i was a bit different in the sense i stayed away from "hard drugs" (as the dutch call it) till at least 18, i was first introduced to drugs when i walked in on my dad banging up some methadone, i knew he was taking it because he was addicted, but it scared the shit out of me.. i hit 13 and as any normal teen would i smoked cannabis for the first time, i was a very hyperactive person, with a short attention span, cannabis allowed me to sit down and do my homework, cannabis made food taste better , cannabis just made me think about things from a different perspective.. lt was my kind of medication as a teen, i wouldnt touch speed/ecstasy as i was too scared to die haha, my mates would go on about how these pills were belting bla bla bla and i would just stay away from them because i was too scared..
Then one day i read on the internet that truffles could be as much fun as ecstasy (as the website put it) i knew they were legal to buy, and no one had actually died from taking mushrooms so i felt safe , so i purchased them and had them with my mates one day, its safe too say my relationship with drugs would be changed forever, from then on around 18 i went to try MDMA, Speed, aMT, then Ketamine , 2cb.. ect ect
its a bit of a shame i just didnt stop everything right after my first mushroom trip, but that would of been boring right .... now im taking clonazepam every night for my anxiety... all because i got hooked on etizolam, i dont know where to go from here other than taper taper taper.... sorry for my rant, i always go off topic ..
It is interesting to read the varied stories of how people was introuduced to "drugs" makes me feel normal compared to some
Im just hoping i never go onto the "H" , i have come accross it a few times but just didnt want to try it, think its something i will try one day, just i dont know when , i think its best i take it when im old, like really old, before im dead

, i think what stops me is seeing what it put my mum through tbh i must get off these benzos and get clean once and for all