helpmetaperoff
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 18, 2011
- Messages
- 1
I dont have insurance right now so i cant do what everyone advices and check myself into a detox center. i take 2mg klonipin a night for panic disorder and insomnia. this dosage has never changed the 15 years i have been on it. 1 1/2 years ago i had some really bad things happen in my life and as soon as i got home from work at night i would start drinking straight vodka and take my klonipin. i would continue to drink until i passed out. unfortunately i have allowed this to continue nightly for the last 1 1/2 years. i have been going through 3-4 half gallons of vodka a week. i have had the shakes 3 times and numerous black outs. I deceided on sunday this week that i was tired of waking up with bruises and not knowing where they came from so i deceided i was quitting vodka. so monday night i took my kolonipin and went to bed. 5 hrs later i was shaking heart racing and legs twitching. i got up..made one drink(a 6 ox glass filled with ice-so about 3 oz's of vodka)-i was probably sound asleep in 20 minutes. sleep was restless but still i was able to sleep. monday night i didnt let myself have a drink until right before bed-took my pill had the same sized drink and was able to sleep-a little nervous yesterday but slept pretty good. last night i did the exact same thing-this time i slept all night and i woke up today feeling really good. my question is when can i safely lower the amount of my drink without having a seizure or the shakes.people have me scared to death that i cant do this on my own but i believe i can as last nigt being proof to me. sorry this is so lengthy but i really need your guys help. can someone recommend a safe tapering schedule for me? thanks so much..
