Misc How could I better rationalize keeping strong psychoactive chemicals in the house?

[Harambulus]

It's not even the temptation of taking these chems that is so much the issue as feeling like it's a big responsibility having them in my premises, even for small amounts. It's not even a legal issue as mostly they are legals but still I get 'scared' of the potential harm they could cause. I have had silly thoughts like 'what would happen if I sleep walked in the night and necked them all'? Even though I have no history of sleepwalking.

Now what often happens is I will buy a new batch then have one dose and get scared of keeping such powerful things in my house and throw them out only to buy another batch a few months later and repeat the process.

This I feel isn't ideal as it causes me unnecessary risks/hasstles/costs of having to procure them each time.

Now there are certain ones I would never want in my house again such as 'pv. It felt like having some weapon of mass destruction just lying in wait in my closet all the time, like a big burden on my mind so I'm pleased to say I would not want to deal with that mental hassle again.

I tend to have similar angst though with less powerful chems if I have more than one dose lying around. I guess if pv was like having WMDs 'normal' drugs would be like having a loaded gun.

I thought about it a bit and I guess there are other household products that could also cause me the same/more damage if I ingested them. Dyphenhydramine for instance I used to always have around (since thrown cos I hate even is prescribed effects) yet never gave that a second thought even though that could potentially cause nightmarish reactions having read some reviews on here- bleach, etc etc.

So maybe others could offer a more rational mindset for keeping said substances that I might adopt.

 

[limonov]

Uhh...This is a really strange question. It could be the K, but I really do think that this is a very strange question.

If you are prone to that level of irrational paranoia/anxiety (e.g. worrying that you'll eat a gram of 2C-E in your sleep even though you have no history of sleep walking as opposed to more rational fears, like being convicted of possession of X for supply/importation of X for supply simply because you bought 100 doses at once to save money, as is common with RCs) I'm not sure if you should have 'strong psychoactive chemicals', as you put it, in your house. I don't know if you should even have psychoactive chemicals, strong or otherwise, in your life.

If you do, you might take some and develop even stranger ideas that make you flush less replacable things down the toilet, for instance your identification or your SIM card.

You kids with your internets and your drugs...8(

 

[Doug2113]

Lmao...normally I don't think this would be considered HR, but I think with the amount of stress and anxiety it's putting on this kids heart, it might actually be HR for the sake of his health lmao, stress kills.

When I first read the title of this I thought it was some guy asking how he could justify keeping it in his house so that his wife would quit bitching lol.

I have a couple of suggestions for you:

1. NEVER DO METH! lmao...you're WAY to unstable to open that can of worms.
2. Relax, you're most likely not going to eat your drugs unknowingly unless you take an ungodly amount of xanax, in which case, you'll probably eat everything not hidden from you lol.
3. Think about the money you'd save if you didn't keep chunking your drugs the second you get them.
4. It will keep you from riding around with drugs in your car a lot less because you'll have a stock as opposed to having to constantly make trips to get said drugs.
5. Like limonov said, if it really causes you that much grief, just don't bother with the drugs; however, most likely you really like doing drugs, so you won't want to do that.
6. If for fear of eating all your drugs at once unknowingly, keep them in your car ONLY when you are at your house.
7. Keep them in a hard to get to places so that you won't unknowingly eat said drugs.

This is all I got at the moment. Just chill man lol. People take drugs to have fun (most of the time); don't ruin it for yourself by flipping out over things like this. How are you having a good time if you're stressing about where your drugs are? (don't answer that)

Anyways, I hope you do what you need to do in order to be able to enjoy drugs (or just quit them). Good luck to ya.

 

[brutus]

If you need help rationalizing why you keep something around then chances are that you do not need to keep whatever that may be around.

I have a simple solution to the problem. Give them to a friend that will hold on to them for you, but will not indulge in them. Or you could always do what most people do and only buy what they are going to get high on at once.

 

[sekio]

Drugs are just tools... it's no different than keeping a cordless drill or something in the house.

 

[Harambulus]

Drugs are just tools... it's no different than keeping a cordless drill or something in the house.

I like that perspective.

Yes I am certainly what most would consider 'highly strung'. I had a minor panic attack today from one cup of coffee until I jerked off to relieve it.

Most this year I was aiming to cut drugs out completely. I have been working on finding other recreation activities but so far I have not got any to a level that completely diminishes the desire.

I find around the 3-4 month mark my Id start to get angry and wants instant gratification and I am unable to function properly until it gets a fix. My daily life consists of near constant 'fight or flight' response until I get some kind of release which resets me for a while.

So I'm always working on smoothing that out :D

 

[Klonopin King]

Hey man what's up? Sorry to hear you are suffering from such bad anxiety and paranoid thought's I am diagnosed with High anxiety disorder and I frequently Have panic attacks (My worst and most recent being induced by a JHW 18 overdose) hang in there man don't let that shit get you down.That feeling of anxiety is a controllable feeling even without meds.
That fight or flight feeling i know how that feels so try to stay away from stims they seem to activate that response.

As for ideas to put you at ease while you are holdin' i'd say put your stuff in a safe and lock that shit up at night or just buy a single dose at a time and safe yourself some $

On another note...

"Yes I am certainly what most would consider 'highly strung'. I had a minor panic attack today from one cup of coffee until I jerked off to relieve it."

that works?

 

[Harambulus]

Sure, give it a go...a nice free remedy :D

 

[Captain.Heroin]

We can't really rationalize something for you, and that's certainly not going to be very helpful.

This doesn't seem like it fits well within the scope of Other Drugs, so I'm going to close this thread. Please PM me (after reading the links in my signature) if you aren't sure why I closed your thread.

 

[muvolution]

Get a lockbox.