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How Did You Get Introduced To Your Drug Of Choice?

One fall I was suffering from some major depression, going through a lot of difficulties with my girl at the time, and learned the magic of opiates. I had done oxy and hydrocodone plenty of times in the past but never really saw the fun in it. It mostly either made me sleep for hours or made me sick because I took too much.

However, when I got some oxy while I was depressed, I experienced the true beauty of the opiate high. Not only did it wash away the depression but it replaced it with the great feeling of emotional numbness with a waaaarm blanket over it.

Problem was, I didn't have a good hook up for oxy or hydro or anything. So for months I begged around and bought a pill here and there, tried pretty much all the pharmaceutical opiates over this time - dilaudid, fent, tramadol, codeine, oxy, hydro, blah blah blah.

Anyway finally I find this kid who says he can get me 10mg Lortabs. I'm like Ok sounds good. So I go to meet him, bring $40 to give him just for a trial order in case he rips me. He explains that he is going to see his H dealer who also has the Lortabs later on in the night.

I don't hear from him all night, and still being rather under the impression that heroin was a horrible drug in a league of its own (thank you stigmas), I assumed he had just taken my money to blow on H and it was better than I didnt' know this character anyway. But I called him the next day anyway, and he said he was sorry that his dealer didn't have the pills but he had kept my $40 and I could come get it whenever I wanted. I expressed my disappointment over the pills when I should have been thanking him for giving me my money back.

He suggested maybe I try some heroin because its better than hydro and would be a better deal. Well... I declined at first but sometime between then and actually going to get my money I changed my mind and told him to spend half the money on dope. And.. that was the beginning of the end :(
 
My friend and I couldn't find anyone selling bud one day....so we decided to buy some E instead, becuase that was readily available at the time. Best fucking day of my life.
 
I used to read alot about drugs and seeing them on tv and in movies made me want to try them. Lol and DARE, they made drugs seem cool.. I smoked pot with an older neighboer when i was 13, did coke with a cousin and his friend later,still 13 tho, then happened to get some acid cause i was present at an acid deal, hadmy first trip, which the first 1/2 was great, then i had a bit of a bad trip cause i thought it would never end and thought i was going insane.. lol it was from a family friend and they got in troubble cause my parents found out.. then later tried rolls at 15 for the first time, had lots of fun with that.. did a lot of drugs at phish shows for years..

I did my current doc fir the first time at 16, snorted a phat line of heeroin with my best friend, liked it. Then started going with my cousin to the city to cop around 16-17. Did it on and off for the next 5 years. Then at 22 me and my best friend got some needles and we figured out how to shoot up, then it took off. I was on and off for like several months, then went a month straight doing it every day and shit just went downhill. Crashed my car, lost a lot of friends, etc. Now I do it almost every day.. every day i have money I do it.
 
Wanted to try weed since I was maybe 13-14, but couldnt find any. found my dads pipe around that time. flash forward to just after my 17th birthday, I was spending the night at a friends, and another guy there smoked, so I just asked if I could try it. havent really stopped since.

as for my other drug of choice, I had just gotten to college, when a guy down the hall (was living in the dorms) said he could get 2c-i. I researched it, liked the sound, and proceeded to eat about 20mg one morning, and loved it. have stopped that, but only for lack of availability
 
Methamphetamine is my DOC. I was smoking weed everyday at the age of 15. By 16 I was drinking every second day and smoking weed everyday, MDMA on the weekend. I started getting fed up with how much all the habits were costing me so i cut out the MDMA and drinking and searched for a cheap but effective drug. I found Methamp and ever since then it has been my favourite drug. I've never abused it, i've never shot it, but i am very addicted to it. It's weird. I can't actually endure it past 3 days in a row and like taking a break. I really only get the feeling like I want it whenever i've had a few days of rest and am feeling in top shape. Nothing beats meth's bang for buck.
 
Not sure whether to call opiates or psychedelics my DOC. My passion is psychedelics, so I'll go with that.

I was suicidal. I had read that some had improved depression drastically with psychedelics.I found that HBWR could be easily purchased legally. I was hoping either I got relief or a bad trip that pushed me over the edge to take my life. I got the former, and it worked to the point that the depression was completely gone for a while. It didn't get that bad ever again. When my depression starts to get unmanageable or suicidal thoughts come in I use a psychedelic to get me out of it, and it hasn't failed yet. Only certain psychs are really effective. HBWR works best, followed by DPT. Then mushrooms or 4-ho/aco-tryptamines and DOC(about equally effective). Others have limited effect or haven't been used in this context. The side effects of HBWR ensure I only use it when it is really bad. I love the trip, but the side effects are horrible and I have some fear it could be dangerous since I already have high blood pressure(though it is usually 145/90 or less with meds.)

I'm not singling out any single psychedelic as my DOC. I need variety. I want to try them all at least once before I die.

Most often, I trip mostly for fun. Sometimes I do it for the sole purpose of stopping serious depressive episodes.
 
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One day a girlfriend mentioned Erowid, I checked it out and really liked reading all the experience reports. Later on after an injury I got prescribed some strong codeine tabs and remembering I had seen codeine on Erowid, we ate 4 tablets each. Didn't know about CWE or anything about harm reduction in those days. With a low dose the high wasn't great but I still was interested in other drugs. Was smoking mj everyday for about a year but stopped because I stopped enjoying it.

Over the last year or so I have learnt a lot more about drugs and harm reduction. Still only take what I can get legally and do relatively safely like codeine, DXM and nitrous. My schedule is DXM or codeine on alternating weekends. I do some nitrous on both because it adds to the high so well.

Not sure what I'd call my DOC, either DXM or codeine, I probably like codeine better but have been doing DXM regularly for longer. Last year I had a bad accident and got some oxycodone, that was awesome while it lasted, much more euphoric than anything else I've tried. Could see it become too tasty though so am happy with what I'm doing. I like that it's reasonably safe and have been doing it regularly without it being a problem for a while now.

Friends who were worried when they found out about my drug use have chilled since they can see it's not a problem and we've had lots of good discussions about drugs in general as a result.
 
This isn't really about one specific type of opiate, but rather stronger opiates in general (as opposed to Vicodin and Percocet which were the only opiates I had done prior to this):

I was 16 I think, and I was asking my friend if she could get any Xanax or Klonopin. She said no, but asked if I liked painkillers. "I guess." She told me to "take this" and handed me a quarter of a 40 mg methadone wafer. My god, I felt like I was fucking rolling. It was all downhill from there. I've now used pretty much every damn opiate known to mankind.
 
I broke my back in a horse riding incident and they gave me vicodin now I've done just about every opiate out there.
 
The usual dance that everyone does to get into heroin. Started out smoking weed and drinking of course than got heavy into painkillers oxys mostly once a 100 dollars a day to get a nod going gets out of hand you know what happens next.
 
Tsukasa said:
^ lol what are stupidols?
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ok, maybe i didn't spell it right. It is just like oxycotin but short acting. They come in 5 mg blue pills or 10 mg white. Pack quite a punch.
Lately i have been debating snorting a line of percocets. I have read a little about it but am kind of scared.
 
I'd been playing with a variety of opiates/opiate blockers, worked my way up to OCs. In the depths of an unrelated depression I saw my friend mainline the OC instead of sniffing it and decided that was the kind of high I needed. After shooting OC I figured herion was just a cheaper version and my dance with the devil began...
 
I was a victim of peer pressure. I remember being 15, and sitting in my friend's bathroom while she loaded up a wooden tobacco pipe with pot. She put the pipe in my mouth and said, "Smoke it!" I totally wanted her to think I was cool, so I hit the pipe. The rest is history:)
 
My worst addiction began when I accidentally received 270 Xanax in the mail. The package was meant for another apt complex, but I needed money at the time and thought that I should sell them. So, I snatched to package and bolted back to my apt. I decided to try a couple to see what they would do, and began a 7 year addiction. Worst mistake ever!
 
Beat the shit out of a dealer that ripped me for weed, he had a random assortment pills and rocks, i crushed a rock and sniffed a line, and proceeded spew my guts up inbetween nodding off.
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Umm.... Okkayyy buddy, wee believe you ;)

in all seriousness it sounds like you sniffed a crack rock.
 
Oh..silly.

My DOC right now is Ecstasy. It was something I never expected to try because I was under the impression that it was basically acid without the cool visuals (and overpriced)

What ended up happening was, I had promised my soon to be boyfriend that we would do acid together. The day rolled around and I had no acid, so out of desperation, I called my friend whom I knew had ex on her. It ended up being a pretty profound experience, and I got a boyfriend out of it. :D
 
FrostyMcFailure said:
Umm.... Okkayyy buddy, wee believe you ;)

in all seriousness it sounds like you sniffed a crack rock.
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Yeah right! More like a brownstone.

I was introduced too my DOC many moons ago interestingly enough, by a hitchhiker I gave a ride too. He was toasted and asked him what it was he was rolling. He responded Manteca and told me he had a hook up if I was interested. I had only ever smoked weed / tripped a couple time before that and hated halucinogens. I was flush with cash at the time and said lets go. The very first blast and I was in love. Where had this been all my life?
Fast forward it's 30 years later and I've ben high most of it although I have quit for as long as 7 years at one time. Had a surgery and that woke up the receptors again. Long story short It's been a long ride. Methadone clinics, suboxone (currently) but the urge never seems to leave me. Someone told me that when I got to a certain age the cravings would stop........Yeah Right! :!
 
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