be ordering some 4-aco-dmt very soon.
 
Smoked pot for the first time after a good friend of mines brother rolled us two joints. Man thinkin back those were some goofy ass times. Big fan of acid as well, one night we just a call from a friend saying he had some and asked if we wanted any, perfect opportunity to try it we thought :D
 
I was in rehab for everything but h and while in there I met my best friend. After we both left we lost touch for a couple months but randomly ran into each other when he came into the restaurant I was a waitress at. He picked me up from work that night so we could hang out and catch up. Anyway, he casually mentioned that he had some h if i wanted to try it and i said okay what the hell. Turns out he was the biggest dealer in town so getting it was never a problem (h is quite rare around here so having a dependable connect is like gold). I've never felt a love like i felt for heroin. I still remember the first day i got dope sick-oh what a feeling. I guess it's fitting that the thing that made me feel the best in the world should also make me feel the worst. Nothing can be perfect. After living it up for awhile shit hit the fan and i just got done with five months of rehab a few weeks ago. I haven't had any h in almost six months, just been doing the occasional oxy or morphine or whatever other opiate. Even after this long I still have this giant void in my life. I feel like i lost my best friend. I can't stop obsessing over it. I constantly have dreams where i actually shoot up and feel high in my dreams. They're so clear that in the dreams i know which veins i can hit and which ones not to bother with. Waking up is very disappointing lol. Needless to say, I know what i'll be doing with my first paycheck. I figure it's inevitable and why deprive myself of the one thing i've ever found that makes me genuinely happy. Damn i feel like a junkie.
 
ever sence I was 10 years old my brother kept telling me that a valium and codeine mix is like heaven, soo when i was 14 years old i dicided to smoke a bit of weed, now i hate weed because of i get anxiety attacks, then when i turned 15, i over dosed on ativan 1mg, i took 38 of them aprx. and then when i turned 18 (now) i like klonopin and a bit of codeine not much though, only about 150mg :)
 
its a tie b/w weed and oxy, and i know that is hard for some people to imagine one of the strongest vs. one of the regulars. but weed was introduced to me the summer between 8th and 9th grade my friends were doin it my bc one of my buddies bro did it all the time. i didnt wanna do it at first and waited six months or so and always drank with my friends but because i was so young i was like thats right im being the "responsible" kid ( how naive to assume drinkin was more responsible huh) but i ended up given in about sixth months later didnt get high the first time but took another stab at it the next weekend and fell in love and havent turned back since, its been 7 1/2 years,
as far as the oxy's go i had always heard the news reports in high school saying "heroin in a pill" and sadly for some reason pharmacuetical heroin sounded kinda intruiging to me. i never tried it in highschool and while i heard some talk of it it wasnt something readily available and also for the most part in highschool i only took hydros when they were given to me i liked xanax more for the longest time in college i developed a taste for hydros as the guy i bout xanies from would give me the 10's for 2-3 bucks so i bought a good amount and slowly enjoyed them more about 1 1/2-2 years ago a friend of mine since highschool had gotten into a fight and fell to the ground and landed on his elbow and broke it ( its a good story cuz my buddy is 6'3" 256 and is a linebacker at a division II college in TX and he finally met his match) it ended up being kinda serious as he had to have tissue/tendon (not sure) from his wrist put into his elbow and he got 20 OC 20's and some hydros. after a fair amount of haizing him for gettin his ass kicked i asked for one and he gave me and a few friends one each and i crushed it, took it, sat back in my chair for like 3 hours and had one of the most pleasurable experience of my life
 
My drug of choice is cocaine, some really attractive girl who was addicted to it spilled some on the crotch of her pants in the car and said that it wasn't allowed to go to waste, so I licked it up and my mouth got numb, then I did it with her for the rest of the night and the rest of the next several months.
 
I wanted to try cocaine just out of curiosity. I have a friend that introduced me to a majority of the substances I've used and he helped me out my first time using coke. We scored it from my friend's boss for cheap, because we had a hookup for ecstasy so we helped him get somma that. That was kinda cool to us.
 
Hm, it all happened in my freshman year of college. But I had smoked weed way before. I started college three years ago.

Weed: I was 14 in poland and my older cousin had gone to the woods with one of his friends. I went looking for them and they were smoking. I asked what they were smoking and the told me that it was pot. I never smoked anything so I tried to take a hit. I couldn't inhale it and basicly wasted the hit. I got yelled at for failing and didn't get a buzz or anything. Then I never did it again till I was 19. I then would do it everyday 4+ times a day. I don't really do it anymore. Lol.

MDMA: I used to go to raves all the time in highschool but thought everyone was so nice just because, not because of the drugs. Went to a rave with some college friends and two of the guys took some rolls. I became curious and wanted to try it. We picked up some bomb ass white iron crosses and rolled at a friends house. That was the beginning of a amazing year.

K: Was at a house party and went into the wrong room. There was a huge pile of white powder on the table. I asked what it was and they were like try it it's amazing. So I did, it was the best!!
 
i looked for it, asked around , and god damn i finally found someone who helped me...
i don't know in what fantasy world dealers offer you free drugs in parks or at parties or concerts or shit like that( and by dealers at parties i mean not friends friend...i mean total strager) pisses me oof to hear this on the tv im like wtf? where are those dealers when im coppin? no one on a street corner with a shady voice , no one accostin me to offer me free dope...sht like that makes me laugh knowing how hard it ts to get good connects ppl who won't screw u over a few dollars' worth
 
PR22 said:
I was drunk with some friends and randomly turned to my buddy and said "hey, know where we can get some acid??"

He makes some phone calls and 15min later I have 10 tabs in my hand.
Click to expand...

Ahahahah wish i had that good conenctions with everythin else lol
 
Ah, heroin. How I got to it is kind of a long and winding story. I was completely straight all through high school, but when I got to college, I went wild. Of course it started out with drinking to the point of passing out every night, and as soon as the soccer season was over ( I wanted to be "healthy" during the ECAC post-season playoffs), I began smoking weed with my roommate and a few friends from down the hall who had always smoked in my presence, I'd just never participated. From that first night smoking weed, it only took me two weeks to start experimenting with cocaine and mushrooms; I had come to realize that drugs were not "bad," it was the irresponsible users who make it appear that way. After my little week-long cocaine binge, I kinda "lost it" and became hooked on not the coke rush, but the process of preparing the lines and sniffing it. So I managed to find some old prescriptions I had for some muscle relaxant from when I sprained my back during soccer (can't remember the name of the pill) and codeine from when I got my wisdom teeth out in high school. From codeine I moved on to a slew of other pharmies, both opiate and not, from hydrocodone and oxycodone to my current 2nd and 3rd loves, oxymorphone and opium (not a pharmaceutical, but you know what I mean).

About a year and a half ago, I ended up face to face with heroin. The first time, I just did a TINY bump with a friend who knew I had always wanted to try heroin, as I had viewed it as "the ultimate high." The amount was so small, I don't think I really felt much of anything..of course, that could also be due to me being whacked out of my mind of some good cocaine. Then the same friend introduced me to one of his friends, who just so happened to be a slightly-above-mid-level dealer in the area who had a "thing" for me. One crazy house party later, here I am with my drug of choice.

Such is life.
 
Last edited:
I was given opiates throughout my life from time to time, and hard as it is to believe now, there was a time that I didn't like the way they made me feel. I used to dread dental procedures and such because I would be given the painkillers and they made me feel so loopy. When I was in the hospital having my daughter, they gave me the Tylenol IIIs, and I begged for just some regular Tylenol, which they refused as it wasn't ordered on my chart.

Flash forward 15 or 20 years, and all that changed. I had to have a series of very painful dental work and wound up on Vicodin for a year. Then I suffered a bone fracture, and surgery to correct that, and it was down that road I go again. Still, I never even thought about buying them w/o a script for many years after that. I think it was late 2002 that I did so for the first time.

The rest is history. My drug use ruled my life till last summer when I went c/t and got my life back. Sick as it may sound, though, I miss certain things about being a raging addict. When I dabble in them now, I realize how easily I could slip back into that dreamworld, and it takes a lot of self-discipline not to do so.

Life is considerably more boring without them. However, it was unmanageable when I was in the throes of addiction.
 
Me and my room mate went to his old place to visit his sister and a friend of her's

We were smoking and having fun when one of the girls said we should drop.

She had some Ecstasy pills that turned out to be some very clean MDxx Medium pills.

I knew about Ecstasy at that time but had no real intention to try it, but I did..

Awsome night :) That was a year ago
 
After reading about DMT on Erowid, I decided that nothing was going to stop me from ordering some bark and finding out how these extraordinary experience reports were occurring. Everything about it seemed so intriguing, and still does.

As far exogenous playthings go, I got a chance to experience oxycodone for the first time when I was going with a buddy to pick up some L and the seller ended up having it. I was overtaken by all the hubbub over superior analgesics when reading online and cracked I guess, whoops.
 
Pure coincidence...

Wouldn't change a thing though. I tried any & all & still got hooked on the things that appealed most to me through research...

funny that.
 
Chronic Pain..

Found something that not only took away my pain, but made me feel euphoric all at once? Damn, I was bound to get addicted.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top