Ganj
Bluelighter
If anybody could guess at what happened here at a biological level that would be fantastic. I feel it would be silly to not document something like this to simply warn people about the risk of taking cocktails of drugs dangerous individually.
On Halloween night I took LSD. In the early hours of that morning I consumed nm2ai and mpa in a pill known as an 'm&m' along with 5-meo-dalt, AMT and an unknown substance chemically similar to Ritalin. Everything was snorted apart from the amt and 5-meo-dalt which were smoked in a pipe. At points in the night my legs would completely kick out and I would fall to the floor. Other than that nothing worrying happened.
Someone who had taken a considerably larger amount of smoked AMT and 5-Meo-dalt but less of the Ritalin like drug ended up screaming jibberish for 20 minuites before having a panic attack which ended in him covered in his own filth and sick unable to talk then recovered quickly.
Approximately 20 hours after taking all the RC's at 4:30 in the morning I woke up in a confused state. I was completely unaware of where I was which was the first big sign that something was wrong. Next I entered a psychedelic state but it felt much more delirious than enjoyable, similar to a fever. The psychedelic effects became stronger and stronger over about 10 minutes to a point where I didn't actually know what was happening. It was at this point that my body started tensing up uncontrollably. The effects were going from mainly psychological to worryingly physical pain. This horrible feeling similar to shivers had been getting progressively worse and frequent to and point where I was whimpering in complete agony. I realised that being this scared my heart was going to be fast but it was beating harder than it ever had before and with every thump the room seemed to shake.
This all started to subside for less than ten seconds and it finally felt like I was over the worst of this nightmare. Then everything just got so much worse...
The seizing up and the pain got agonising as I realised that something really fucked up was happening to my body. Then this less severe thought entered my head, it had a certain flatline to it as if among all the hell I was going through was going to end. It was like I was about to fall asleep, but felt much more sinister. But like the shivers it became stronger and more frequent until I was experiencing this horrible, horrible feeling every 3 seconds.
When I realised what this thought was was the single most terrifying realisation I have ever experienced that haunts me to this moment. I realised it was death and that I am actually dying.
At this point I got out of bed realising It was probably too late but medical help was my last hope and that I had to alert someone. I somehow managed to leave the bedroom into the hallway, it was at this point where the sensation of death completely consumed me. This was by no means in my head and death was seconds away. It was an actual presence in the room.
I realised that all the potential in my life was simply going to end as another teenager dying to research chemicals. This was actual how it's all going to end.
I burst into my fathers room at this point, which is where everything ended. All the physical pain and hell had ended and I was just left a babbling shocked state. I was taken to a hospital where they found nothing wrong, and I was in no fit state to describe what just happened to me to a medical professional so I was just sent home.
This was a few days ago and I haven't left the house since. It's going to be a while before I touch any synthetic drug again, and I god damn know I will never touch RC's again.
Mixing that many unknown chemicals was a life-threatening decision and as far as I am concerned I should be dead. The scary part is how many times I turned down drugs and that other people took way more than I did and that it might of only been another line that could have left me physically scarred or dead.
I'm not sure if my heart or brain or what was actually suffering there. I was very surprised at how quickly the whole thing subsided.
On the positive this was a big enough shock that I actually have the motivation to make some big life changes to avoid putting myself in that position again.
On Halloween night I took LSD. In the early hours of that morning I consumed nm2ai and mpa in a pill known as an 'm&m' along with 5-meo-dalt, AMT and an unknown substance chemically similar to Ritalin. Everything was snorted apart from the amt and 5-meo-dalt which were smoked in a pipe. At points in the night my legs would completely kick out and I would fall to the floor. Other than that nothing worrying happened.
Someone who had taken a considerably larger amount of smoked AMT and 5-Meo-dalt but less of the Ritalin like drug ended up screaming jibberish for 20 minuites before having a panic attack which ended in him covered in his own filth and sick unable to talk then recovered quickly.
Approximately 20 hours after taking all the RC's at 4:30 in the morning I woke up in a confused state. I was completely unaware of where I was which was the first big sign that something was wrong. Next I entered a psychedelic state but it felt much more delirious than enjoyable, similar to a fever. The psychedelic effects became stronger and stronger over about 10 minutes to a point where I didn't actually know what was happening. It was at this point that my body started tensing up uncontrollably. The effects were going from mainly psychological to worryingly physical pain. This horrible feeling similar to shivers had been getting progressively worse and frequent to and point where I was whimpering in complete agony. I realised that being this scared my heart was going to be fast but it was beating harder than it ever had before and with every thump the room seemed to shake.
This all started to subside for less than ten seconds and it finally felt like I was over the worst of this nightmare. Then everything just got so much worse...
The seizing up and the pain got agonising as I realised that something really fucked up was happening to my body. Then this less severe thought entered my head, it had a certain flatline to it as if among all the hell I was going through was going to end. It was like I was about to fall asleep, but felt much more sinister. But like the shivers it became stronger and more frequent until I was experiencing this horrible, horrible feeling every 3 seconds.
When I realised what this thought was was the single most terrifying realisation I have ever experienced that haunts me to this moment. I realised it was death and that I am actually dying.
At this point I got out of bed realising It was probably too late but medical help was my last hope and that I had to alert someone. I somehow managed to leave the bedroom into the hallway, it was at this point where the sensation of death completely consumed me. This was by no means in my head and death was seconds away. It was an actual presence in the room.
I realised that all the potential in my life was simply going to end as another teenager dying to research chemicals. This was actual how it's all going to end.
I burst into my fathers room at this point, which is where everything ended. All the physical pain and hell had ended and I was just left a babbling shocked state. I was taken to a hospital where they found nothing wrong, and I was in no fit state to describe what just happened to me to a medical professional so I was just sent home.
This was a few days ago and I haven't left the house since. It's going to be a while before I touch any synthetic drug again, and I god damn know I will never touch RC's again.
Mixing that many unknown chemicals was a life-threatening decision and as far as I am concerned I should be dead. The scary part is how many times I turned down drugs and that other people took way more than I did and that it might of only been another line that could have left me physically scarred or dead.
I'm not sure if my heart or brain or what was actually suffering there. I was very surprised at how quickly the whole thing subsided.
On the positive this was a big enough shock that I actually have the motivation to make some big life changes to avoid putting myself in that position again.
I've learned the hard way more times than I'd like to admit my friend. Ya man candyflipping is fantastic on its' own, and it is never dangerous to smoke cannabis on that combo! Stay away from the unknown ritalin like stim man that sounds like ethylphenidate. It's okay to use it on its' own for the stimulation but never combine it with other stuff and it's highly addictive and there are better RC stim's out there that last longer and don't make you want to redose it as much.