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How did you get here?

well.. to the site.. drugs.
to this forum.. the drugs.
what kept me here?.. improvement, and a joy for these words..

also, ive been gone and just noticed your now a mod.. congratualtions dastrix, you really deserved it, always loved your work..
 
I have always written as a form of therapy and also just to express a lot of stuff that I don't feel capable of expressing otherwise. At the time I discovered Words I was going through a really difficult self-destructive phase of my life, and I think a lot of the stuff I wrote until relatively recently shows that. In other words, I can be very emo. :p;)

This is the earliest piece of mine I could find; it's definitely not my best, but I think it shows how good I was at feeling sorry for myself a few years ago...

Indulgent

I don't come here as much as I used to because now that I'm a lot happier with myself, I feel that I don't need to write so much. I still pop in every now and then, but it's nice to not need that outlet so much anymore.. :)
 
[/QUOTE]This is the earliest piece of mine I could find; it's definitely not my best, but I think it shows how good I was at feeling sorry for myself a few years ago...

I don't come here as much as I used to because now that I'm a lot happier with myself, I feel that I don't need to write so much. I still pop in every now and then, but it's nice to not need that outlet so much anymore.. :)[/QUOTE]


wow thats how it is/was with me, exactly how it was. I find that since im not depressed like i was a year or two ago, i cant write my finest poetry anymore. I loved being able to put all my anger down to words, while i sat in the dark and listened to some mudvayne or the such. but i'd rather trade happiness, then the ability to write good poems.
 
lol. Some girl gave me a heated back rub at a pvd show in boston, she asked me to e-mail her for pictures and stuff, her e-mail happened to be @bluelight.nu :) so thats how i first came here. My >active< interest for the chemicals subsided rather shortly and i started to only visit the words forum. My first piece here, however, is indeed about extacy :)

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=108495


skjalff
 
I got here after my dealer had offered me Ecstacy. I came here before buying(I think Overgrow.com directed me here). Glad I came, finally a site where you can discuss all drugs to an extent with no age restriction.
 
I first came to this sight when I really just a naive girl of 17. Although I was really into drugs at the time I came to this sight because I was looking for a place to post my poetry. I never even ventured out into the rest of Bluelight for a long time. I am 23 now and I still love Words. I will disappear for years and then come back for awhile....usually when I am feeling down for there is a natural kind of high when you put your innermost thoughts and feelings on the internet for strangers to see. It is an even more amazing high when you read words from a stranger that fit your life perfectly.....then you feel like you are not alone in this world.
 
a long time ago i found a "this and that"-forum in german. It´s URL is postpla.net. I lost interest in it and stopped visiting the site. Round about two years later i re-visited the site and found in a drug thread on that site something about gbl which i didn´t knew by then. The hint that it is legal in germany started me searching the net for more information on the drug gbl. Doing various searches for gbl finaly brought me to bluelight. After a few days which i spent mostly in SLR and "Drug discussion" i realized that on the bottom of the site was a branch "Movies" (issue i´m interested in) and besides that a branch "words". Now i´m here. Hope you don´t mind. I read books and as a handsome young guy (what i was years ago) i often thought of being an author. Hi everbody...
 
The wonderful RareForm told me about Bluelight. . and in words, I got to read some of his poetry. I've only posted here once, but chances are I will again.
 
i finally remembered where you were all hanging out, and just wanted to pop by and hang with the in-crowd.
 
Probably because I smoked pot. I also loved to write poetry, and thought I'd post a couple pieces.

Don't know if I've posted under this name, I was ev0l before the site was messed with a little while back. I liked reading other peoples poetry and not the published stuff. Plenty of stuff on here that should be published and never will be.
 
ive been on bluelight for like 2 years--since i discovered it via marijuana.com


the words forum has recently become my favorite because i find it inspirational to be able to speak (sort of) personally with such an array of talented poets.

and as this is a drug-website, i dentify more closely with the demographic of even this (non drug-related) forum.

as of now my first post is still on the first page:

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=252698

"rage"
 
I liked reading other peoples poetry and not the published stuff. Plenty of stuff on here that should be published and never will be.

Yeah, there's something about the stuff that's posted in Words. I think partly because most of the posters are young, and writing about stuff I can relate to. And partly because most of the posters are drug users / ex-drug users, which arguably gives them a slightly different perspective on the world. There's a sense of a common cause, of people trying to write their way out of the madness that we all eat for breakfast.

And as far as publication goes, I think with a little hard graft and research, many of the pieces posted on here could be published. There are websites, magazines and journals out there that publish edgy stuff, stuff by young writers, stuff that you wouldn't expect to be taught under the name of 'poetry' in high school.

Writers can always improve their work... I'm sure even Shakespeare wasn't happy with some of his lines. Writing is always a process; a poem or a story is always a work in progress. Publication isn't necessarily the end point, and it isn't necessarily the goal. But it's an avenue worth exploring as a writer, and getting published will no doubt boost your confidence, and make your effort seem worthwhile. It's not the be all and end all, but it IS achievable if you're prepared to swallow your pride, do a lot of reading, and not give in until your writing is as fearless as possible.

I believe that when we write without fear, we can produce writing that is completely unexpected, while at the same time it will be as much a part of us as we can make it.
 
hi everyone... my name is Autumn. i've mostly used Bluelight to keep up on events in my area. i've also liked to share my experiences with people on The Darkside.

i've always enjoyed writing. i did it alot growing up, but slowed down alot after high school. since then i've mostly just written at times when my emotions run high, good or bad, as i'm sure alot of people do.

i recently came across a book of poems i wrote in 2003, during stays at a rehab and a halfway house. i called it "Rehab Rhymes".=) going back through them has brought alot of positve emotion and reinforcement to me. i thought i'd start sharing with some of those.
 
I'm unsticking this because it hasn't seen any action for a while.

I can always go back on the decision if people feel strongly about keeping it as a sticky (and if people start posting in the thread again!).
 
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