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How are you in word? V. Darksiders feelings

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Xorkoth said:
It'll go up and down man... it sure is disheartening when you feel worse though.
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Full time felt like it was coming on worse than at the beginning. I panicked, took 30mg etizolam to try and get it off me....buckled and took the 90mg dhc ride this evening(only two more to go). It's imperative my benzo use doesn't get out of control.
 
loosing my fucking mind. I can't deal with shit anymore, it's too much one thing after another. I'm tired of the string of bad news I've been getting lately I don't have a break to just sit back and take it all in.

I have never felt so helpless and rage in my life.
 
^I am somewhat in the same boat but gotta fight it hun. That's just how life is.

Agitated - fighting off the anxiety
 
Don't beat yourself up over it... it won't affect things much I don't think unless you have been addicted to DHC before, but even then it's just once. Don't do it again, or if you do, make sure it's been a few days. I doubt it impacted your withdrawal much to be honest. When I was withdrawing for a week before the ibogaine, I took kratom a couple of times and I still got better every day.
 
I've got 150mg left, I will use it to trying and get me trough the nect couple of days. 90, then 60 or something, just something to make it seems like I'm coming out the other side rather than diving headlong into a detox. TBf I was expecting a three week battle, I just wish I could get some relief from etizolam. Had going on 40mg of that stuff down me (which is a serious issue) today and I'm not even fucking tired.:(
 
Thanks Effect, I read your post before I went in.
The whole thing at the hospital was a mess and the phoned in script only had one of the 2 meds I needed to avoid an attack being triggered, but I got it eventually. The actual procedure at the nice clinic went well and so far my condition hasn't been triggered. I have the extra meds for a few more days, so I guess I'm still slightly at risk.

I'm relieved I didn't end up in the ER or not breathing or something. Hopefully it stays that way :)
 
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