Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
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- Nov 3, 1999
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I think I am now fixed on permanently giving up after my last suicide attempt.
I've now gone almost 3 weeks without booze and cigarettes and almost 4 weeks for Cocaine.
I've seen psych's already the last 20 years and some of my maturity has kicked in. I.e. it has made me realise who I am and what I can and cannot do.
I will always be an addict that I accepted before but never wanted to work with properly. I am now happy to say that yes I am an addict but no it doesn't mean I need to drink 18 bottles of beer a night, then steal money off my parents etc...
Well let's see how long this lasts any how. It is my first time in so many years like maybe fuck 10 years where I have gone without smoking or drinking at the same time. And it was always the alcohol and smoking that was the hardest to give up. The meth, coke and gambling were always easier to go without.
I've now gone almost 3 weeks without booze and cigarettes and almost 4 weeks for Cocaine.
I've seen psych's already the last 20 years and some of my maturity has kicked in. I.e. it has made me realise who I am and what I can and cannot do.
I will always be an addict that I accepted before but never wanted to work with properly. I am now happy to say that yes I am an addict but no it doesn't mean I need to drink 18 bottles of beer a night, then steal money off my parents etc...
Well let's see how long this lasts any how. It is my first time in so many years like maybe fuck 10 years where I have gone without smoking or drinking at the same time. And it was always the alcohol and smoking that was the hardest to give up. The meth, coke and gambling were always easier to go without.